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------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------- A little poem: I HATE you.I hate the way you were never there for me, when I needed you by my side I hate the way you left me alone at night I hate the way you felt the need to never see me cry The fact it would've made me feel better if you saw at all that side.I hate how you were never near, I feel that I've lost you I hate how you always LEFT when things got harder I hate how you always blocked me out, like you tried to understand The fact my life to you was nothing but a shame.I hate you then and I hate you now, this hate in me will grow Because now you're gone and into the world I've known to still be home.-Crystal P----------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------Seven years to come:When I first met you, I knew you were special. Through the times we shared my feelings would dwindle. Waiting for the day when you would come back I cry here in my room every night, if that.What about the day you said you'd make me yours? Does that not still hold til this day like mold? Even so I continue to wait for you, for years to come will I still hold on? People call me foolish for waiting, ignorant for crying, stupid for trying...For trying to hold on to a love which was so long ago... I love you for caring, and hate you for giving in. The world today feels so chilling, so empty here while I'm on my own, fearing Pushing forward through the hard times without you near I will try to live on like you wanted me Dear.Now I have love and despair at my side Not wanting to face the truth, I hide. It was my fault you left And even though it is... I will try to hold on to what it was Even if it takes seven more years to come....-Crystal-------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------I'm a TOTAL Fantasy person... Yes, I know, that's bad! xD B-but, reality sucks! I can be a serious person when it comes to being in a serious situation.... I can't think of any right now! I love my family, and they support me 90% =D the other 10% my older sister wont give me! D; I LOVE girl comics, girl Shoujo really... Which are Japanese manga books. ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------I adore them and sometimes my mind runs WILD with such ideas about the guys fighting for their woman, or if they're friends for a long time and then they finall realize their love for each other. -Sigh- It's great... ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------------I am VERY shy, and reclusive... =__= ;; That TOO being a flaw of mine... And YES I am still single! D; You wanna make something of it?! I'm still a virgin as well =D Yay for me! I really don't like the selection of guys around me >_>;;; It's hard being a lonesome maiden buried beneath stinky men! D; ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------------------------------Let see... My family is VERY shameless... Especially my older sister, Amber-- She's also VERY mean to me. Dx Always teasing me about being a virgin... Basically I'm the only one still pure in my family =3 My mom is a TOTAL realist... My grandma is.. how should say it... -- She's a Grandma~! =D My little sister is prego-girl, and my little brother is the awesome meat ball! x3 That's about everyone..-- Oh wait. My step dad is the Devil! =D!! And my step brother is... ='^=.... Mmm... A... Cow! =D ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------I may come off as an intimidating girl but really I'm a doll =D I love having fun, but sometimes my Social-phobia gets in the way with that. =_= I had a very violent child-hood, mentally, verbally and physically thanks to my step dad, all us kids are per mentally **** up! xD ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------Lets see.... I'm not a party girl, =_= In fact I HATE drinking hard liquor... The feeling of not being able to control your own body, SUCKS. I'm 20 now, going on 21... I'm not a teenager anymore, did my share of trouble making as a teen, now just looking forward to my future as Art teacher! =D ... Or a Manga-ka... Or maybe a Veterinarian... I've always wanted to be a pastry chef... o-O;; I don't know...! Right now, I really don't know if I wanna date ANYONE. I'm not ready to settle down at all.. Hey, I'm only 20 =P But I wouldn't mind a partner! I'm new to the whole dating thing.. =P So someone that is patient and understanding would be nice. ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------