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It's said that LOVE knows no bounds and is capable of overcoming any obstacle.....the first part I believe...the second I'm not sure....................
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God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide
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let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
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One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . .. And so, we keep them close! "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it." "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle".
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XXXXJust an average guy here...with an above average heart. I am EXTREMELY intense though... I can not stress it more..EXTREMELY!!I'm the type of person you can say anything to...good or bad...I don't beat around the bush...life is too precious and short for that. Because I live life through my heart. If you touch my life you will experience this....it drives my friends crazy I know..I have such a hard time reining in this part of me...but even though it drives them ape shit...they also know that I am a foundation...if I promise you something...I WILL do it...or REALLY die in the process of trying....I do NOT hold promises lightly! If I make you a promise I will try and move the Earth to keep it. And if I mean something from my soul...I will swear on my Mom's grave....this un-nerves some people...and I never use it lightly.
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I'm not all that...I don't have the buffeessssttt body...I don't make a million dollars...I don't drive some big fancy overpriced car....but you'd be hard pressed to find someone with a bigger heart or more loyalty. ((Although I am working on the bufffff part ;-)....))
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I've learned alot in my life...but I know I still have alot to learn. The biggest most profound thing that I have learned is that it takes alot of perseverance, hard work, patience and love to achieve the best things in life. To many people that means material things...to me it's the love of those people in my life. It's like a rose...it doesn't just happen...it takes water...soil..nutrients...care and nuturing....and time...but wow...the end result is worth it! Relationships are the same...even harder I think really. I would lay down my life for my friends and family and that special someone without giving it a second thought. And I know my friends that have stood the test of time would do the same. One of my favorite writings I guess..is the one about some people come into your life for a day or a season some come into your life and stay forever...but all come in for a reason...at first thought it sounds so sad..but in reality it's not..it shows that someone..to me GOD...has a hand in our lives and has not forgotten about us. The hardest times in my life I try to focus on that to make my heart heal. I love my friends and those "special" people I've met over time and really mourn when they are no longer a part of my life. In time I accept that fact...but no matter what and no matter how much time passes by...I will always remember them and hold a tiny piece of them in my heart forever. I can only hope they have done the same. It really truly almost destroys me when those that I've allowed into the inner area of my heart are torn away or choose to leave. I'd rather have a moment of happiness than a lifetime of nothingness.
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I want what everyone wants....a special someone to laugh with...build a life together....and give my heart to and give me theirs in return. I'm certainly not perfect...I have never claimed to be...I'm human. WHAT YOU SEE REALLY IS WHAT YOU GET! No hidden agendas...I make my own decisions..from my heart...weighed against what my friends have to say. I lean to my heart in decisions and not my head...arguably maybe not the "smartest" thing to do in the worldly view of things....but I know I will never look back and say in my heart with regret...what if I had only.........................Not that I'm gonna quit my job and start selling shoes door to door or anything..or jumping off a cliff with a big old rubber band around my ankles (although I do want to skydive one day!)..I'm talking about taking a chance on someone....allowing my heart and my belief in God's guidance to lead me. I have made my fair share of mistakes (probably a few peoples' shares!)when it comes to WHAT to do with my life...but I have never regretted decisions made about the people that come into my life. I guess it goes back to the saying about people enter your life for a season..some stay some don't..but all for a reason. If you're a friend and if I piss you off or do something you don't like...call my sh*t on it...I'd call you on yours. I have no problem admitting my mistake...it may sting...but it's mine...just give me the chance to say sorry and correct my wrong. After all....actions REALLY DO speak louder than words. What you do better match with what you say. I have more respect for those that say they don't like me and are my enemies than I do for those that say they are my friends yet disappear when the going gets tough. Basically it's called common courtesy and mutual respect....treat others the way you want to be treated. The world TRULY would be a nicer and better place if more people even TRIED to follow that. Just something I try to live by...because I've learned that what goes around comes around...and usually alot more wickedly.
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I am currently a flight attendant with a maajor airline. I am based out of JFK and fly internationally (usually the LONDON route). I used to be based in DC, but the events of 9/11 prompted a much needed change of locale. Relatively new to Charlotte and really liking it here. I have met alot of great and interesting people and made some fantastic friends because of my job, however I'm thinking of making a career change. I just need to figure out what I want to do when I grow up!
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LOVE my family and friends!! I'm ferociously loyal so once a friend always a friend!
I'm a dreamer and hopeless romantic....extremely optimistic and I have a twisted sense of humor and try to find humor in everything. I'm offended by absolutely nothing, although I am extremely concerned about offending others...and always try to remain cognizant of other peoples' feelings. I am a bit on the shy side though...and it takes alot for me to make first contact. I'm 100% ARIES through and through....so be prepared!
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Ultimately I'm looking for someone to share the rest of my life with. (Aren't we all)I'm attracted to someone that's confident but not arrogant....someone who can take charge but also has a soft side. I guess I like the bad boy image with an angels' heart! I admit...in the beginning stages of a relationship I do need reassurance (probably my fear of offending or angering)but once I am comfortable with where I stand I relax and chill out (working on this too!! LOL)
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SOOOOOOOOOOOOO many guys out there in the gay "community" say they are looking for love...and even try to convince others by saying that they are tired of the whole "scene"...the whole........."all guys want is to get in your pants" thing.............yet their own actions mirror exactly what they say they don't like. Is this the "I want my cake and want to eat it too" thing or"The grass is always greener on the other side" thing? What you drive...how much you make...name brand labels are all nice...but they don't impress me. I don't need someone to flatter me with flowers (although I LOVE to give them) I don't need to wear big diamond rings....just someone that can show me hidden things! (the heart) OK OK I'll admit this too....I do like getting gifts...but not expensive things...I actually cherish the small, "stupid" "corny" whatever you want to call, gifts....because of the thought behind it!! Sure expensive gifts have thought...but I like the quirky gifts....or...OMG...the gift that has sacrifice behind it....like not really affordable, but sacrificed to buy...THIS will be cherished FOREVER!! I can walk by a thousand hot guys and not look twice....but something 1 guy does or says will hook my heart............and try as I might I can't escape. But, unless he's specific about his feelings it'll probably never progress beyond me being hopelessly attracted...because I doubt myself too much and second guess any type of "hints" he may be throwing my way. Just friends? Not a problem....tell me that though and play no games. 'Cause if I think there is "something" there I can get subtly jealous. So please...LOL...spell it out for me?!?!? I know he's out there somewhere....hopefully he'll find me soon. Because I'm shy...and I doubt and second guess myself in love...I'll probably never make the first move...so if you're reading this "Mr Right" you better make the move!! =)
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Like I said before...I'm ferociously loyal...doubly so in love matters...and I expect the same. 1000% monogamy given and required! I'm very laid back and easy going....I can hang in any situation and talk to anyone (except if I'm attracted...then I stumble for what to say) If something catches me off guard...or cuts straight to my heart....you'll never know and only 1 person in the world can drag it out of me (she knows who she is) and she has been my rock in tumultuous times and my angel. She has been in my life longer than anyone except family. I'll bite my tongue off before showing vulnerability or making an ass of myself (and if I ever feel that I'm bothering someone...I'll bow out of the picture...the last thing I want to be to someone is a nuisance).
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I will say however that my greatest strength is my love for people who enter my life....this is also my greatest vulnerability. Greatest strength because I feel that the most precious thing that one can give to another (short of your life) is love. Greatest vulnerability because it's the only thing that has a direct path to my heart. I've often been accused of having so many walls up that Fort Knox should rent space inside (HA) but it's because through my life...each time someone has faded away in one way or another..it hurt (as anyone experiences)...so I guess it's just been my way of dealing with it....unfortunately (and I've been trying to compensate for this) it gets harder and harder for me to allow someone into the inner parts of my heart, because each time someone fades away a tiny piece of my heart goes with them....I gotta protect what's left!
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Friends often joke that I hang onto things too long...I'm the one who continually beats the dead horse with a stick...LET IT GO JOHN!! I guess it's because I'm eternally optimistic...I always have hope. But eventually I do reach the point...that's when being an Aries kicks in. Things finally sink in...I get the message!!! So "click" off goes the switch. Once that happens I enter a self-preservation mode...a healing...It affects just about every aspect of my life...I withdraw to myself....doing what I need to do to forget...it affects all my friends....basically it's recentering things and people in my life...a kind of re-organizing....'cause unfortunately that's the one aspect of my sign I have never been able to compensate for and keep in check. But through all this...forever and always...the ember of hope still burns.
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Sometimes the hardest thing in life to do is accept that someone doesn't want to or can't be with you. I don't think there is anyone out there that has an easy time with this...at least if they are being honest with themselves. It involves so many different processes...from replacing thoughts of that person with thoughts of something else.....to understanding what if anything went wrong.....to scrutinizing yourself (the whole what's wrong with me thing).....to desperately trying to find something to fill the empty void left in your heart and stop the gut ache. We've all experienced it.
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