& THE DUMM ASS 2ND DEPLOYMENT BEGAN :(

Hi, My name is ♥ Jasmine Meza♥
. >Well where do ii start?? I'm 18 years young and married to Angel Meza. We have 2 beautiful kids together. Our daughter iis 2 going on 3 && our son just recently turned 1. . I cant say ii like being a marine wife and ii cant say ii love it. 1: because ii hate their hours of work time, they're not organized, most of the guys are pigs and the deployments...dont get me started on those dumb things...nothing but depression and worries. He missed out on our sons birth because he was on deployment figthing in Iraq. Not to mention he missed out on our daughters first because he was in bootcamp. Thank God I'm not prego again...or he would've missed out on another ughhh. Since I never se him ii like to spend as much time with his as possible...so yeah ii might bug him a bit when I'm trying to take advantage but he still likes it lol
ii graduated on time at school well ii was only 17 with 2 babies and my man iin iraq. One of my very biggest memories I'll never 4get since iit was one of my most difficult times iin my life. Can u imagine taking care of 2 babies, doing homework till 2 iin the morning well having horrible thoughts iin your mind about your husband, on how he is doing iin iraq, iis he ok?? iit was hard for me but ii made it. ii worked so hard the school was even amazed. I was doing homework in labor ii wanted to graduate so badly. I'm the 1st girl in that school to graduate on time with 2 kids...and hell yeah I'm bragging about it...I worked effin hard...and I'm proud of it!
Well my likes && dislikes: ii absolutley love God. My idol is Mariah Carey, now known as Mariah CareyCannon or MCC. I love Ashanti && Christina Aquilera as well. Those are the 3 main people ii have to have all the cds of. ii love butterflies && the color purple. Anothr thing ii love to do is scrapbooking. ii have soo many pictured ii have to use em somehow lol. ii love texting TeXting...o yeah lol. I hate double standard shit, fake people, washing dishes lol, the marine core, etc...
I'm a kool girl to talk to..give me shit, usually ii dont care got too much other shit then to be worrying about what you think of me. If my lifes not going perfect..o well..whos does anyways?? Double check yourself b4 u judge me. ii gaurantee theres something wrong wit u. People say that I've ruined my life by having children when infact they were the ones who made me stronger, moe mature, && made me realize lifes no joke and needs to be taking seriously. I would've not even graduated school if ii had never gotten pregnant, but ii realized my kids deserved better.
ii love my life and family and wouldnt change A DAMN THING!!
Rodriguez
MY TWIN COUSIN BRITTNEY LOL... SEE THE RESEMBLENCE