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I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing!

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About Me

About me? That is a loaded question, I am everything that I am and most things that I am not. I am a walking talking contradiction within myself. The most important "about me" is that I am the very proud mother of the three greatest teenage boys in the world! They are my reason for breathing...they are a mixture of so many different awesome qualities and capabilities that they amaze me daily. Beyond that? I could fill this box a hundred times over and then some. I am ready to live for me a little bit, be a grown-up, have a good time and know what it is like to be semi-free. The problem? I don't know how. LOL After raising kids for twenty years I think I have misplaced all of the other facets of me other than mom. So here I am at 36 trying to figure out what it is exactly that "I" want to do..... I do have a great circle of friends and I enjoy hanging out with them immensley. I have a great kids, good friends, I like my job....A stable and happy life. I find that I have a restlessness that I am unable to calm. I have a great passion for reading and knowledge of all sorts. I love to read and write poetry. I enjoy a good game of darts in a "hole in the wall" bar, Spending the day at the beach with my dogs, or having a weekend with my kids, some movies, lots of munchies and just good clean fun. I am looking forward to finding new things that I like to do. I love to watch fireworks and contemplate the meaning of life (No I haven't figured it out yet...LOL).I am as much a Tomboy as I am a Girly-girl. I am as silly as I am intellectual.I am sarcastic but sweet, I am kind but cruel, I am set in my ways but oh so changeable, I am a spontaneous planner (Doesn't make sense?) Welcome to my world...LMAO. I have a great sense of humor (although slightly morbid to say the least). I am cuddly but detached....you get the idea, right? I guess in the end I am just Plain old me........Did I mention that I am slightly overly intellectual with too much common sense and way too much understanding of human nature. I am down to earth and up in the clouds. My description of me? Wonderfully impossible.

My Interests

I love to read, read and read and of course sit in front of my fireplace.I have a awesome group of friends that I enjoy hanging out with every chance I get.I am kind of a homebody who likes to work in the yard and Read (did I aready mention that?)LOL.Hobbies? Hmm....Well, I don't have any at the moment but I plan to adopt a few along the way now that my boys are older and I have all of this freedom.

I'd like to meet:

New Friends....Friends are the one thing that you can not have too many of. I am Honest to a fault and I despise lying. I like people that are real and know how to have a good time. I like to surround myself with people from all walks of life and I am very open minded, opinionated and I talk too much...LOL. I find that I can get along with just about anyone and I can fit into any surrounding. I am not fond of what I call "surface" people (People who are only concerned with the outside of others)Sound like we could be friends? Message me and lets find out. Otherwise, I found the man I was looking for and I have since learned what I like to do as well as had all of the fun that I was looking for with much more to come. I am thankful everyday that I created a myspace account because without myspace we may have never met.

Music:


I listen to so many different kinds of music, but if I had to choose a favorite kind I guess it would have to be the 70's when music made sense and everyone could sing along! The only thing I do not listen to is Rap and the head banging rock that seems to be the new "way" to be angry.

Movies:

I don't watch many movies. I like Horror flicks and I like Comedy/Romance. I absolutely despise movies that are stupid/funny. I guess my all time favorite would have to be Slingblade and Pretty Woman.

Television:

Well, it is rare that I watch TV but when I do I like....Friends, Sex and the City, Everybody loves Raymond and the Discovery Channel.

Books:

Oh God.....My favorite subject.....Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Greg Isles, John Saul, Mary Higgins Clark, Books on Astrology, The writings of Nostrodamus, Native American Stories, Louis Lamour and many other types and Authors. I read everything. My fear is that one day life will have passed me by because I climbed into a book and forgot to come back out. LOL

Heroes:

My son Alex is my hero. He has overcome all odds and never taken life for granted. He is disabled but does not know that. He loves life and doesn't waste time complaining like the rest of us. He is focused and intelligent and truly is my idol. I could never hope to be half the person he is. But how great would I be if I could! This is not to say that he is my favorite because all of boys are so wonderfully amazing and I love them all equally, I am just pointing at that with all of the odds stacked against Alex he has risen above.

My Blog

While I wait for the clothes to dry......

....I thought I would take a minue to blog. Let me start by saying that I wrote a blog last night when I was overly emotional and half crocked (I am not much of drinker so 3 lemon drops in less than 1...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:00:00 PST

It certanly is...........

.............exactly what it is. There are so many moments in your life that are memorable......the kind of stuff that you can play back to yourself 25 years fromnow verbatim.......Tonight is one of t...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Thu, 22 May 2008 07:37:00 PST

The man quiz.....

.......Don't be scared fella's, it is just a quiz. To all my awesome girly friends, feel free to comment as well. 1. Give yourself 5 points for every cup size over a small "B" you want. 2. Give yourse...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Fri, 02 May 2008 06:55:00 PST

The force is......

....forceful. May the force be with you? Exactly what is the force? What happens when the force is against you? How do you reverse the force? What makes the force turn against you to begin with? Who i...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:07:00 PST

A letter to you.

Dear you, I have been holding back a bit lately but I realize now that hasn’t done either one of us any good. I have kept my mouth shut long enough so I am ready to "let it all hang out".....to&...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 05:09:00 PST

Kelli says "Masturbation is the topic for the day"

....And so it is. I am so incredibly glad that My loverly friend in Ohio has assigned this topic as it is one that I am very knowledgable about indeed. I LOVE masturbation. Alone or with a friend....Y...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:00:00 PST

Ok, Kelli.....Lets take a peek at Voyeurism......

I have been blog-challenged, I love it! Not only have I been challenged to write a blog but I have been "issued" a topic I just happen to be very knowledgeable about, how often does life work out like...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:49:00 PST

Hmmmm.....

In spite of all that I am, what I have done and who I strive to be, I am having difficulty defining me.
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 05:11:00 PST

Flashbacks........

.......of the past. Today I am flashing back on my whole life, one moment at a time. I don't know why but I was getting ready for work this morning and I started thinking weird stuff like "What was I ...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:25:00 PST

Eggshells........

.........are tricky bastards to walk on. I was never much of "eggshell walker" myself, it actualy used to piss me off to no end when other people did it but I find as I grow older, wiser and I suppose...
Posted by I am but a mere human after all,How dissapointing! on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 06:48:00 PST