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[Return Of Forever]

until there's nothing left of us...

About Me


I fuckin love Camden. Criminal Damage usually attracts most of my money and Cyber Dog is somewhere I have to visit every time I go.
Apparently I'm weird, I'll take that as a compliment I guess. I'm a paranoid pessimist, so the glass is always half empty and smashed into sharp shards that you landed face first on. And I think my old man thinks I'm gay hahaha XD he keeps making comments about how he'll disown me if I ever wear makeup... I may have to test that theory of his out one day. And Beef, if you're reading this, yes you can sort it out for me! Along with the hair ;)
I also need a better paying job. Need more clothes. More CDs. More spare time to do nothing. And most importantly, more fucking hair. I hate having short hair it's the pinnacle of brassness. So I have to wear that hat that's in all my pics. Oh and I'm obsessed with the number 3. Don't know why. Random comments appreciated. Music suggestions and fashion tips/ideas appreciated even more. Especially if you have pink/purple/blue hair :D
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Silvar / Res
Birthday: Sometime in May :P
Birthplace: In a hospital
Current Location: Somewhere in Surrey
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown (not for much longer if I have my way!)
Height: About 6'3
Your Heritage: My what?!
Your Weakness: Pain, Domino's Pizza
Your Fears: Heights, my lack of immortality.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Well right now it's the 29th of November so uh... to go painting at least one more time.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck, it's 1.30pm... OMG I've sooo wasted my day off.
Your Best Physical Feature: Do you mean best as in least vomit-inducing?
Your Bedtime: Usually about 11.30
Your Most Missed Memory: Oooh tricky one. Probably the long summer holidays with all the crew sitting around outside Graz's house playing wallball, or up Kidda's back garden having a BBQ every weekend, or out shooting with Shane (R.I.P), the days when everyone used to hang out together before everything split. Those days lasted forever! And they were hot! :D Summer owns.
Single or Group Dates: Group, cos I'm a complete chicken :(
Do you Smoke: Sorta.
Do you Swear: Haha... I bet everyone who answers this question answers by swearing. No need to break a trend - fuck yes!
Do you Sing: No.
Do you Shower Daily: Of course!
Have you Been in Love: Possibly once.
Do you want to go to College: Already been, already fucked it up haha.
Do you want to get Married: If I find the right person, yeah.
Do you think you are Attractive: OH HELL NO!
Are you a Health Freak: Nope.
Do you play an Instrument: I attempt to play electric!
How do you want to Die: I don't.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Famous. Not because I want to be known by everyone, but because I don't want to be forgotten.
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Either dark brown or icy blue.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark brown/black or pink/purple/blue or some combination of the previous :P
Short or Long Hair:
Height: WTF?! It says short or long hair then asks for height?!
Weight: ... AND weight?! Stupid surveys!!!
Best Clothing Style: Emo :P
Number of Piercings: None.
Number of Tattoos: None.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Those are for me to know.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

Graffiti, drawing, music, chains haha! CAMDEN!!! Anything that is silver. Black is the best colour, goes well with silver :P like kitchen knives.

Sketch Video:
A Silvar Sketch Session

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I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet DJ's Sy, Hixxy and Vibes. Cube::Hard would be cool to meet so I can ask him how he makes his tunes. I also really wanna meet the Hospital Records crew - High Contrast, London Elektricity, Nu:Tone, Cyantific... all completely different styles but somehow they have this element that sets their music aside from others. I'd also love to meet Pherz, his stuff is illmatic. I think an afternoon with Jimmy Carr would be fuckin hilarious. Oh and a girl with pink/purple/blue hair would be cool XD Oooh the girl from Shiny Toy Guns mmm...

Music:

[+]Kill Hannah
[+]Fall Out Boy
[+]Funeral For A Friend
[+]Taking Back Sunday
[+]Matchbook Romance
[+]Bullet For My Valentine
[+]Shiny Toy Guns
[+]Sohodolls
[+]Head Automatica
[+]Panic! At The Disco
[+]My Chemical Romance
[+]From First To Last
[+]Casually Wasted
[+]Pink Spiders
[+]A Fire Inside
[+]Crash Romeo
[+]Yellowcard
[+]Lacuna Coil
[+]Paramore
[+]Stone Sour
[+]Atmosphere
[+]Necro
[+]Ill Bill
[+]Jedi Mind Tricks
[+]Cunninlynguists
[+]Immortal Technique
[+]Non Phixion
[+]Tonedeff
[+]Dieselboy
[+]Pendulum
[+]Panacea
[+]High Contrast
[+]London Elektricity
[+]Cyantific
[+]Nu:Tone
[+]Moving Fusion
[+]LTJ Bukem
[+]Artificial Intelligence
[+]Prodigy
[+]Andy C
[+]Alex Delaville
[+]Concord Dawn
[+]Daft Punk
[+]General Midi
[+]Hixxy
[+]Sy
[+]C.L.S.M
[+]Arkitech
[+]Cube::Hard
[+]A.M.S
[+]Vibes
[+]Euphony
[+]Gorillaz

Movies:

[+]Equilibrium
[+]Hackers
[+]Biker Boyz
[+]Bomb The System
[+]Aeon Flux
[+]Patlabor I & II
[+]Ninja Scroll
[+]Ghost In The Shell

Television:

TV feeds on your soul. Dont do it! PUT THE REMOTE DOWN!!! My freeview box is for ornamental purposes only.

Books:

[+]Subway Art
[+]Spraycan Art
[+]My blackbook :D
[+]MegaTokyo
[+]AppleGeeks
[+]CtrlAltDel
[+]Dominic Deegan
[+]Penny Arcade
[+]9th Elsewhere

Heroes:

Pherz, High Contrast, London Elektricity, Slug.

My Blog

ph34r the day of pure suckage

omg how crap was today... not only did i not get any commission at work today but i had two 14-day returns, making me finish the day on -£250. which pissed my manager off, who in turn pisses me off. a...
Posted by [Return Of Forever] on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:29:00 PST

Silvar got punked :P

Went to Camden on Wednesday... OMG Criminal Damage owns!!! I spent like £100 in there or somethin and the shop assistant was like "wow!!!" (she actually said wow out loud, was kinda odd lol) and proba...
Posted by [Return Of Forever] on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:10:00 PST

Work sucks...

If it's not enough that I have to work Saturdays, I'm supposed to finish at 5.30pm but this week I got the joy of finishing at 7pm. Great. Not only that, I just got a text message from the girl I real...
Posted by [Return Of Forever] on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 02:37:00 PST

I Hate Windows...

Thanks to the joy of Windows, I got to stay at work until 7pm yay! Not.Windows sucks hard. Even my PC at home is painfully slow due to the operating system, not because of the volume of files and prog...
Posted by [Return Of Forever] on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:43:00 PST

Mmm shiny...

First blog entry w00t. This MySpace izm ain't as easy as it appears, changing colours etc is a mission. Ah well, life is good because I just found some Class-A substance in my cupboard... that's ...
Posted by [Return Of Forever] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:47:00 PST