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About Me


HELLO

I Am Schmall


THE LIBRA:


Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable
On the dark side....
Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

Thanks for dropping by MY-place on Myspace! <3 Taken <3 In love with Danielle =>
My cupcake. My princess. My love. My darling. Waking up next to you is like Christmas in my bed every morning! ily <3

WHOLE

Definition: "an assemblage of parts associated or viewed together as one thing; a unitary system."
"Disassemble the whole, and all you have is a bunch of parts without a purpose." - Unknown Author

THE FUN SIDE:

I live for fun, I love to entertain and be entertained I'm cynical & serially sarcastic As a hobby - I practice different language accents Currently I can do: (almost to perfection) English/Brittish, Irish, Scottish, Redneck, Japanese. [I'm still working on a few..] As a hobby - I practice my impersonations of famous characters such as: Chris Griffin, Peter Griffin, Pauly Shore, Napoleon Dynamite, Dr. Phil, Arnold Schwartzenegger, Cartman, Gollum/Smeagol, Jack Sparrow, Heath Ledgers - The Joker, etc. Black lights + Glowsticks = A smashing good time! I love looooots of music! I've been playing guitar for almost 9 years now (by the way, I play left handed xD ) Check the mile-long list on the left to see what I'm into

THE SERIOUS SIDE:

I'm assertive I speak my mind I have a low tolerance for bull-shit If you piss me off - you'll be the first to know I'm a fixer - when there's a problem, I want to fix it I love things that provoke philosophical and critical thinking

THE EMOTIONAL SIDE:

Call me an 'Emo kid" and I'll fucking cut you When I have emotional spikes, I write Some of these writings - are in my blogs, read them if you like

THE SERENE SIDE:

Little things in life are important to me. I love to fucking party! I am impulsive to a degree, but it is a rarity indeed

THE FEARFUL SIDE:

I'm insecure about many things I fear what the future may bring I fear the worst in every situation - I'm a pessimist I fear that anything I pursue will go up in ashes & flames I have a phobia of putting jumper cables on car batteries I'm afraid that I've convinced myself into believing lies about every area of my life

THE SPIRITUAL SIDE:

I am not a "religious" person. But I would consider myself quite spiritual I have an obsession with discussing philosophical, political & spiritual questions & issues I do a good deal of meditating at night when I'm alone The mind is a weapon, and it must be honed daily to stay sharpened

THE ADVENTUROUS SIDE:

I get fired up at the idea of an epic battle! I love swinging around melee weapons and pretending I'm kicking ass! I practiced martial arts for a number of years I am no pro, but I'm self-confident in my abilities Longboarding at dangerous speeds gets my adrenaline going I hope someday I can be on a 'secret mission' to save the world! When I die: I want it to be a heroic death! I love adventure - it's inexplicable

THE WHOLE:

These are various aspects of my character, my being. "To those who understand, I extend my hand To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am, Not under your command, I know where I stand, I won't change to fit your plan, take me as I am" - Dream TheatreLeave your input here

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My Blog

Fabricated Transparency.

All I want is to know I've made a difference.I want to know that I've given you a reason to smile.I want to see the result of my invested time.I want to hold you in my arms and tell you everything wil...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 23:34:00 GMT

Another Life.

Yet again I receive the call about a friend.That his life is now over, that it was the end.His 22 years of life, used up and spent.Like a tenant he came in and paid his rentWith his laughter, his joke...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 05:15:00 GMT

Seasons Of Death - Is only the beginning of Life.

My mind is still running rampant.Time to keep writing.As I reflect on the phases I've gone through in my life.It's an interesting transition to say the least.For those that don't know my story it goes...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 01:59:00 GMT

TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC (Pt. 2)

Theres a couple things I still want to say.EVERYBODY: No matter which direction you go, whether it be a political party, religious affiliation, which gym you go to, what food you buy or what music you...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 05:15:00 GMT

TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC:

These are a few things that piss me off.Also, a few warnings to the public.GENERAL PUBLIC:I hate society's rules that determine whether or not someone is worth something.I'm 21, not in school or marri...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 23:23:00 GMT

The Inborn

There are those born into wealth and fortune. There are those born into fame. There are those born into poverty. There are those born into shame. Each with their own blessings. Their own curse. ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 10:10:00 GMT

The Trigger of Silent Suicide

I hate the fact that people are taking their lives around me.I hate the fact that I can't save anybody.Whether it be razors, guns, pills, chemicals or ropesI'm so sick of getting phone calls or emails...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 12:52:00 GMT

"....Death is only the beginning..."

So I went to a funeral today for an old friend.  Cody Paul Bott (R.I.P.)I couldn't believe how many people were there...It was like a high school reunion practically the place was filled to the brim.I...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 11:48:00 GMT

What A Beautiful Mess

This mess won't seem to go away,These memories won't seem to fade,3 Years later now... It seems like nothing's changed.No sense of purpose, no place to go, and with no where to be, I muse:"Is this my ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 21:22:00 GMT

You Can’t Pretend Like I Can ( Poetry )

This facade, this disguiseBeneath these pretty eyes,Lie countless lies...I'm not your Hero, I can't save the day.I'm just a guy, who is putting on a play.When panic strikes, when tragedy befalls.I sta...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 21:19:00 GMT