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Kristen R e c t u m™

We’re not stunning, we’re just stunned and we’re lying for a living.

About Me



About me:

Hi, I'm Kristen.
message //add //comment //blog //post a memory Three things:
Do not call me baby; this is not Dirty Dancing, you are not Patrick Swayze, and I am NOT an infant. I am unapologetic about who I am, and I don't need anyone.
When it comes down to it, all you really have in this world is yourself and what you make of yourself; don't let people ruin that for you.
I don't.
[That's not to say I don't have amazing people in my life who I love dearly and would beat some ass for] So, in conclusion.... Don't fuck with me, or anyone I'm affiliated with.

My Interests


Preston Ryan Gillespie
Matthew William Miller
01/22/07
an angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up, knowing that he’s fine.
we’d all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.


I'd like to meet:



Heroes:

a.t.r.e.y.u
Suck me off if you don't like it.

My Blog

Feels good when I can write.

Rip this from my hands;pry this heart from my fingers because it'smine to giveand with it comes a price.Don't think for a secondthat you'll be off scotch freebecause you're the bounty and I'm the hunt...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:03:00 PST

Tell me a memory! Do it!

        tell one of our memories together:even if theres just one,post itgood or bad. &when you're finished, post this on your blog &you'll be surprised about what peo...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:34:00 PST

Until we meet again.

When someone you love dies, you know they're not coming back from the second you get the news.  You cry.  You sit in shock.  You cope in all the ways you need to, but it's so different ...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 08:35:00 PST

I don't know why...

I can't think straight.  I'm suprised I'm even seeing straight. Death is a part of life, and considering we have NO say in it, you just have to accept it.What I don't have to accept is kids dying...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:58:00 PST

I should be sleeping

I should be sound asleep due to the double dose of Tylenol Cold I took earlier, but I'm wired.  I can't sleep, and if I do, I'll dream about him just as I sit here and think about him.  You....
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:43:00 PST

What I think I want the most is...

to just have an uninhibited confidence in myself that cannot be stifled.  I think I am the happiest with myself when I'm closest to that point, and when I seem to let myself down, that's when I g...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:56:00 PST

UN-thanksgiving

Thanksgiving was NOT a success this year.Let's say...the combination of screaming,yelling,crying,and a family full of short tempersadded up to a blow out that you could hear from down the street.=[I'm...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 05:07:00 PST

I don't understand.

Why is it just so glamourous to look "tough" and wear thick eyeliner? What happened to natural beauty?  What happened to smiles and un-fabricated pictures? Let's all just be.  Exist....
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 03:59:00 PST

Finally. I don't care if it's good or not. Just, finally.

All of my lifeI've crossed burnt bridges;burnt my soulsscreamed through the ashes.For the longest timeI've held out hope;slapping away hands of helpdesperation.Exchange this red kissfor repentance;rip...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:30:00 PST

As of 10.25.06....

I am changing.I don't want to be this person anymore because the reality is I have changed for the worse, although I've been trying to deny it for some time now. I'm not going to let myself be wasted,...
Posted by Kristen R e c t u m™ on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST