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About Me

If you take the time to read this, you might just learn something.There is no pure soul in this world. Everyone, no matter how hard they fight it, has that inner darkness. Only a handful have the guts to embrace it, and truly be free. Don't deny the true essence of your soul. That nagging voice, that guilty pleasure, embrace it. Feed the beast. Know what it means to truly be alive. I am looking for anyone who has ever had to hide their true selves and their true desires from the world around them. I am looking for those who know what it is to feel that the world condemns them for their tastes. I welcome all comers. Whatever it is that lives in you, that haunts your dreams, that fuels your longing, I embrace it. You are the Forsaken, you are MY people. Come to me. Though the world around you may try to oppress you, be strong. They do not hate and despise you because you are Forsaken, because you are different. They hate and despise because they fear you. They see you openly embrace, in yourself, what it is they know lurks within their own souls. The dark seed, within themselves, that they fear, you nurture before their eyes. Even though you are the target of their hate, rest comfortably knowing that the one they truly hate is themselves. They hate themselves because they will never know the freedom that you and I share. They hate that they can never be Forsaken, and will live out their days as sheep to societies shepherd call. They hurt you because they do not understand. They hurt you out of ignorance. You look at me with pity, like somehow, I could be fixed. As though there were something wrong with me. There is nothing wrong with me. I'm not sick. My brain isn't short circuited. But that is what you tell yourselves, so that you can feel better. Your world is sunny and bright and it never rains there as long as you believe that people like me are abnormal. That people like me are sick. The truth is, I am just as normal as you. Open your eyes. Look around you. I am not alone. We are everywhere, in every walk of life. We exist among you, because we are you. Killing me won't clear the dark clouds in your skies. At best, you will gain momentary relief thinking that, for the time being one of your "monsters" is conquered. But those clouds will come back. Tomorrow, or the next day, but they will come back. They always do. But the perpetual state of denial you live in forbids you from seeing this. So, bring your hatred, bring your fear, bring your loathing. Give me your rage and your confusion. Make me the target of your ignorance, as you did those who came before me, and you will do to those who come after.

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My Blog

Surgery

Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later.  I've managed to go this long without ever having to have surgery or even any major injuries.  Hell, I've ever only been in the ER once in my li...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:20:00 GMT

The Queen is dead, long live the Queen!

Loki 1999-2007  R.I.PAfter only 8 too short years, Queen Loki has died today.  Some of you knew and even met my pride and joy, some only heard of her.  Don't really have too much to say...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:45:00 GMT

Health update

A health update for those who care.  Two weeks ago, after moving the last of my boxes to my new Apartment my back was kind of sore. As to why, I have no idea.  None of the boxes weighed more...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:46:00 GMT

Changing gears

So, I was watching Saturday Night Live in the 90's the other day.  Man it brought back some memories.  I couldn't help but look at my life now compared to my life then.  Something, some...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 10:10:00 GMT

I am Jack's smirking revenge

This has been a while in the making.  The last rave I went to combined with my most recent viewing of "Fight Club" brought me to write this.  Over the years I have watched "Fight Club" count...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 16:18:00 GMT

This is who we are

As a whole, mankind is a very destructive race.  It is our nature to be confrontational.  I listen to the news and read the stories of people protesting the war.  People that protest ab...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 18:59:00 GMT