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*Looking To The Stars*

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About Me

YOU ONLY PUSH AWAY A GIRL FOR SO LONG UNTIL SHE WALKS OUT OF YOUR LIFE ON HER OWN SO BE CAREFUL & MAKE SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE ONCE SHE TURNS AROUND SHE ISN'T COMING BACK.IM 19 AND LIVE IN A WORLD OF HALF TRUTHS AND MAYBES.PROMISES MADE AND FORGOTTEN.I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND DANCE IN THE RAIN.I PLAY VIDEO GAMES AND MUSIC IS MY SOUL.IVE LOVED AND LOST BUT REFUSE TO LET THAT STOP ME.I CANT BE PERFECT BUT I TRY AND ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING.WHEN SOMETHINGS ON MY MIND IT HAS A TENDENCY TO STAY THERE FOR A REALLY LONG TIME.WHEN I WANT SOMETHING I GO AFTER IT WITH MY WHOLE HEART.I JUMP FIRST AND THINK LATER NOT ALWAYS A SMART THING BUT IM WORKING ON IT BECAUSE I USUALLY GET HURT OR INTO THINGS TOO DEEP. TIME FLOATS ON REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU TRY AND STOP IT OR CHANGE IT.ITS SAID TO HEAL ALL WOUNDS BUT IM BEGINNING TO WONDER ABOUT THAT.I GAVE IT ALL TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD THINK OF.ASKED ENDLESS ADVICE AND WAS ALWAYS GIVEN THE SAME ANSWER ITS NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME YOU NEED TO JUST LET GO.MY REPLY WAS ALWAYS EASIER SAID THEN DONE.WENT THROUGH SO MUCH IN SUCH LITTLE TIME.BUT TIME IS FLYING BY DRIFTING AND FADING AWAY.IVE LEARNED TO NEVER TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED AND TO ALWAYS COUNT ON GOD TO SHOW YOU THE TRUE PATH.ITS EASY TO GET CAUGHT UP AND FORGET YOURSELF AND WHAT REALLY MAKES YOU HAPPY.SO I BREATHE AND TAKE EACH DAY AS IT COMES NEVER ASKING FOR MORE THEN WHAT GOD IS WILLING TO GIVE BUT ALWAYS HOPING THAT LOVE WILL COME MY WAY AND STAY. GOD BLESS
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My Interests

I love art and writing poetry.I read and play video games.When im stressed i paint and try to get all my emotions out.I watch movies and dance when no ones watching.Music is my escape and i like finding new bands and hearing different types of music..

Music:

- Train - Within Temptations - Emilie autumn - The killers - The used - Hellogoodbye - Coldplay - Say anything - The Birthday Massacre - Keane - MCR - Goo Goo Dolls - Dashboard - Moby - Sandi Thom - Regina Spector - Between the Trees I love music so this list will never really end

Movies:

I love movies so theres no way i could name them all- Alice in Wonderland - Pratical Magic - Flesh in Blood - Live nude girls - The Fountain - Sleeping Beauty - The last kiss - The lord of the rings - Star Wars - Harry Potter - Under World

Television:

Gilmore Girls,Project Runway,Top Chef,The Simpsons,Still Standing,One Tree hill,Girls Next Door,And ROB AND BIG :)

Books:

Twilight New Moon The Harry Potter Books Ink Heart Ink Spell The Sweep Series Earogon Anything with Vampire's or witches I love mysteries

Heroes:

My heros are god and Stephanie both are always here with me no questions asked always willing to listen and no im not perfect im over emotional and always wear my heart on my sleeve but there both always here to pick me up and let me know they love me.

My Blog

Not optimistic just in denial

Its hard to go through each day living in limbonever knowing how things are gonna benot depending on anythingnot knowing your place but trying not to let it get to youi succeed alot but there are time...
Posted by *Looking To The Stars* on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 02:51:00 PST

A Feeling A Phrase

No this is not another Im waiting on you to want me or decide im the one blogsAs of late Ive had things brought to my attention and questions answered So heres to what is a blog purely based on just m...
Posted by *Looking To The Stars* on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:52:00 PST