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Wish I had the guts to do it

I hate this life I wish I could peacefully go out of existence. No I don't care about anyone else and yes I'm selfish. This world could give a fuck about me so why should I care about others. Why does...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 19:11:00 GMT

Negativity

Vehement thoughts of suicide lurk in my mind and I am alone with no one to refute the cause. How much longer will I last in this state... fuck I hate this. I just want to fly away. Fly like bird take ...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 19:22:00 GMT

Irony of life

Life is funny because you finish one chapter and you start another.
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 19:22:00 GMT

Unplugged

I've a long day and a depressing week. In retrospect i just needed to confront the problems Im having in my life face to face and accept them. I think before I stayed calm not because I was taking it ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 01:11:00 GMT

sad and lonely

Dear god send me someone to ease this pain in my heart...i feel so alone and my aches and bleeds with every pulse. Such a void...please help. I'm desperate this is killing me...please send hope.Amen
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 00:18:00 GMT

unedited

you know i'm sitting here at skool getting a little relaxed before class (drunk) and a part of me feels bad for drinkng but FUCK I'm stressed LOL.  I fucked lost my house, just got out of an abusive r...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 18:39:00 GMT

next tatt

Ok I know where my next tattoo is going to be!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! I'm super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok don't steal my idea fuckers......its gonna be the word eros on the inside of my lip!!!! IT...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 10:48:00 GMT

Alternative

Want to get high but I'm gonna do something else instead. What sucks is I can't hang out with my normal crowd because of the fact that they don't give a rats ass about my wishes as far as intoxication...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 04:04:00 GMT

Personal Commentary on my tattoo

    So many people as me what my tattoo is of; what its suppose to be. You know when I got this tattoo, I told the artist of some ideas that I had and gave him some pictures that I drew...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:38:00 GMT

Eros

Are you tired of mopeing around? Well let good times roll!!! I want to make a concious effort to happy and comfortable in my own skin. I'm alway so sad and alone. I drink and smoke till I can't rememb...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:09:00 GMT