Cara <3

haha LOVE to be STUPID with my girleys!!
stunna shades, stunnin gals!!
DaNcE the night away
2007!!
new years
we rock.
forever.
they dont have leaves like that in cali!
all we BLOW is...kisses :)
sexy is all we know.
SCHOOL GIRLZ!
i only do this when im really drunk. look at caryn's face in the background, LOL!
About Me.
I’ve been through a lot in my life to be as happy and laid back as I am. I usually go with the flow and have no problem getting along with new people, I am always up for new friends. People tend to stereo type. im blonde but im not stupid. Yes, I have my fair share of blonde moments and often a lack of common sense but sometimes I feel like im 40 in a nineteen yr olds body. I’ve been through more life changing events than most ppl will go through their entire lives. I use to have kinda a self confidence issue but now I have no problem going out in public in my pj’s, hair a mess, and no make up. That’s actually how I go out about 90 percent of the time now. I kinda stopped caring about what people think. Yet I hate how I sometimes make myself believe I have to be as gorgeous, as skinny and as PERFECT as the super models on tv and in magazines. I have never owned and don’t ever intend to own anything Louie Vuitton or Gucci, That kind of stuff doesn’t matter to me. I’m not one to sit back and watch people have fun. I like to bring and make the fun. That’s usually not a problem because most of my friends are as happy, optimistic, upbeat and bubbly as I am...and I LOVE IT! We don’t try to be the center or attention but we don’t mind ;) I don’t wear 14 pounds of make up everyday and I don’t use 27 pounds of hair spray... although I cant deny I LOVE getting dressed up and all cute to go out on the night with the girls. Sometimes I like to party and sometimes I get in this weird mood where I don’t even want to answer my phone. I’ve been known to laugh at things that aren’t funny. And I laugh harder at things that ARE funny. Sometimes I have a hard time getting motivated. Sometimes im lazy and just want to stay in bed with a blanket watching movies all day. Movies are my favorite. Sometimes I get hooked on dumb reality shows. I think I could live off fast food but I really shouldn’t...i'm pretty bad at that “diet thing.” I have a problem, I eat when im bored. My life has gone from complete order to absolute chaos in just a year. Crazy how things can change that much in such a short amount of time and how certain events can change you for a lifetime. Random fact- I use to be a hardcore Christian. I’m really good at reading people.... but sometimes not so good at reading the people that I want to. If that makes sense? I don’t fall for boys easily, but when I do, I fall hard. Im deeply afraid to fall in love and not be loved back. I love singing and dancing around in my room with my hairbrush as my microphone. even though im not the next American idol. I’m such a summertime girl, I don’t own anything but flip flops. BUT... I don’t mind the rain. Its good for dancing in and for snuggling. I want to be a teacher, a news anchor, a magazine editor, a writer, a singer, a dancer, an actress, a hairdresser....I want to do everything! But I am so far from anything right now. I’ve learned that sometimes people let you down, and sometimes you let your close friends down. sometimes the things you thought were so important in life, really aren’t. I have a personality and im always laughing or smiling. I don’t really cry, even when I should. My favorite things are ice cream, kitties, the beach, music, sunsets, stars, dancing,... and pictures. You can like me or hate me, the choice is up to you. im not going to spend my life trying to make you happy and I’m not going to try and change your mind.
AIM- CAREBEHR714