i have not changed |
i thought i had become differentevolved in some waybut...Lost Friendships and Kinships have brought me backMy gift and my CurseMy love and my hurtHow do I fix my blessingGiveTake Who I be be a pedesta...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 18:30:00 GMT |
DP |
i laid next to him, as i did so many nights before
he lovingly played with my locks between his fingers
kissed my forehead so gently
i always felt safe, loved, care for
the dawn was different
he no lo...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 21:48:00 GMT |
chapter in my life |
huh? what? that cant be right!! you have to do it again!
for the next 200 hundred days Iwondered
what it would look like, smell like, what would i call it
then..
push!! push!!! but i had another word ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 21:40:00 GMT |
bondage |
im feeling kinda relaxed.. but i've been meditating on this thing for a few days now..
I always felt like i wanted to escape, which means i am the opposite... enslaved
I wanted to escape to another&nb...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 18:30:00 GMT |
The Thing |
The thing that puts you to sleep or keeps u up all night
u know the thing u cant live without
if u dont have it, u wish for death..
hit by a train
jump from a bridge
drive into ongoing traffic.. ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 18:35:00 GMT |
chapter in my life |
i was waken by screams... oh my god, stop please.. stop
Deja wake up, wake up.. u gotta get up now
dreary eyed and unsure if i was dreaming or not i went outside and found...
crying, screaming, ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 16:34:00 GMT |
this letter is for my mama |
i wish i didnt look like you, talk like you, walk like you
u taught me how to think for self, and what the essence was
yet u gave up
does that mean i am like u
i am apart of u
i wish u did the things ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 08:01:00 GMT |
bad fucking choices |
in this past couple of weeks i have been making bad fucking choices
emotional ones
mis-informed ones
baggage carrying.. cant see the forest for the trees
bad fucking decisions
started thinking how muc...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 18:25:00 GMT |
freedom of speech |
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&f
riendID=17516992&blogID=247132237&Mytoken=1BA1CD96-0
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if i can go to this blog.. most of my s...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 17:05:00 GMT |
lost friendships and kinships |
lost friendships an kinships have brought me pain and sorrow
unwilling to forgive when the apology is rendered
lost friendships and kinships have brought me pain
apologies cannot change my pain.. when...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:29:00 GMT |
