So the Name is Chels. Im Really random and love to have a great time. You wont ever meet another grl like me. My Friends are da shit(Devin, Aron, parksey, mike, justin, kendra, paige chelsey, alex, tevin, jaron, adam,Kelsey, Paul, alex, tim, zachy=).) Im an all around AKWARD person. i love to have a good time. I do believe in love at first site. As Everyone says im a very difficult person. i love to be myself and not give a shit what people think about me. Im a proud Marine's sister(ILY GEN) My home town in Tupper lake NY but now im located in SL hella great place (JK) I want to move to illinoise when im done school scratch that i am moving there=) Im a really fun person to be around just dont mess with me cuz if ya do ur royally screwed. I dont give a shit what all these bitches think about me. im me and if u dont like it kiss my ass. ok so totally hit me up if ya wanna chat
[email protected] Cya, ChelsDid you dream of that one boi that will change your life forever? i do, i search every day for that one boi to be my knite in shining armor, my super man. All i see is heartbreak of this lonely heart of mine, to many holes that seem to never be filled, searching forever to be bonnie to his clyde, I found you before, my superman, but because i never fought i lost you once again, i should of fought harder, i should of loved you more, i shouldnt of let you hurt me again, but i didnt fight i didnt love and i did let u hurt me once more, its true you will never read this, im pretty sure. I miss my super man. i miss you telling me u miss me i miss hearing goodmorning beutiful every morning when i open my eyes. I lost you once long before and i let myself loose you for 3 years, the moment you walked back into my life i couldnt stop smiling, i had my smile back, i had my laugh back. But now all i wonder and all i think is... do u love me? did you ever love me? Do you think about me like i think about you? do you wonder if i miss you? do you miss me? Do you still think about me and smile? Do i drive you crazy when i look at you with hurt in my eyes? Do you realize i still have that dumb dog you gave meand i hold it every night before i close my eyes? Does it hurt you to touch me like it does me knowning that what we had was something good?... I think these thoughts everynight before i go to sleep. Do you? I miss your every touch, but that doesnt matter anymore, Ill find my super man, i hope its you but then again it might not be... So once again without you by my side ill search for someone. Once again we fall apart and i loose you, someday i will forget these thought but never you, you forget about me, its ben that way since we first met... sometimes you cant even remeber im lost to you. I wish i had fought more but i cant change the past and i cant keep pretending that your going to come back. this is just a lost battle, a lost cause and im not going to fight anymore for something thats not there. this is my oath to say goodbye to you and say goodbye to the past, im going to search and give up on you. I love you but i dont think i can love you anymore... bye to you bye to the past bye to everything you were
