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  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)Hi. I am a book. I am going to tell you a story, one page of the book, take from it what you can:A long time ago a child was born. This child thought they could be happy. That life should be perfect. They found something called myspace. It was wonderful. This little one wanted to share gossip and spread the love. Wanted to have a social life online to go hand in hand with the real one. The child had seen how friends and family did made such things. With lots of Ribbons and Smiles. But the child didn't have the right materials needed for their social portrait. Only porcelain and steel. The child was still able to construct a mask from these. A lovely mask that allowed the child to smile and fight for their social existance.Sadly neither the online or real life friends existed for the child. Left alone and fearful for those dreams, the young one had made, this youth tried to keep up the mask. Hoping that things would change. But the mask was too heavy. This last decade the mask has been falling off, despite the kid's attempt to hold it in place. Finally the child realized the point of why they were desperate to keep it on. The mask gave them a face people liked. But it was a mask. A lie. Now the child is comming to terms with that. The child met the face under the mask and try as this young one will, that face will not go under the mask again. The face, the truth, will not allow it. The child tried to get along with this face, but couldn't. Now all that's left is a child who has put aside the mask and let face cover them. The child now has face of flesh instead of a mask porcelain. No one knows it but the face is more honest then the child was. The child's friends only know the face is harder then steel. The face isn't a smile. They want their child's mask. But the child can't put it back on. Why? Because it no longer fits.Sorry, humanity. I'm not the hero you want. .. width="425" height="350">.. .. ..>

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I've met who I wanted to meet. My only wish is to have met those I never will.

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My Thoughts-A Closing Thought of Surreal-The kingdom of heaven is near! The End is Comming. The AntiChrist lives. The sun went dark for all man kind. The world will end in 2012. The ice caps have melt...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 16:59:00 GMT

Surreal

SurrealHave you ever woken up and rolled your eyes. Not because it was Monday. Not because the party you attended was a bad idea. Just did it. Gave a sigh that is based in some exhaustion that you can...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 16:57:00 GMT

Defending God

You need to know, this is long. Grab a coffee or just read a bit everyday if that helps. Beyond that, I hope you think on it when finished.Believing in God:Hello. I've noticed, of late, the increasing...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 13:53:00 GMT

You know what; Im going to like laugh as the World Burns.

The last few years have been a bit unsual for me. To those who actually visit my myspace, you've kind of seen it. I've been pretty angry for the greater portion of the time spent. Now, for those of yo...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 16:59:00 GMT

If you cant see where Im comming from, take off the shades...

Alright, it's New Years. My resolution, to kiss some things good bye. For as long as possible, at least. So... the few friends that I have, don't message me anymore. If you want to contact, it'll have...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 08:21:00 GMT

Hey! Christmas is here, new update! (Happy New Year!)

So for those of you who actually check out my profile, I decided to do an update, yah I kid you not - only 11 months after my last blog and I 'already' have an thing to announce.   Mmk, 1. This ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 14:51:00 GMT

January 28 2007

Well my albumn is complete, I hope you all enjoyed it. Since then, I've been playing WoW, having disturbing dreams with ever increasing frequency. Swore a couple things I shouldn't have, lost a brothe...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:56:00 GMT

The Beginning [Track 12: All Done!]

Thank you to those who stuck with me, and decided to read these from time to time. I really appriciate my writings being seen by the public. Even if they don't like them. This final song, is a rap son...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 16:14:00 GMT

Track 11: Cutting Holes in My Soul

This song is mostly acoustic for the verses, and hard rock for the chorus and bridge. The verses were done with piano and violin. I can only picture what I was thinking of when I wrote this, but I hop...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:56:00 GMT

I'm Sorry... (Track 10)

This is an acoustic song with piano in it. It was inspired by the music from Emery's Ponytail Parade song on their myspace page. Its my last respect to all those I thought I could help. Verse 1: I'm s...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 11:40:00 GMT