About Me

Can You See Me At All?
..
....this is beyond your experience....

Those who know, don't tell. And those who tell, don't fucking know.

Paranoir

I love my sister more than anything
I like having real friends, and making more
I freakin love: learning interesting stuff, WWE, my OBESE dwarf hamster Booba, UFC, Dancing to MJ with my Lady, having a smokey smoke, being The Bad housemate, Wikipedia.org binges, perving on wrestlers, perving on the hot guy in Lidls, perving in general, huuuuuge bowls of cereal, road trips, Singing to BSB with Donna, evil men in films, The Darkside, Being in Lizzie's lounge/tattoo parlour, dinosaurs, my Sharpie pen, a good beard, documentaries, revelations and dancing like a twat!

All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.

So fucking do something about it. Don't let shit people get away with it, how will they ever learn if someone doesn't say or do something?We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the hateful words and actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good people.
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My Interests

Literature
Music
Films
Food
Cider
Friends
Edinburgh
Devon

I'd like to meet:

Proving that having intelligence and personality is HOT. and he would totally read to me in bed.

Music:

Godspeed You Black Emperor
Throwdown
Parkway Drive
Silver Mt. Zion
My Bitter End
The Warriors
Alexisonfire
Liferuiner
Bat For Lashes
Casey Jones
Blood for Blood

Korn,Slipknot, Machine Head, Manson, Nightwish, Atreyu, Say Anything, Rammstein, Caliban, LoveHateHero, The Mars Volta, Foreign Objects, Queens Of The Stoneage, My Chemical Romance, Moulin Rouge Soundtrack.... (rock on)backstreet boys, Avenged Sevenfold, A Blinding Silence, Michael Jackson, V-mob, Spineshank,NIN, Brand New, V-Mob, Mike Andrews, Reuben, Ween, Tapping The Vein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Trivium, Danny Elfman, Placebo, Thomas Newman, Rise Against, Funeral For A Friend, Craig Armstrong, The Beatles, Head Automatica, Imogen Heap, KT Tunstall, Still Remains, Death From Above 1979, Killswitch Engage, The Bled, Death Cab For A Cutie, HORSE the band, Snow Patrol, American Head Charge, The Postal Service, Embrace The End, Converge, Frou Frou, Bleeding Through, as i lay dying, most precious blood Have you judged me yet?

Movies:

I seriously love films. Thank fuck for orange wednesdays.

American Beauty, Donnie Darko, Braveheart, Interview With A Vampire, Saw, Constantine, Land Before Time, Thirteen, Bowling For Columbine, Se7en, Both Ace Ventura Movies, The Usual Suspects, Reservoir Dogs, Blow, Dodgeball, Anchorman, Old School, Wedding Crashers, Zoolander, The Butterfly Effect, Blade Trilogy, Dogma, The Hole, Pulp Fiction, Jumanji, Eternal Sunshine For The Spotless Mind, Finding Nemo, Cruel Intentions, One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest, Earth Girls Are Easy, Mean Girls, Underworld: Evolution, Fun With Dick & Jane,The Shining, City Of Angels, Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Narnia, All Jurassic Park films, Dog Soldiers Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Murder By Numbers, No Country for Old Men, Diary of the Dead, Sweeney Todd, Blades of Glory

Television:

Well we don't have a tv in the house, so this year its been all about downloading everything i watch.

DOCUMENTARIES, WWE RAW, Buffy, South Park, Family Guy.
Was a neighbours addict, but no tv = no neighbours.

Books:

A Million Little Pieces-James Frey
Christina Rossetti
Anne Rice (can't deny the dirty goff in me)
She- H. Rider Haggard
Wikipedia.org

Heroes:

I have some awesome friends, that i really really appreciate, probably more than they realise.

But with Jobbie, words fail me.

She symbolises hope and everything good in my life. really don't know what i'd do without her.
plus shes fucking funny.

My Blog

Thoughts From An Unproductive Day

Tearless grief bleeds inwardly When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look ...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 04:23:00 PST

. Frostbite .

Vanishing points and midnight horizons,Herald another night.Without you by my side.Bring me the light,Bring me the dawn,Bring me another day.But further, from your arms.And this world is frozen,And my...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:11:00 PST

Dead Flag Blues

the car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheeland the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicidesand a dark wind blows the government is corruptand we're on so many drugswith the ra...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:52:00 PST

Off By Heart

I feel proper homesick. Which is silly seeming I'm going home in a weeks time. But I don't care that its only a week, it doesn't make me feel any better or stop missing it. A week is too long....
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Sat, 20 May 2006 09:30:00 PST

.Miss.

Have you ever missed a place? Have you ever missed a person everyday, and always think about them? Have you ever missed someone and don't know why- just because theres that empty void? Have you ever ...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 04:00:00 PST

.You Eclisped By Me.

I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the rin...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 06:42:00 PST

Day Old Hate

So lets face it, this was never what you wantedBut I know that its fun to pretendOur blank stares and empty threatsAre all I have?They're all I have?So drown me.. if you canOr we could just have conve...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 03:16:00 PST

+I Fucking Love This City+

I love Edinburgh. Not only do I have a awesome time everytime I go up, but the city is so beautiful People are friendly. A 'Chav' on the bus offered me his seat because I was standing.A buisnessman sh...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 06:03:00 PST

Hide and Seek

Where are we?What the hell is going on?The dust has only just began to formCrop circles in the carpetSinking, feelingSpin me around againAnd rub my eyesThis can't be happeningWhen busy streetsAmess wi...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 05:25:00 PST

At 3am

the room contains no soundexcept the ticking of the clockwhich has begun to paniclike an insect, trappedin an enormous box.Books lie open on the carpet.Somewhere elseyou're sleepingand beside you ther...
Posted by Death.By.Ladybird on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 11:23:00 PST