Finnian

So then lets begin with the FIVE major Flaws of Finn:1. My problem ... the single biggest thing that pulls me back in life ... Makes it difficult to breath ... Is that I stupidly can't hack hearing what I don't want to hear ... And I can't bear to not hear that which I wish too ... If anyone can find a way to set this straight I shall be forever grateful!2. My second biggest problem is that I let my pride get damaged waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too easily.3. My third problem is that I am a human who finds it difficult to accept the fact that I am human. My (non religious) beliefs are so strong and deeply ingrained into my skin that it almost hurts.4. Then there is the issue that I find it difficult to accept the level of mental responsibility I tend to put upon myself. As such I tend to run around in circles, both literally and mentally. I.e. I often wish this world was something that it is not and never will be...5. I can forgive but I find it difficult to forget. As with all five of these problems of mine I would give my left arm to fix this. In fact I wish it was fixed now. Any ideas are more then welcome!Oh and before we continue... If you think me writing this list is an idiotic act of self pidgeonating... I know! so bite me :PWhats the purpose? I feel worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
And I'm just scared,
So scared that I'll fail you...And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me..I'm a little more than useless,
And when I think that I can't do this,
You promise me that I'll get through this,
And do something right...
Do something right for once!So I'll try if I can, do something significant,
Though I like to leave most opportunities wasted..*VINDICATED!
I am SELFISH!
I am WRONG!!!
I am RIGHT!
I SWEAR I'm right!
Swear I KNEW it all along!
And I am FLAWED!
But I am CLEANING UP so well!
I am seeing in me now...
The things you swear you saw yourself...**Well I think it sums me up and indeed pretty much every human pretty well :) it's what makes this imperfect world so beautiful!*Adaptation of Reliant K's - More Than Useless
**Dashboard Confessional's (aptly named) - Vindicated
You Have Fantastic Karma
You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?Aww... Yay! A computer generated random series of questions can really decide that? :D I feel special (rolls eyes).Name: Finnian
Birthday: 21st September of the 88
Birthplace: New Zealandish
Current Location: A little yonder of Elt Ham
Eye Color: Brown to green... depending what they feel like
Hair Color: Blonde, Brunette and on occasion Red
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Font: The ones which are readable generally have a place in my heart *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music: Depends on my mood :D!
Cartoon: Simpsons (wow I'm so generic)
Color: Black with just a hint of green... ooh and silver too!
Car: The one which goes is a good start.
Slushy Flavor: Depends on what I feel like.
Magazine: Only magazines I remember ever looking at were for PC Games... way back when I was a lad.
TV Show: Thank god you're here!
Song at the Moment: Oh please don't make me decide. Breaking Benjamin - Had Enough... maybe?
Language: If I can understand it its ok by me.
Spice Girl: The one with uh... hair... and two eyes I think it was.
Food & Beverage: Depends on my mood and level of health :P.
Subject in School: Multimedia
Weekend Activity: Trying to take over the world. Or just having fun!! :D
Frozen Yogurt: Not a clue... Red flavor anything is always good.
Roller Coaster: Fun after they're done :S *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase: "Nifty" "Snazzy" "Fair Enough" "What ever rows your boat" "Well that was a real kick in the pants!" I'm a man of many sayings... take your pick.
First thing you thought when you woke up: Exam study... rats!
Last image you go to sleep with: Wild Swans - Jung Chang... curse Maoism!
First feature you notice of opposite sex: Hair for whatever reason :P
Best name for a Butler: Randolf... it just fits.
Wussiest Sport: Tea cup totteling! Unless they were reeeeeally big tea cups.
Your best feature: The fact I'm not a broom.
Your greatest fear: Drowning in a tank of huntsmen’s! Meep!!
Your greatest accomplishment: Clicking... *sigh*
Your most missed memory: My childhood... When life was soo simple! :( *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi smells better. Coke tastes better. I'm not too fond of either really :S
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds... I don't think I've ever even set foot in a Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Umm... Either really
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: Chicken nuggets
Dogs or Cats: Kitties! They're so cute... but not as playful :(
Rugrats or Doug: Rugrats
Single or Taken: I'll dive in and see...
Monica or Brandy: I vote pelican!
Tupac or Jay-Z: Whoever is not wearing a baseball cap right now...
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: Ok I can't be bothered making up another smart comment... I don't care!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Not much of a tea drinker sorry.
One pillow or Two: Two... Otherwise it feels like my necks breaking!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate my dear.
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: Hot Chocolate...
Cappuccino or Coffee: Not much of a coffee drinker sorry. *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday: Yes sir!
Have a crush: On my GF!
Think you've been in love: Yes...
Want to go to college: Want as in actually look forward to it? Not really... as in want to be educated? Yes...
Like high school: It's a roller coaster my friend.
Want to get married: These things only work when you let life spin its course. I'm not wishing anything...
Type correctly: Well I use my hands if that’s what you mean...
Believe in yourself: Well I am alive... I think... Hold on let me check. Ah rats. No no wait... yep that’s a pulse. Call off the ambulance! I mean no not really :(
Have any tattoo(s)? Where: Nopes
Have any piercing(s)? Where: Nopes
Get motion sickness: Not really
Think you're a health freak: Well with gym yes *blush*
Get along with your parents: Yes... when we're not talking to each other :S
Like thunderstorms: It depends where I am... They can be beautiful *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married: When and if life intends me to.
Number and names of children: 36 times 0... Ie. None...
Where will you be at age 20: Someplace between the moon and the sun I hope... If not on Earth.
Dream wedding: One which is dreamlike
How do you want to die: I want to die from happiness.
Dream job: Not a clue :(
Country you'd like to visit: Anyplace really... well just quickly at any rate. *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* [ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: Not too long ago.
Rings before you answer the phone: I don't count really :S
What's on your mouse pad: A mouse! ... No actually I don't have one...
How many houses you've lived in: Three...
How many schools you've gone to: Three...
Bedroom carpet color: Ugly...
Shave your head for $5,000?: No way! I love my hair!!
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: A knife, a paperclip and a large handkerchief.
Best time of your life so far: This one time when I had loads of fun...
You are Agnostic
You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. What's Your Religious Philosophy?
Your Life Path Number is 11
Your purpose in life is to inspire others
Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.
In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.
You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. What Is Your Life Path Number?
You Were a Wolf
You have an instinctual intelligence that guides your life.
Your family and "pack" is of primary importance, and you protect them. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?Yes! Grr... don't even think of touching my pack!