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Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥|

the WOREST thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth... ♥

About Me

MY PAGE IS VERY CLUTTERED! THEN AGAIN SO IS MY LIFE!♥ BUT WELCOME TO IT!

i'm
[chelseyyy.]
a.k.a. -chessie-


*Compassion -is an understanding of the emotional state of another. Not to be confused with empathy, compassion is often combined with a desire to alleviate or reduce the suffering of another or to show special kindness to those who suffer. *Passion -is the emotion of feeling very strongly about a subject or person, usually referring to feelings of intense desire and attraction.

Who ♥ I am


i'm the farthest thing from perfect.
i've made mistakes in life && i know I'll make plenty more.
i see beauty in imperfection.
i believe in god with all of my heart,
even though i don't go to church very often.
faith isn't in a building, it's in your heart.
i don't judge people, because frankly i don't have have any room to.
my family is very colorful && like i said i'm not perfect.
i don't drink, smoke, do drugs or have sex. sorry.
i value friendship family & respect.
HONESTY gains my respect.
my true friends are like my family,
I can count them on two hands.
i'm very dedicated to my friends. they got me through some pretty intense situations over the years && i love them so much for never leaving me
i am very close with my family
they're psychotic in so many ways, on so many levels,
i have 7 brothers && 2 sisters, a sister in law, a nephew and another on the way.
needless to say i come from a small tribe
&& my house is always a zoo.
i hate to see people suffer. it makes my heart hurt.
i'm a very complicated person &&
i try to be as real as i can,
but that can be so hard sometimes.
i'm trying to be a good person,
but the world is so messed up that
it can make it next to impossible in some cases.
i hate drama but it's always seemed to love me.
i don't need anyones attitude, I have one of my own.
my trust is really hard to earn.
i push people away when i feel like they
are starting to get close to me.
satisfaction is found on my own.
i love dancing around my house in nothing,
but my bootie shorts & a t-shirt.
i have an amazing amount of energy.
& can act like a really big kid.
i can definitely be quiet if I want to,but not often.
whenever I'm quiet,there's a million thoughts going through my mind.
i'm in my own world most of the time.
my mind is constantly spinning out of control,
in other words, I think a lot.
i speak my mind
(which comes back to bite me in the ass most of the time)
i don't give people respect if they demand it.
in my eyes respect is something u have to earn.
i will treat you the way you treat me, it's only fair.
your money doesn't impress me,
so close your wallet, you're not proving anything.
i'm the type of person that you could walk up to
&& I'll just start talking as if I knew you.
I'm very passionate about life
&& I have never been known to do anything half hearted.
I have very high goals in life
&& faith I can reach them.
I'm strong willed.
I'm great at hiding how I really feel.
sooner or later i'm going to look back on my life,
&& all i want is to know that i helped make a
difference in someones life. as long as i do that
i will never have any regrets.
If you think you've figured me out, you haven't.

Joined.At.The.Hip.


My Interests


The ♥ Girls



I'd like to meet:


Who I'd ♥ Like 2 Meet


OOOH! u know the type of guy who follows u home && peeks in your room at night. goes threw your trash everyday. someone who calls your phone every half hour just to hear u say hello and then hangs up. every girl loves that haha...
but seriously...

Personality, smiles, eyes, nice bods, tall, u know your average every day typical prince charming that every girl is longing to meet....
haha i do like them to be kinda attractive, i won't lie...
not like A&F model attractive...(not that that isn't nice)
it's just not a requirment. haha
attractive can mean lots different things...
Someones personality can really show through after u start to get to know them, and that's what makes them handsome/beautiful.
They just kinda grow on you.
BUT!!! i'm sooo sick of all you wanna be Ken Barbie Dolls.... I want a lot more than a fake smile && artificial intelligence. Why would i want someone who can't spell their own name, let alone hold a meaningful conversation?
i want someone with heart. ♥

REMEMBER!!! Girls like guys with sweet skills! if u don't have sweet skills then don't add me!

♥i love stalkers!


(these two are pretty cool.)

The woman

came out of a man's rib -

not

from his feet to be walked on, -

not

from his head to be superior,

but

from the side to be equal, under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.-♥

[♥]
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Music:

Stupid ♥ Facts

I'm chelsey or chessie or...
chello/chellie/chewi/pebals/pops/chelseybear/ETC.
I'M NOT SCARED TO LOOK STUPID!
i'm a senior in high school.
my birthday is february 12th.♥
&& i'm 5'6",
with blond hair,
&& green eyes./
MY FAVORITE COLOR IS... Pink
MY FAVORITE FOOD IS... Pineapple & Brazilian Food
also l♥ve Hot Chocolate/Ice Cream/Whip Cream!
My favorite line ever is..."Cry About It"
I Love Ace Ventura
RingPoPs && BlOw PoPs RULE MY WORLD!
I am a master at Rock./Paper./ Scissors.
&& Lord Of The Thumb Wars!
I can't skip rocks it's a curse...
I was born with it.
I'm Celibate...
That Means No Lovin For Me...
I DON'T NEED A GUY TO BE HAPPY!
Dolls Scare Me...
&& so do hippies.
I Like Sunsets Better then sunrises,
probably cuz i'm not up in the morning,
&& i never see the sun rise.
♥ I talk funny.
&& i have a crazy voice.(according to some people)
&& i'm bouncy... whatever that means,
I giggle A LOT!
which can get annoying.
I hate to be cold so...
I ♥ to snuggle!
I can't cross my eyes unless i concentrate.
I ♥ to star gaze,
&& look at the city lights from the top of a mt.
I make pictures in the clouds.
I ♥ to play in the pool,
but only with my water wingies! haha jk
i bootie dance around my house in boy shorts.
&& i sing in the shower. ♥
i have some pretty sweet jedi mind trickin skills
&& some mad nubchucking skills...
i used to kiss the mirror for practice when i was in Jr. High.♥
&& i HAD HEAD GEAR WHEN I WAS 11!
i dance in the rain &&
i ♥ to listen to it poor down on the pavement.
i would take sweats or pjs over pants any day.
i sleep with a stuffed animal.
&& i'm scared of the DARK!
i ♥ kids.
i ♥ My Camera! haha...
i am too blunt for my own good!
&& i am very opinionated...

Movies:


The ♥ Fam-dam-ily

Television:


♥ What I Live By

life isn't life unless you live it.♥
don't be afraid to look stupid.♥
you can never make everyone happy,
so just strive to be happy with yourself.♥
don't die a carbon copy of someone else's vision of perfection.♥
SHOW COMPASSION && BE PASSIONATE!♥
be wild && crazy.♥
stand out in a crowd.♥
laugh, cry, && have fun with your friends.♥
try something new when ever u get the chance.♥
MAKE MISTAKES && learn from them!♥
love yourself && he/or she will come later.♥
take chances && fall hard.♥
be your OWN person && think for YOURSELF!♥
crying isn't weakness... it's strength.♥
keep your family && friends close.♥
once you love someone... never stop.♥
when people break your trust make them earn it back.♥
find the good in everyone,♥
even though in some cases it's next to impossible.♥
don't care what people think of you,♥
they will think what they want no matter what you do.♥
the only people that are worth worrying
about what they think are the ones you love,
but the ones you love, love you for who you are.♥
don't be afraid to face reality.♥
be happy life is too short to be angry or upset.♥
never look back && have no regrets.♥
Everything happens for a reason.♥
Life is an adventure it's all about the people u meet, the mistakes u make, and the lessons u learn on the way.♥

Books:


♥People Always Change.
"A Wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."- Marilyn Monroe
gorgeous grant

beautiful bryton.

Heroes:


The ♥ HeROs.


[♥] Sara
- Sara Ann Mackentosh is my best friend. She has been there through thick and thin. && sometimes it can get pretty thick. We Don't Fight, We Don't Do Drama, We Love Boys, && We Have Fun NO MATTER WHAT WE DO TOGETHER! she is the only person that will always be straight up with me. she lets me lean on her when i'm sad && trys to remind me to breath when i'm laughing too hard. I don't know where i would be with out her, or what i would be doing. or what jackass i would be dating. she always forces me to see that i deserve to be treat like nothing less than a princess. && any guy that can't do that isn't a guy at all... just a little boy under cover. There have been times where i thought i wasn't going to make it through && with out her dragging me through it i probably wouldn't have. I just want everyone to know how much she does for me! ILY!
[♥] Megan
- Megan Ann Strong is the girl that is never afraid. She will stand up in the middle of a crowd full of 600 people && be the only one singing. Then of course she makes me join in. I have never been kicked out of anywhere but i have been dangerously close with megan. from putting condoms in old peoples carts to laughing to hard in movies. u name it she's done it. every embarrassing thing. yes there have been times when i've been with her && i want to just kill myself from embarrassment. but i have never had better stories. We have been friends since the 6th grade && we know just about everything about eachother. Megan maybe hyper/insane/ crazy/funny/goofy /silly/physco etc. but she's mine haha. and i love her. Here's to the future nights of screaming alanis morressette in our cars when guys hurt us.
[♥] Britney
- Britney Lynn Tibbits. She's my little slut face. haha. Or my Dancing partner whatever u want to call it. She's there no matter what! i don't know how many nights we have stayed up on the phone listening to eachother spill our hearts out. We are professional Ice Cream Eaters. There's nothing better then eating ice cream when nothings going your way. We like to be crazy && laugh at dumb crap that we do. She always has my back. If anyone ever says anything to me she's right there in their face. it's like having my own little brown headed body gaurd. haha. She's a crazy girl && i would do anything for her. I Care About Her More Than She Knows.
[♥] Tyler
- Tyler Anthony Turcasso. I have known him FOREVER! && to this day he still remains my favorite guy friend. && my most gorgeous geek. He can make me laugh when i want to cry && he says the stupidest things sometimes. You can't take him anywhere. lol. He's always keeping in touch and asking how i'm doing even when he has girlfriends that probably doesn't want him talking to me. He drives clear up from price to come && sometimes it's only for a few hours. there have been times when i wanted to kick this kid right in the head for some of the stupid stuff he says. but then i rememeber... he doesn't know he's stupid... (shh don't tell.) I also love how he plays this little shy boy, i'm so innocent act. but what he doesn't know is i can see right through those cute curlie locks of his. haha. Tyler is a great guy and anyone that ends up with him is a very lucky girl. i adore him.
[♥] Grant
- Richard Grant Nelson is my superman! he's the only person who could ever really hurt me. but he also taught me a lot. i respect him more than anyone i have ever met. he is the nost amazing person. he still gives me butterflies when i hear his voice over the phone && i miss him more than anything. i was very happy when we were together. it's really too bad he had to leave. but sometimes those things happen && everything happens for a reason. i can tell him everything and i know he will never look at me differently. Grant has such a good heart. HE MAKES ME LAUGH harder than anyone i have ever met. && can talk me to sleep when i have a sudden attack of insomnia. he's got one of those calm voices that just drift u into dreamland... wait lets be honest he's just boring... haha jk jk... I MISS HIM SO MUCH! && i will never forget him. he was and will always be my first love. he will always have his own special place in my heart. && that's where i will keep him forever. I Love You Grant Nelson.
[♥] Kyle
- Kyle Calder. kyle is my main village man! haha he is on his mission in idaho right now. and i miss a TON! he's such a strong kid. && he makes me laugh. he is one of the most giving people i have ever met && he never stops trying to make everyone happy. which is something he doesn't have in common with me. he has no sense of direction && he can't tell his left from his right. but i likehim anyways. he's amazing and i can't wait for him to come home! i admire him so much && i'm so proud of him.
[♥] Jeremiah
- Jeremiah Scott Fazzio. Miah is G'ed up From the Feet Up!&& "O" Town is where he grew up! haha (he will get a kick out of that) he's my sorta kinda ganster wanna be best guy friend. HE IS THE ONLY ONE who will call me && can tell just by the way i say "hello" how i'm doing. he can see right through me. it doesn't matter what it is. he is the only boy i cry infront of. he knows just what to say to make my world seem ok. and he always gives me hugs and tells me "i know it's hard but you'll get through it." it's crazy how those 9 words can just make me ball. and how he just always seems to understand. God couldn't have made me a better friend. and i thank him everyday for sending me miah.
[♥] Dave
- David Vance Harris. Dave Dave Dave... Well first of all he likes tooth paste WAY!!! too much... haha.. according to his friend dane me and dave are due to be married in about 5 years. He has mad wakeboarding skills. and he's a drug dealer... lol jk jk.. inside joke. He's very easy to talk to && he challenges me. when ever i say something he disagrees && tells me what he thinks. (instead of just going along with it like most guys.) sometimes we have a personality clash but we always seem to work it out. after all dave is way too good of a friend to loose over something stupid. We are always trying to give eachother advice, unfortunatly we never take it until it's too late. oh well though it's the thought that counts. Dave Harris also can not tell time this child seems to think that i'm awake every night at 3 am which is when he always seems to choose to talk to me... he's kind of a dork but if i would have never met him... my life would probably be less complicated... haha jk.

My Blog

♥i want go back

Staring blankly ahead, with my eyes glazed over i try so hard to recall the simple bliss that once seemed to overwhelm me, but i can't. There's a hole where my heart should be ...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:45:00 PST

♥ thoughts

Have you ever looked at someone and thought to yourself , "Wow, they probably have a good heart. Although, they have serious personality flaws that make them almost unbearable to be around?" WEL...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 06:35:00 PST

♥ Letter From Heaven.

This brought me comfort when i thought there was none to be found. it helped the tears stop and the heart heal. it helped me feel at peace. i hope it can bring comfort to anyone who needs it. [?] god...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 12:15:00 PST

I Love to Remember.....

I love to remember the sound of his voice yelling down at me when it was time for breakfast. the look i got when i broke the fishing pole... and how he told me that it wasn't broken... it was now just...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:14:00 PST

Fake People Are Gay People.

This Is A List I Am Starting As Of Now Of People Who Have/Still Are Faking Me....not that i really care or anything anymore but it's mostly for you idiots that keep yelling at me and calling me f...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:47:00 PST

♥ The Pursuit of Happiness

The Pursuit Of Happiness  I don't understand people that base their life on trying to "keep up with the Joneses." They have to have all of the newest things, the coolest cars, the biggest house,...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:53:00 PST

♥I Pledge Allegiance to my heart.

I pledge allegiance to my heart, to never again let it fall apart. i won't fall for the lines that they say, i won't join in the games that they play those three words that are so easily said, ar...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:35:00 PST

? Say Your Goodbyes.

  I'm strong, smart and filled with hope. i have had trials and learned to cope. lucky, caring and like to dream. sometimes i have no self esteem. i care about people i don't know,...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 09:10:00 PST

♥ It Was Real

I looked in his eyes, my heart skipped a beat. They were so gorgeous, so happy and sweet. He touches my hand, my heart starts to flutter. I try to talk, but do nothing but studder. The only thin...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:16:00 PST

♥ Love

Love never Felt is not love at all, Love from your mind is bound to fall. Love from the Body is nothing but Lust, Love from a lie is always harder to trust. Love from our friend i...
Posted by Miss Chelsey-Bear |♥| on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:15:00 PST