seventeen seems so long ago |
i would have liked to believethat we were more than short-term,more than just a generic goodbyesaid in a greyhound terminal.i imagined a lifetime with you,growing old with you.never did i imagine this...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:58:00 PST |
just stand still and look pretty |
i can't even connect the dots,collect enough words,to say what's going on,behind my eyelids.it's cold, and it's only october.it's winter, and all you feel is sun.i'm here.i'm here.holding hands with s...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:01:00 PST |
colorado skies |
you were never supposed to look at me like that,with that face i can't forgetand those eyes that linger.you were never supposed to mean this much,making me forgetthat an outside world exists,or that m...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:32:00 PST |
11:36 and this glass won’t get me through.. |
fleeting.no other word than thatto sum upan entire body of emotion.i'm clawing at sanity,on my knees at life,begging for anything to make sense of this.is this what life is?nothing butpromisesand glim...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:37:00 PST |
rien n’est comme il semble.. |
i'm passing through my days in a fognot even bothering to look upto see the sun is now goneand the seasons have shifted.i've become so numbthe chill in the airbarely registers on my skinand everything...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 11:31:00 PST |
twenty two hours if you didn’t stop to sleep.. |
birthday nightand here you arecrying into your rented shoes.the lights are reverberatinglife into all that is suddenly still.they're all happy and laughing,everyone who camewho is no one you wanted.wh...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 11:23:00 PST |
Mania |
you've never been a source for much compassion.just a smile and a brush offtoo polite to even be considered as such.but there you are,casually walking by,and here i am,in the palm of your hand.you've ...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:50:00 PST |
<<she writes [love] haphazardly on an old coffee table... |
...not knowing the ground on which she treads>>the day you announcedyou were leavingmy anger was so fiercei'm surprisedit didn't set the room on fire.you were destroyingevery tattered bit of my dreams...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 10:51:00 PST |
the art of breathing again |
nothing can be forever.little girl with your breaking heart and dying eyes,you must realize this.commit to memory the notion of self-reliance,because when it's their time to leave againall you will ha...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 11:27:00 PST |
existentialism |
your words no longer stain with the reminisce of pain,and his touch no longer haunts my innocence,and that other boy is now just a boy who no longer holds my sway.my ghosts have been exercised,so wher...
Posted by ..tracey.. on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:18:00 PST |
