Chau's Blog
Nov 21
thanksgiving. birthdays. november is definately my favorite time of year. wow. it's nice to take time and just appreciate everyone around me. i bought some iron on letters i'ma go see what i can do with them! happy birthday andrew.
Nov 19
swimming is great. school is good. you know who are two positive ppl? mr. kelly and ms. patel. i thought about it today. mr. kelly makes me think about the things around me. and ms. patel makes me think of how i'm involved with them and what i can do about it all. awesomesauce.
Nov 13
i'm over [it]. i'm announcing it. i can do better. i won't settle for this. i won't take it if anyone or anything hands it to me.
Nov 9
And now it's coming clear/That I don't need you here/And in this world around me/I'm glad you disappeared..... i can say that about one, hopefully two. i know better, guys. but i don't wanna help it. but it would be nice to, one day, say, I hope you're missing me/I hope I've made you see/That I'm gone forever..... wouldn't it? it's so obvious. it's so easy. and it's so clear. i wish this person would just grow some balls. .. oh yeh! i decided to not say the words "fuck and "fat" anymore.. why? bc they're offensive, duh!
Oct 31
take off your clothes; get on the floor. lines from my current fave song. it's cute.. but at the same time pretty sad.. if i can find it, i'll put it on my myspace. i listen to it everytime i'm driving => it's breath carolina's "dont forget: lock the door"
Oct 27
steady as she goes, are you steady now? yesterday was the greatest. pizza, mall, movie, mall with my friend. oh! and when these europeans weren't looking i jumped on darians car and all they heard was "PUMB, PUMB, PUMBBBB!" they whirled around like wtf?
Oct 23
i'm scared. i'm being judged. not on my performance like speech and debate. i'm not being measured on my skill and talent like track.... but on something that's not in my control. it could be... but it won't be. baking cookies will make me feel better!
Oct 22
hey gues! i didnt have the net in a while.. but i'm good now. still doing school from 5 to 5. but some GREAT ppl help me get thru a hard day.. esp at the end of school when i'm like UGH! *smile. he's awesome.
Sept 29
been a long time since i blogged. well i got a saturday job. yay. i'm swimming. i just got elected sience club historian. i'm reading crim and punishment again, this time for mrs. law. i'm helping this girl learn everything from baby to second grade. joy. (she doesn't speak english) besides "thank you" "sorry" and "restroom"
Sept 8
gah. i'm so tired from today. but we had so much fun. it was like make up at 2pm. then we started filming around 4-ish.. we also had mean girls playing in the living room. boo you whore. now we gotta find like 3 or 4 girls to work with us tmr. yaay. if you are interested in being a maiden, click here .
Sept 5
i can't stop listening to avril lavigne. last night i danced in my underwear to the first ten songs. it was great. i was like hell, i look good, let's celebrate. sounds concieted, but a lot of girls hate their body. if i found another girl who could accept hers, i'd recomend her to dance in her underwear too. i might even invite her to do it with me! we'll sing into hairbrushes. life is great. and i'm living with the life i'm given. i want to make the most of all those moments that i want to reach the top of the eiffle tower and scream that i'm not just existing. i'm living.
Sept 4
i'm so happy today. i got some balls. i did it. .... and happy birthday tera! kk well, now, practico hablo español.
Sept 1
so my engl project is going to take up all of my time. that and homework. and my brother's birthday is coming up. what do i get him!? last yr it was a bayside shirt.
Aug 28
school is great. i was upset, but who cares? [he or she doesnt]. *shrugs* but that's what this school year is for.. more and better opportunities. my friend.. kitkat kabam is awesome. ilh. i'm glad we met on my vacation. i'm keeping a journal now. one that's more personal than this.. ps. it's amazing when i meet someone just like me.
Aug 22
secondhand serenade. power of myth. a mixed cd i made for kelly. that about sums up everything i've been doing, listening to or reading. read my bulimic blog? i found it in a book called nobody's perfect. it's a compilation of essays and poems and letters. kind a like a chicken soup book.l8r
Aug 13
so when the anesthetic wers away, i'm in for hell, huh? shiiiiiit. i didn't get my letter from kelly, so i have something to look forward to tmr! oh well. and then wed. i'f hell turned to aight, i'll look forward to seeing robertawesome!
Aug 11
oh yeh. btw blood and chocolate sucked so bad i would have rather watched ..what's that movie... the princess bride. ugh!! you knwo that talk show with spike ferreson.. or someone? he's a bit funny. mad tv was pretty funny tonight also... hey! didja know? i spent my evening yest with tera.. interesting. i guess. we sat around.. she texted a lot. i have cute pics!
Aug 10
link to my "bulliten diary"... oh yeh! happy birthday elysia!! and savannah!!
Aug 3
here's my schedule this morning... alarm clock rings at 7. i wake at 8. i showered, came down stairs, ate a croissant, and read the newspaper. what a fuckin greatass morning. i wish they could all be like that. ok well today i'm prolly going to the aerospace museum and then to a ladies basketball game. ttyl!
Jul 31
guy's i am lovin' life so much. i'm going to va/dc tmr. so, if i like ya, i'll answer when you call.
Jul 27
"you're hands are mine to hold." i want to get you out of my mind; get you out of those clothes. what can i do now? damn regret, i'll try to forget, but there are certain people you just keep coming back to, especially when everything i do reminds me of you. once again i won't sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of you.