Motherly love

Hi to you all. Thought I'd fix my profile up of my self and let people who truly don't know me, get to know me. So with that...my name is Amber...I am as real as they come...I'm down to earth and always positive on life. I only take life seriously when it comes to my family, the one I'm with (which is NO ONE), my children (3 boys...15, 11, & 7) and of course a few of my closest friends I call my children...that’s it. I take my life to the fullest and live it everyday...I'm not into mind games when I truly care about someone, however, I like to make people guess what I'm going to do next. I’m 5'8", 147 lb and extremely happy to be my thick self. I am a romantic at heart yet I like to get freaky as well. I'm playful, caring, loving, and honest. Very honest...but kind about it...not bitchy. Been lied to too many of times and got extremely hurt to start lien now. I'm a great family girl...I have my ups and downs but who doesn't. I know I'm not beautiful but I know I'm not ugly either. I have found my faith just recently, faith in God. I had lost that faith many years ago and got into Wicca. I still have a lot of beliefs in Wicca, yet I have learned a lot that I do not believe in. I finally went to church and learned that my beliefs in Wicca are very similar to the faith of Catholics. So with that, I am learning to love God one more time and hope he will hold me tightly once again. I'm strong, hell I'm a single mother of 3 boys that I bust my balls to take care of on my own. I never save time for drama...I hate drama. I'm intelligent, however; I'm not a great speller nor am I an English professor. I'm not naive and I may act like I am...but I know what’s going on at all times. I'm not found of females if they are the "scandalous" type. I'm not found of men if they are the "bull shit" type. I'm into cars, I have done some auto body and some car audio...learning a little mechanical. I was planning on going to school for auto body, however, things and ideas change. I am now planning to attend school for Real Estate. I love beautiful things and since houses are the beginning of many beautiful lives...I'd like to help the beauty grow, as well as pocket some money for my beautiful future. I like Goth, metal music, and marsh pits, but will go dancing to club, tech, and even some rap. My 3 favorite things to do in life is cars (audio and auto body), poetry, and putting on sweats and watching movies cuddled up to a pillow, my children, or the one I'm with. I enjoy being alone a lot yet I fear it as well. I love to clean my house yet I hate to clean my van...silly I know but my van is always messy...kids...all I can say. I get hurt easily yet I'm the strongest female you will know. I'm just the girl next door that people may gossip about...just don't believe all that you hear. I'm sarcastic and extremely honest, don’t care if you cry, suck it up and take it as it's worth. With all I have said and done...God speed!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. I will update this profile as much as possible, so bare with me.~~~~~~