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A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less

I'm just a lil' kid!!!! Well, sorta.

About Me

well......I have a great deal going for me right now. It's truly amazing and I can't even begin to explain how great life is going to be soon. There's a lot that only a few select people will know. For the rest of you there's this. I'm in love with Joshua Roush of Rainsville as well as music and God. Music is my primary source of a future career. God is my primary source of voice, talent, and Joshua. I have headaches a lot, but I don't let them stop me from singing. My parents are divorced and I'm okay with that. My brother is a dork. My best friend, Ashley Boyd, is the greatest chick in the world. My first inspiration for life, Michael Ray Sutton, is in the military as we speak and I miss him. My love, Joshua Roush, makes me the happiest girl in the world and nothing will ever change that. I wanna go see Australia and New Zealand, and Ireland. I like to eat a lot, but not so much I throw up cause that's stupid. I have gas like every human being on this earth and it's healthy. One day I want to have my own famous choir that people have to audition for so that we can tour the world until I settle down and have children. I want a girl and want to name her either Adalyne or Delilah Jane. My world is random and living and I am truly blessed by life and the people that it may contain from a day to day basis. My biggest blessing is Joshua and I will never be able to show him how much he really truly and honestly means to me, but I can start now.

My Interests

I like being random and spending time with Joshua. I'm happiest when singing or when I'm around great friends, Joshua, or all of the above.

I'd like to meet:

God, Amanda Palmer and Brian Viglione, Michael Sutton, and Seth Green.check this out....my random musicians+one sitting= choas....almost.
Far Far by Yael NaimFar, far, there's this little girl She was praying for something to happen to her Everyday she writes words and more words Just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside And she's strong when the dreams come Cause they take her, cover her, they are all over The reality looks far now, but don't go.How can you stay outside? There's a beautiful mess inside.Far, far, there's this little girl She was praying for something good to happen to her From time to time there are colors and shapes Dazzling her eyes and tickling her hands They invent her a new world With oil skies and aquarel rivers But don't you run away already Please don't go.How can you stay outside? There's a beautiful mess inside. Take a deep breath and dive. There's a beautiful mess inside.Far, far, there's this little girl She was praying for something big to happen to her Every night she hears beautiful strange music It's everywhere, there's nowhere to hide But if it fades, she begs "Oh Lord, don't take it from me, don't take it yourselves"I guess I'll have to give it birth There's a beautiful mess inside and it's everywhere So shake it yourself now, deep inside There's a beautiful mess inside.

Music:

Everything except country and rap.
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Movies:

Enchanted (my favorite princess movie), Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas (my all time favorite), The Dead Poets Society, The Breakfast Club, 13, Benchwarmers, Definitely,Maybe, Forrest Gump, Hannibal Rising, Tank Girl, anything Tim Burton and Jim Carrey.

Television:

The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Spongebob Squarepants, The Fairly Oddparents, Rugrats, Rocko's Modern Life, Doug, Ren and Stimpy, Dexter's Laboratory, The Powder Puff Girls, Ahhhhh! Real Monsters!, Samurai 7, FLCL aka Fooly Cooly aka Furi Kuri, Futurama, Family Guy, Rob and Big, Scrubs, ATHF, Death Note, and Blood Plus.

Books:

Too long of a list to begin with...

Heroes:

My current hero - Joshua Edward Roush - a lifesaver at best.
1.)God- The only one who knows everything I go through and the only one that went through everything for me. Brings me life and love so I can only live and love for him just as much.
2.)Leslie McGatha- The most awesome chick who brought me into Christianity and truly helped me save my soul and remains by my side through everything.
3.)Zac Head- The guy who unknowingly helped me physically save myself from my own self-inflicted destruction.
4.)Matthew Curtis Ward- taught me that love doesn't come how you would want it to, but moreover that just because you can help people with their problems doesn't mean that there are things you shouldn't fix about yourself. Another one of the few people that have saved my life.
5.)Michael Ray Sutton (represent)- only person to love me longer than the expected. Taught me that life is what you make of it and that you can always bring yourself back up from the doldrums. I love him to death.
6.)Joshua Edward Roush - still standing to love me every second we're alive.....

My Blog

brace yourself before you read this

well.....i’ve yet to understand what’s happening around me. i guess overall i’m just depressed about things going on around home and weaver and school and stuff. this sickness/whatev...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:11:00 PST

love and a hard place

i can’t wait. I can’t wait to move, to go to NACC, to live with Joshua, to get away from Weaver drama, to get away from stress. I’m so tired of all this uncertainty with what might b...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:02:00 PST

so yeah...

Some really weird things happened today. I woke up with a bad stomach, migraine, bone problem, and sense of disaster. Well, everything physically was off balance today, but yet my day still continued ...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:38:00 PST

thank you kindly.

my brother is so smart. my friends are so great. my mom and her friends are so caring of me. my boyfriend..........oh........yes.............my love............is fantastic. as of this moment, life is...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 05:25:00 PST

...interesting...

so......i’m at the point in life again where i am constantly blessed by everything that occurs around me. I have a wonderful friend, Ashley Boyd, who keeps me sane while I’m in school. The...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:58:00 PST

tragedy of love

started with a look. began with a smile. interested at hello. all knowing all the while.  he was shipwrecked and torn apart. she was screaming. she was losing her heart. he wanted to wait an...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:05:00 PST

well poop

BSC isn’t offering me $28,000 a year...it’s only $18,000. Still good, but definitely a bummer from what I thought it was. Hence the words SCHOLARSHIP REVISION...poo on...someone...it&...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:59:00 PST

BSC

Yay frickin hoo! Birminham Southern is giving me a full frickin ride! That frickin' rocks! Sorry Weaverians, but I'm prolly leaving you for a moment or two, but don't be sad. I'll come back to vi...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 03:48:00 PST

I’m back with a new outlook on life

Watch out world cause here I come. So far, all of my colleges that I applied for have accepted me. My audition at UAB was successful, but I won't get word on that back any time soon. Filed my taxes wh...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 09:09:00 PST

another frickin seizure

so a lil' over a month ago i started passin out one morning and having seizures and shit. i was rushed to the hospital soon after. now i'm out of the hospital, been done with my medicine and am functi...
Posted by A beautiful mess...Nothing more...Nothing less on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:42:00 PST