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About Me

i've learned recently that you can't control what happens. deal with the hand life gives you. big changes coming shortly.

My Interests

my dog, pills, dancing alone, text messages, going to good shows, sleeping, watching good movies, graphic design, grammar, meeting people who initiate conversation...

I'd like to meet:

the kid in my stomach.

..

make damn sure.
I have nice friends.

Music:

alkaline trio, butch walker, the cure, she wants revenge.....

Movies:

royal tennenbaums, amelie, 10 things i hate about you, requiem for a dream, rules of attraction, donnie darko, cruel intentions, the good girl, confessions of a dangerous mind

Television:

MY SO-CALLED LIFE, sex and the city, etc.

Books:

the bell jar, she's come undone, midnight in the garden of good and evil, a tree grows in brooklyn, brave new world, the fuck up, screwtape letters, it's called a break up cause it's broken, a million little pieces.

Heroes:

my mom & grandma.

My Blog

complaining.

for the past month, i haven't slept one single night uninterrupted. my nose POURS around 2am. i go back to sleep. i wake up at 4am. i'm up a few hours. some nights i use a whole box of tissues! i've n...
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

green.

so all you see outside is every shade imaginable of green and if you stay out long enough you'll get sweat beads above your lip. it's almost summer. the warm weather has really hit me hard.. it's almo...
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 05:46:00 PST

six.

i feel like six months have flown by . now it's getting to crunch time and i dont know what to do.there's so much to prep for and so much i still have yet to do.everything is uncertain.it's driving ...
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:46:00 PST

i could eat your cancer..

so i guess it looks like after all those years of smoking, it may have finally caught up with my dad. if you pray or whatever, keep him in your thoughts cause i dont know what to do without him. he'll...
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST

hiatus.

had an awful day yesterday.dental work.... blood poisoning? when will it ever end?i'll be in bed for quite a while.
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:21:00 PST

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I WANT THIS DAY TO END IMMEDIATELY.
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:35:00 PST

letting go.

for good . for good . for good.lots of sleep to come.
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:50:00 PST

cute boys.

CUTE BOYS!COME MY WAY!THANKS.a/s/l?? f/22/ga!hahahaxo, rachael
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:37:00 PST

i love you.

i can only allow myself to be hurt by someone for so long and cry so many undeserving tears until i just have to become numb. i've been replaced. and so it goes on.......i love sarah.
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 09:29:00 PST

candy apples and razor blades.

i want to dress up this year for halloween. i want to dress my dog up as well. but why be dressed up with no where to go? someone throw an awesome party so i can come and have fun and be someone else ...
Posted by JUST... rachael. on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 09:05:00 PST