Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla

About Me

"The books will stay there, the letters have left the page" -Rammellzee

B.A.M The Black Alternative Movement. No longer subject to the whim of the popular masses, ive heeded the historical classes, and broke the chains, that would threaten to stop my spiritual gains, and bathed in flames of enligtenment to erase these pains, of earthly bonds and false fames, the chyper is my home now not this earthly plane.PEACE.
************************************************************ ********************There is a woman in my eye. There is a woman behind my eyelids. There is an Isis scratching away at Osiris' iris, Aurora is her name. She and I live fast and love even slower. In that infinite black that exisits when I shut my worldy windows is her domain.I close my eyes yet the exquisiteness and dread of Aurora scythes away at my sanity. Coffee cup 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. Insomnia just to stay alive, to run jump and strive to stay away from the insanity. Stay awake. Blink once, twice and there are now two smiles to greet me. Cometh the light which only penetrates the darkness that is already there, already where I have been the darkness is just a clue to the depth of my sin. The closer to the light I get the deeper my shadow becomes. Can I still cling to the scraps of reason that float in torn up pieces of used note paper and little pieces of flesh? The scraps of my chivalry rolled up in lusty tissues all for the love of aurora. Even in my shame I weep with closed eyes and open mind. She is still watching. So I say cut out my eyes and hold the gore to the heavens in clenched fist and balled anger. Ball up the anger and bounce it to god with a cheap marker scrawling that says "why?", sit and wait for a reply to just drop right out of the sky.The hour glass cage of my life has tumbled in tumult to toll that I am out of time. Deep sleep slips over until aurora calls softly caressing skin with light touches and sun kisses like the myriad she gave while I sat in her womb embrace and was dipped in russet love. My body is marked with her ebony caress and jet lust. Her love is loaded in a six cylinder revolver with one in the chamber. Seven signet bullets built to house my emotions...one for every day of the week. Level the target. Aim. BAM victim of her passion.
************************************************************ ********************Ive been in a whole wondering where half my life went. Im chasing my pride through a rabbit hole. Im kissing my femanine side in strange places and making her blush. Im reading the Koran even though im christian and getting funny looks, Im wondering why I and not the million or so that raced me march 1984...I am ghost..

My Interests

Dancing like no one is watching, running through your mind with a blowtorch, writing things, jumping into puddles, sitting in the rain, kissing people in weird places, eating bananas, imperialism, emo people, b boys and b girls, real hip hop, euphoria, banana ice cream, worrying about the globe, antiquity, war, sleeping, thinking about things all day, mind fucking people, smiling, trying to swim in my bath tub, retro clothing styles on other people, weirdos, philosophy, wristbands, shouting when no one is watching, reading, Guild Wars

I'd like to meet:

Your mother, b boys and b girls, emo chicks and rock dudes, writers, pirates, readers, intellectuals and idiots, people who think im cute and people who are replused by me, religious peeps and athiests, pharrell williams, mario from mario brothers, my doppleganger, anyone down to meet me. ROCKSTARRS **********T**********.. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- ..Nightlife.... -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

Music:

Anything I can get down to. Basically Break beats, funk, electro funk, hip hop, r'n'b, house, drum'n'bass, UK garage, ska and many forms of alternative, opreatic and classical...as u see I dont confine myself!*********JUST BRING ME EUPHORIA AND IM COOL!********************

Movies:

Brown Sugar, The Brothers, The Wood, Training Day, Menace To Society, Snatch, El Mariachi, 7 Samurai (classic), Saving Private Ryan, The Big Hit (cheesy but always a good watch), Scarface (everyone should own it!)

Books:

Shogun by James Clavell...hands down the best book ever written. The Prince by Niccolo Machiavelli...Tells it like it is American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis...look into the mind of modern americaThese are the best books ever, I am rarely without them in my place.

Heroes:

Anyone who had to work hard to be where they wanted to be!

My Blog

All City - end game

The jam went much better than expected...im not broke!Here are a few pics from the jam taken by my man Dan Thornton.A full breakdown will follow. ...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:40:00 PST

Juste Debout and Battle of Britain 06' vids

Well its a shame I came 2nd again at the Battle of Britain but hell its was fun to compete. I wasn't on point so im not dissapointed really. Rule for next year... DONT NOT EXPEND ALL ENERGY IN CIRCLES...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:49:00 PST

Paradise regained

Well I wrote this 3 years ago but since I did'nt take it any further I thought I would post it up for a lil time. Please dont bite it as it took a long time just to write the first chapter. If you nee...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:45:00 PST

...She got me thinking....

[Buenaventura got me thinking about night and it led to a little wander. I will fleash this out eventually but here] you got me thinking now. people see the night as evil simply because they do...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 08:28:00 PST

Battle Of Britain and my stand up dance battle

Was at the Battle Of Britain today which was dope dope dope. The one on ones were off the hook and the junior battles make me smile for the future of the UK bboy scene. I got a lil tired of just watch...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 05:08:00 PST

The nobility of unrequited love and the asceneded non possesive love

Ive had this on my mind for a while and its not quite fleshed out so bare with me. I was thinking about the highest form of love when I read "Much ado about nothing" when I was 17 and its been kicking...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:57:00 PST

Diary of a Dance floor Guerilla pt.2 [Pelvis grinder]

As you can tell by this recent slew of blogs, ive been clubbing a lot lately (I actually got back from a club called the ministry of sound and its now 6:40am). Something has been bothering me about th...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:44:00 PST

Diary of a Dance floor Guerilla pt.1 [ Cpt. Corner]

I am Cpt. Corner I defend the corner of the club from apathy and stagnation by filling it with the noxious gas of sweat and funk. I am the singluar germ the multiplies in air bourne waves infecting a...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:34:00 PST

Real and the superficial scene (sounds like a band!)

Something I wrote to some one on the discussion of being real. Initially I was saying no matter how wack it may seem, if someone likes something and is into it then they are being "real"...even if its...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 10:21:00 PST

Call and response

I was reading someones pro (http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfil e&friendID=15757601&Mytoken=20050531173715) and got a lil inspiration to write based on her "about me" se...
Posted by Pointman The .LFFN. Guerilla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST