my name is Paul I am a 43 year old male in a loveless relationship and it's killing me. This girl and I had a son 6 years ago(by mistake during a night of alcohol lust) and since then we have been trying to make a family of it,although we are close I am not in love with her and because of this we are both very unhappy. I thought that getting together was the RIGHT thing to do but as it turns out it was the worst mistake I've made,Because now I risk damaging the boy I only wanted to protect.I have to tell him that I am not in love with his mother and I know this will break his heart. On top of that I have hurt her too and she never deserved that.I realize now the decision I made years ago was really a cowardly one,The brave choice would have been to support them from outside the family.Oh what have I done?
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