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About Me

you want to know about me? ask. im a ghost wandering through life, haunted by my past, not noticing anything that will come before me.truth is the weapon which has torn my soul to pieces.shreds of me are whats left.i will never again be whole. i wouldnt be anything without my friends.as long as im in good company, im having fun.im an insomniac and a pyromaniac.friends accuse me of being a vampire...blood appeals to me. if i see a neck pulsing with blood, i want to bite it. *shrug*............."Was he deliberately creating those long,pure liquid notes to say that beauty meant nothing bc it came from the despair inside him,and it had nothing to do with the despair finally,because the despair wasn't beautiful,and beauty then was a horrid irony?"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

MYSELF!! hehe,just kidding.um,probably God or a few dead people.......the friend that i lost my freshmen year, the one true friend i wish i still had..hes still here, just not for me.

My Blog

Arctic Wasteland.......finally got a name, thanks Reed!

Icy flowing riversTravel through my veinsSending many shiversMaking me insaneMy body slowly freezesAs darkness seeps insideMy soul and mind are emptyGood and Evil collideMy mind is torn between the pa...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 06:44:00 GMT

Bloody Kisses (i made a new poem guys!)

The bloody kisses of deathLinger on my lipsI wander through a forest ofForgotten dreams, long lost cryptsTo which my goals once had delvedNow filled with the emptinessBrought by sorrow and painWhile t...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 13:30:00 GMT

You're the One

The way you always make me feelIs as my first young crushWhen you talk the way you doI can't help but blushYou say I'm like an angel,That is what it seemsYou're the one who makes me soarAbove the sun'...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 16:19:00 GMT

Sea of Endless Pain (yet another)

A cry that pierces like a sword to my soulHas come to wake me from a dreamless sleepWill i never again become wholeDrifting away into the wistful deepWanting nothing but to be saved from myselfPlungin...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:46:00 GMT

Missing (another one)

The hollow of my heart can never be replacedLost in the epitimy of what is called lifeI put myself in a sorrowful state which cannot be tracedTrying to live,my soul recieves only strifeMy head spins s...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:36:00 GMT

Malady of Mortality (yet another..)

Fear and pain fill me with darknessThat clings to my soul and swallows meWithin its complete emptinessNothing infront of me I truly seeDeath surrounds like a shroudA cloak of mortality which nothing c...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:28:00 GMT

Last Breath (another one..)

Hiding from a mirror that peers onto my soulWherein lies an unspoken undefeated terrorThat rips thru my mind and knocks over a bowlOf diamond tears of which i am the bearerPrisms of light cannot retai...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:24:00 GMT

Hunted (another one of my lovely poems)

Hiding in a silent brush in the darkStalking my every move and thoughtLingers a shadow of night,peering thru barkI walk lightly in hope m presence is unsoughtMoonlight reflects the pale eyesWalking be...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:18:00 GMT

Reign of Red (my lovely poem)

Cloaked in my solitude i shall waitIn the darkness of long lost loveThe mesmerizing whispers captivateAnd hold me down unlike the doveCan no one see in this bling rampageThat tears to the soul and bon...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:13:00 GMT