where I am going. |
Shall I pontificate as I ruminate over the monotonies I am privy to? It was perfect. Complete. But then I lost it. It was never meant to be seen. I will show you one day. soon.
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 23:11:00 GMT |
live it |
I know what I have to do now. This is the change I've been waiting for my entire life. This is blackbird. this is urban nirvana. this is ned. this is every night and every moon and every unheard wish....
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:28:00 GMT |
get the fuck on |
guess I've really done it. I guess I cant fucking sit here and be calm and let it all out in a nice, compact way. There needs to be tangible evidence of how I feel at this point. Because I wont get it...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 21:06:00 GMT |
this is what I can do |
What the fuck would you like me to do? What the fuck would you like me to say? What in the fuck can I do to make this easier/more comfortable on you? What plans and concoctions can I muster up this ti...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 02:26:00 GMT |
anal (closed) |
you know, just once. just one time. would I like to be thoroughly, truly and utterly fucked in the ass. i never told that guy about that horse that this was indeed the case. I never told you I am pure...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 09:04:00 GMT |
isnt it like dying |
Isnt it like dying? You are shitting out your inanities. You are concealing your sincerity. Isnt it like dying? You are happy face. You are- Why so serious? You are- It's a pleasure to meet your penis...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 01:50:00 GMT |
Dreams. |
When I finally figured it out, it was too late. heh. In reality, it was probably way too late regardless...I tried to force you to change. I tried to force you to feel me. You wouldnt feel yourself so...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:08:00 GMT |
a dawning of the senses |
in 30 seconds, the life i had created came crashing down around me.
in 30 seconds, four seasons were erased, annihilated, worn down to nothing but an inconsequential blur.
in 30 seconds, i am reborn...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:26:00 GMT |
because of you. |
for the first time in a long time, im excited. for the first time in a long time, im ready to walk out the fucking door and attack. im anticipating change. i feel it in the air. i feel it in myself. i...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 10:39:00 GMT |
what its like |
im looking straight at you. my vision is doubled if i move my head at all. im trying really hard for everything to not appear so blurred. its futile. be still, as still as you can be, watch, listen- i...
Posted by on Wed, 23 May 2007 15:56:00 GMT |
