Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?]

So you loved me...

Yeah, you loved me all right.Enough to tell me exactly what I wanted to hear.  To make me feel wanted for the first time in over a year... by my ideal.   To make me feel like I actually matt...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:15:00 PST

Goodbye to you...

Tonight I hung out with one of my best friends, Staci, for the last time.Tomorrow, she is moving to Oklahoma and I won't see her again for at leas 7 months.Tears come to my eyes as I type this.  ...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Fri, 25 May 2007 09:51:00 PST

California here we come... (Part Deux)

I am 90% sure I am moving to California this fall.I jsut talked to my mom about a more realistic idea: going to Community College in California.Instead of just jumping right into film school, I could ...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:17:00 PST

Yesterday....

...was a good birthday.  Not the best I've had, but it was fun.Manda couldn't come with to Bullet For My Valentine, so Staci came with me because she is THE MOST AWESOME PERSON EVER!  I was ...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:55:00 PST

I made it...

I'M TWENTY FUCKING ONE!!!  HELL YES!!!All I have to say is:Drunken boss + drunken ex-boyfriend = fulfillment of Callie's awkward quota for last night.Also, my first legal alcoholic beverage consu...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 05:46:00 PST

California here we come...

Well, I'd written a nice blog, but Myspace decided to be an asslick and not post it!  So now I get to write it again.  Yay.  NOT.Anyway, it seems I may be moving sooner than I expected....
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:05:00 PST

Fuck...

I'm not the same person I was 3 days agoHow can a stupid breakup change a person this much?I'm quiet, shy, sad... the only time I even acted remotely social last night was when I was waching Lithium p...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 08:44:00 PST

I hurt all over

Every inch of my body and soul hurt... inside and out.I hurt in ways I didn't know I could and places I didn't know I had...I want to do nothing more than lay in bed and cry and sleep all day.I have n...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:56:00 PST

Dammit and first blog in a while

I just found out I'm missing my boyfriend's and my friend's high school graduations, because I'll be on a plane to NYC before school lets out on the 31st.I feel really bad about it.  I really wan...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:16:00 PST

Today a gay man told me I was beautiful...

I was at Tolly Ho, and a man sitting at a table nearby started talking to my friend and I.  He was a pretty effiminate guy, and while we were talking he said "you're very pretty.  Beautiful,...
Posted by Callie Venom™ [Would you smother me?] on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:36:00 PST