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Sexually Abused Children
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I love to meet any person who involves themselves with helping people. Mainly children. Children are our world, our future.There is NOTHING funny about trying to survive sheer terror. There is NOTHING funny about being betrayed by someone you loved and trusted. There is NOTHING funny about nightmares and flashbacks! There is NOTHING funny about attempted suicide. There is NOTHING funny about shame, disgust, rage and hate. There is NOTHING funny about a lost childhood. There is NOTHING funny about a child whose spirit has been broken. There is NOTHING funny about feeling guilty for something you were not responsible for. There is NOTHING funny about not being able to trust anyone.

My Blog

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas dad. Im learning to let you go...slowly..im trying to let you go as much as possible. But you should know i still miss you. i always will.
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 17:49:00 GMT

i needed someone

I needed someone to understand how scared I was. I needed someone to understand how much pain I was in. I needed someone to understand that I had feelings and I needed to express them. I needed someon...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 21:21:00 GMT

Conversations with my 13 year old self

Conversations with my thirteen year old selfConversations with my thirteen year old selfYou're angryI know thisThe world couldn't care lessYou're lonelyI feel thisAnd you wish you were the bestNo teac...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 04:25:00 GMT

A letter to a little girl

Letter to a little Girl. Dear little girl,It is ok to come out now. I have had a talk with all the mean people and told them to leave you alone. I will not let them hurt you anymore. I love you and ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:24:00 GMT

No longer a victim

I am no longer a victim...i am a survivor! I can recall many memories throughout my childhood into my teenage years...not many of them were the happiest of times either. Most of which were very sad an...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 07:46:00 GMT

Update..

Well it's been a while since i've written. School is going pretty well. Like my classes. Work is going okay..i guess i just feel like im not good at it..had a hard night the other night when one of my...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 06:14:00 GMT

Happy Belated...daddy

So August 3rd was my dads birthday..just wanted to wish him a happy belated birthday...but i guess what could be so happy about it? the fact that hes in jail? the fact that he'll be in jail for the re...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 03:58:00 GMT

Happy Birthday

Today was my 20th birthday. It went really well considering. Lynsey, me, julia, brianna, stephanie, maggie,Lauren and kirsi all went to water country for the whole day. We had a lot of fun. It definet...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 06:04:00 GMT

Oh daddy...

Wind blowing on my faceSidewalk flying beneath my bikeA five year olds first tasteOf what freedom's really likeHe was running right beside meHis hand holding on the seatI took a deep breath and holler...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:03:00 GMT

Little thinking time

Been thinking a lot latly..so much has been changing for me. In my own apartment with Lyns, new school in the fall, new job and a new puppy. things seem to be going great right? wrong. I still feel li...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:11:00 GMT