I felt like destroying something beautiful

Hi my name is Nykole.. And at the present moment, I am a crazy girl who watches fight club about 3 times a day. I dont go to school, I dont have a job, I dont care what that means. I live with my parents, my room is a shit hole and I go to church yet dont believe in god. I have few friends, but good friends. I love them to death but realize that they will one day be gone and I will have a new set of friends that I hate but thats life. I will one day meet you and tell you to fuck off. My parents are divorced and I hate my dad. And NO i dont blame my father for all my problems. I have come to terms with the fact that I am a failure. And I will probably hate you if you try to talk to me. Although because of my hatred for most girls, id advise you not to try if youre a chick. Anyways. I hope this was a change of pace from "Im sara 22 in college and Single, hit me up if you want to chat". BR? NYkole