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About Me

I'm a junior in high school. If you want the things I could label myself as I'm a vegetarian, feminist, atheist, straight edge, and bisexual. I have a very eclectic taste in music, and I take certain exceptional songs that strike my liking, and put them in the fantastic group of music that I enjoy. I love Japanese pop music, classic rock, alternative rock, obscure foreign music, indie rock, blues, big band, Brechtian Punk Cabaret, and so on and so forth.I am Harry Potter obsessed. The Vampire Chronicles are more than amazing, as are most of Anne Rice's novels. I work at Showplace, and it's pretty darn amazing. I am more than dedicated to my schools Drama Club. Being on Costumes Crew consumes my life, but I enjoy it more than I can express. I write, less than I read, poetry, short stories, prose, and random bits of thought. Well that's me in a very small nutshell.So... I was supposed to write a poem about myself that was extremely frank... so... here it is.The openness revealed in frown and her smile, Entice trouble to come for more than awhile. She longs to let it free, She hides behind those ideas to be, Hypocritical, though honest to some, More, or less, she will regret it when the day is done. Independence is key, But it comes with a fee. Often the good opinion of others, And oft her mother’s. Her sanity is irrelevant, And dramatic at best. Nothing to be bothered with, Nothing to get off her chest. She holds what others don’t seem to want. No sign of connection, Applies, to that faraway glance. She declines to take a shaky chance. Piercing those brown-green eyes can be, But look closely and you will see, Love, and devotion, hiding beneath, Like a dagger hard to pull from it’s sheath. Tunes in, turns out. She’s not alone in doubt, Though she strives to try, To erase those fears, Those little words of harm will not make her fly, Away. Stronger than some, More defensive than most, One would think she’s waiting for a toast, In her honor, to slowly arise, But she will have no surprise, When no sound will come close, To that she found, In her own voice, When it does resound.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Indie |||||||||||||| 55% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You are Passionate
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What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd

Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works.It's okay. I understand.


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My Blog

Impossibilities

Having a taste of what you crave only teases your sense, taunts you, and says, "Here! Have a small glimpse of what you cannot have!" It’s cruel and unfair dangle that precious piece of exactly w...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:56:00 GMT

Unacceptable

I miss him. Is that so terrible that I can't say it without seeming pathetic? We were perfect. Well, not perfect. Perfection is over-rated. I let him go and I'm stupid. I'm so fucking stupid. Why on e...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 23:27:00 GMT

Two Poems of No Importance

Aptly Untitled The beauty in your ornate worldliness,Is oft reprimanded by your inability to consume.Consume those dastardly syllables escaping my lips.Berated,Thoroughly diminished.Still calm and pa...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 21:23:00 GMT

Heated Dicussion? Sort of.

Soooo... my friend and I have been going back and forth for a couple day with posts and comments on xanga... I thought it would be interesting to put them all together on myspace. Okay... So the red p...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 19:46:00 GMT

Rude, Yet Subtle Awakening

Well... It HAS been awhile since I posted one of these isn't it? Well the occasion calls, and I will answer. While I consider myself to be a highly self-sufficient person that is often not to be trif...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 15:04:00 GMT

Question and My Answer

I was taking a survey for mi xanga and  I thought I'd put my answer to one of the questions on here. And yes I know that it has a GIGANTIC run-on sentence in it, but I'm too lazy to go back and f...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:25:00 GMT

Songs For the Sorrow

And you can use my skinTo bury your secrets in. That's from one of my favorite songs. I have this list of songs that when I listen to them I'm reminded of timid moments in my life and relationsh...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 16:23:00 GMT

Disaster. Rebirth.

I realize that I posted this in my xanga. But I'm reinforcing it, okayyyy?     If I could move anywhere in the entire world.... .... I would move to Louisiana. Specifically? New Orlean...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:26:00 GMT

I miss her.

I miss Rachael a lot right now. I don't know, maybe it's all the shit that has been happening, but it just hit me really hard today. I miss her and I want her back. I want her to comfort me and I want...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 17:42:00 GMT

Party x32490247

Jocelyn's party was a blast. But that is stating the obvious. Whenever I get to Jocelyn makes it an amazing time. Singing Christmas carols is quite fun if I do say so myself. And now I can't wait for...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 18:50:00 GMT