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[♥TaRa♥]

**u'll find me staring at the midnight sky, waiting for my sunrise.....this moment feels like destin

About Me

soooo i'm tara. i teach 2nd grade in perris. i luv my job!! i'm outgoing, talkative and i wear my heart on my sleeve... im honest, sometimes to a fault. i thank god for everything i have. i am not perfect, but a work in progress…and i'm okay with that. im chronically sick and take a lot of medication. i can be critical, but deep down i know i’m better than i give myself credit for. i think we all are. i cry a lot. i laugh a lot.... i have more emotions than anyone i know. i play hard, love hard, and fall hard. i try to make the best of each day, but sometimes i forget to take time for the little things. migraines try to control me. i like people who can have real conversations about anything important and/or deep that doesnt involve petty things. when i'm mad i go driving and never end up anywhere. i'm always late no matter where i'm going…who needs to be on time?? i like music but i dont buy a lot of cds. i actually listen to the radio on the way to work. i like to meet new people and make new friends. i love my dog. im smart, but sarcastic sometimes. it seems people always crash into me when im driving and its actually not my fault. the stubborn part of me doesnt like to be wrong, but the moral part of me will force me to apologize if i hurt u. quite often i respect people that have qualities im lacking in. i like winter…its always winter in my head. rather bittersweet. i wish california had more cold days... anyways, im an open book so if u wanna know, just ask!

My Interests




I'd like to meet:

myself....always thought that would be weird. u know how u watch a video of urself and it doesnt look like what u think u look like? i think thatd be cool. i'd also like to meet a nice guy. someone that sees me for who i am and accepts that.

Music:

let's see i like a lot of music: rock, punk, hardcore, emo, alternative, even piano stuff....i like deftones, thrice, fall out boy, apathy eulogy, red, thursday, dashboard, modest mouse, death cab for cutie, postal service, story of the year, unwritten law, mxpx, staind, and pretty much anythin else...even some stuff i will never admit i like!!!..

Movies:

garden state, memento, the shower (a foreign film), the machinist, usual suspects, little miss sunshine, thank you for smoking, office space. ..

Television:

scrubs, lost, desperate housewives, gray's anatomy, house, soup, best week ever, 24, friends, SEINFELD, malcolm in the middle, everybody loves raymond, family guy, simpsons, how do i look, golden girls (don't tell anyone!!!), and pretty much anything else that's funny or on style network, mtv, comedy central, discovery etc. i also like reality tv...i know don't u just hate it...but i can't help it, it's interesting!!! im kinda a tv junkie. would usually rather watch tv than rent a movie, but that's just my preference. umm i also like anythin late nite like conan and dumb talk shows that are on durin the day that i am deprived of watching!!! tho when i put that antenna up in my classroom....no one will ever know.......muhahahahah!!!! ..

Books:

The Mensa IQ Quiz a Day Book, The Official Boggle Puzzle Book, The DiVinci Code, A Treasure's Trove by Michael Stadther even tho i didnt find the treasure =( ...last book i completed was Battle Royale. now i'm reading The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime... when i find time!!! also just bought Kite Runner and Five People You Meet in Heaven. When i'm not readin for ucr i hope to get started on these...

Heroes:

my enemies and anyone who was close to me but left me out in the cold. no, really. they have made me stronger than i ever could have been. theyve taught me that not everyone is going to like u for who u r... and ive learned not to care. ..

My Blog

thankful

Amidst the hustle and bustle of everyday life I feel&&no, I know&.. that I don't take the time to sit down and actually count my blessings. I suppose that it is only human to get caught up in the craz...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 30 May 2008 06:48:00 PST

the good life

i am getting to the point that i will give up on trying to understand certain types of people. i guess if u get a sixth sense about someone u should probably trust ur instincts. im not the type to put...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 08:55:00 PST

dishonesty is a shame

This is why I don't fall in love, don't even fall in "like", exactly the reason why I don't trust guys and people in general.  Because they are not honest.  The first thing I tell anyone tha...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST

biyearly neuroticism

Can prior circumstances in combination with current situations make one feel a bit of neuroticism without actually in fact being fixated?  Kinda what I been thinking bout today.  I feel mixe...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 06:57:00 PST

fog, accidents, and eternal salvation

Driving seems to take forever Stuck in the fog for eternity it seems Hard to see through all the mist Knowing the mist is only in my head I don't think I want to go any further Eyes are blurry Mind is...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST

of time and weather

My aLaRm CloCk its 2 pm ... just woke upfrom a most passive sleepsadistic wind threatens to carry away all i hold dearshouldnt sleep so longno reason to wake i supposetil i remember my obligationsliab...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:44:00 PST

happiness

is something u stumble on.  its not something u can search out.  not something u can buy.  all my work and all my hard efforts cannot find me happiness.  yet, yesterday was an abso...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:21:00 PST

i might fall for you...

not because ur perfect.  not because ur the best.  but because u make me smile.  because when u call me in the morning, its so cute that u think im actually going to be awake, even tho ...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 02:47:00 PST

yeah, ur banned.....

so i was thinkin bout my pill popping habit..and no im not a druggie im just chronically sick which u would know if u knew me or read my profile.  nonetheless, yesterday i have quit ALL medicatio...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:03:00 PST

furniture and gooey goodness

so tomorrow i am having my new "cappucino" bedroom set delivered!!! yay!!  its so gorgeous! i got a new bed, with headboard, 2 nightstands, a dresser and mirror and a suede storage bench to go at...
Posted by [♥TaRa♥] on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:38:00 PST