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I'm a Jesus Freak, mother, and rock n roller! Music was my escape from a brutal reality. My concerts took me completely out of my enviorment of dispair, anxiety and hypervigilance... And Jesus was the only one I could lean on and talk to and could stop the pain and rescue me over and over and over and over...I was born in St. Lukes Hospital in St. Louis, Mo. on Sunday ..h. I was premature at 5 lbs. I started life in an incubator... Me and my Dad Christmas Eve 1958. Im 17 days old. Me and my younger sister Natelle 1961, in photo above. * My Dad snowed in Mar. 1, 1958 in St Louis County taken by Lloyd Martin Krueger. Me as an Angel in the Christmas Program 1963 On Jan. 24, 1967 after we finished Dad's 38th birthday cake, a tornado hit our home and tore up the neighborhood and our elementry school! No school! On my Dad's 39th birthday we were in sunny San Diego, California!!! My parents were so done with Missouri!! The twister took out part of our roof, glass doors in dining room, carport. Took my brothers baby pool and dumped it in the creek. Knocked over the swing set...Life... Me in St. Louis taken by Uncle Lloyd Krueger July 31, 1965 Me in St. Louis Aug. 1, 1965. my "Beatles and Stones" days. Me combing my younger brother, Patrick's hair in San Diego. I'm scotch-Irish and German. My father's biological Dad's last name was Davis. (came from King David's name)So I am a Scotch/Irish Jew! (that believes in Jesus)Dad was adopted by wealthy Free Mason's, who owned restaurants and oil wells in Oklahoma. His mom died 2 weeks before my folks married. Her obit says she was member of Queen Chapter 226 of Order of Eastern Star, member and past matron of White Shrine, and belonged to the Order of Beauceant. My Grandpa obit says he was a member of Abou Ben Adhem Temple and a World War 1 veteran. MY Dad and his father, Daniel. My Dad was in the Korean War as a member of the Air Force. 2 years ago his old friend from the Air Force told me that a week before my Dad died he told him he was still agnostic...My Dad died 5 months after I moved to Ridgecrest to escape a violent/homicidal man in San Diego. He had a massive stroke at age 64. He's buried in Desert Memorial Park... Me and Dad and my younger brother Patrick in above photo. Me and Fluffy and Grandma Hildegard Krueger San Diego My mother is pure German. She's got schizophrenia, alcoholism, and an incurable disease called Chrones Disease. I've been praying for her forever. My childhood was a nightmare with the raging alcoholic and her unpreditable attacks. Mom and Dad Thanksgiving 1969 in San Diego, in above photo. Mom and Dad. ..aken by my Uncle Lloyd Martin Krueger. Aug. 30, 1968 Me and Natelle Torrey Pines San Diego I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Clinical Depression, and other disorders. I've been getting counseling and meds for it since 1993. thanks to medical... May 1990 Jeremy and his Dad Tony. Me and Jeremy at Rudford's in San Diego June 1992.My son Jeremy is the blessing in my life. there is nothing like the love from your own child. My pregnancy was not easy. threat of toxemia, and constant beatings from his father. I lived in 9 different places while I was pregnant, trying to escape the wrath of the father! No baby showers or celebration with this child. I was homeless and terrorized. When the doc said, if I dont get my feet up 2 hours a day, my baby will die, I said a tearful prayer to God. That my baby will be healthy with a beautiful face. He was due March 15, then May 4th. He came late, on Mother's Day 1990! I had a c section after 30 hours of labor. I became a mom at 5:55am on Mother's Day! Jeremy was 6lbs. 9oz. It took 4 days to name my son, after he was born. You think naming a band is hard? try naming your child!! He was healthy with a beautiful face. the Lord is Good... Jeremy Jan. 30. 1992 taken by Natelle. He is looking at me with his hands up, wanting to be picked up Jeremy and Natelle Mar. 15, 1993 Denny's in Ridgecrest, above photo. Check out Jeremy's father's race. Tony's mom is African, British, and Choctaw Indian. Tony's Dad is Filipino, Spanish. Then Im German, Scotch Irish. so Jeremy Is Red,Yellow,Black,White,and Brown! All American Male! Grandpa Arcibal,Aunt Annela, and Jeremy's Dad with baby Jeremy 1990 in photo above. Grandma Ernestine Arcibal (RIP) and Jeremy May 17, 1990 taken by my mother the day we came home from the hospital. Jeremy in Ridgecrest and Me and Jeremy, in above photo He is a drummer!!! His Dad and I use to play. I took drum lessons from 1972 to 1975. My Dad got me a drumset for Christmas 1973. I was 15yrs. old. Jeremy in San Diego at his Dad's garage. I was able to get my son a drumset when he was 13 yrs. old. He is a natural. Jeremy April 2006 playing at a party, (on drums!) Pavel Ortega (vocals), Badgett (Bass) Ryan Stevens (vocals in Jeremy's old band Tomorrow's Promise) His father gave him a Johnson acoustic guitar and he was reading tabs on the internet playing all kinds of songs!! He figured it out so quick!!! His band is now called Show Some Blood. They have a 4 song demo. They got 2nd place at the college's Battle of the Bands and won 100.00!!! they have done alot of shows locally and out of town. Doing well for teens!I've had 18 jobs, moved 43 times, had 2 whole boyfriends, my son's father-Tony, and my first love was-Roger Martinez, and a huge collection of photos I took since 1969... I was going to list my concerts in order on the blog. It will take a long time I'm sure... me and my Canon TX that took all the pictures since June 1977 some of my "sons" in Apple Valley. Joshua Delude, Greg Richardson, Ryan Ines, Brien Badgett, Mike Moore, John T., Jeremy Ezra, Jared P. ..src="http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h58/Colleen13pics/b alloonsatmonroe.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"> Monroe Jr. High Ridgecrest, CA Show Some Blood Jan. 26, 2007 Mojave, CA (my son's band)