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About Me

i.am.complex.i am a being who has accepted that life is difficult. i am mobile and am very much able.and i love.the world.so much.... its only impossible for me to close my eyes and not see beauty. because we are our choices, never our sins. unless we choose to be stuck with romanticizing the idea that we are our wrong doings? then do we confirm to take on how miserable we'd want our lives to become. and we become doomed. banished. and eternally wallowing in our individually dug sorrows. only to shrivel and butcher our very chance of growing. i do not believe in regret. only the fact of being sorry for the faults that we have committed. accept it. and steer clear of it. i need a clean start. and i believe we all deserve a clean start. because every single day is beautiful. not one day is boring. its upto you how you look at it. its upto each and every one of us how we CHOOSE to look at it. spend it. waste it. invest on it. and decide to live it.will.choice.thank you God. thank you xander. thank you Harold. thank you mother for deciding to keep me. thank you father for the unconditional love. thank you kuya ched for always being there when noone else seems to be around. thank you chris manghud for teaching me about awareness and being a bridge to meeting dearest old lifesaver scotty. thank you grandparents for the stubbornness and for the generosity and for every single virtue you give all of your effort to try to teach me. thank you ninong. thank you in-laws for being so open to loving my family. thank you nephews. i promise to try my hardest to guide you in this life. thank you cheryl. shaq. kathryn. trea. louvina. jaana. bambam. marycor. cornelius. dagny. joey. lamaw. dell. luis. laarni. shimmy. kulas. ruel... for consciously being a part of my life and staying in my life.THANK YOU death!! and thank you LIFE.hello Thay Rian! ehehehe, ampingi ko ha? kay ampingan sad taka.. goodluck natong tanan :)

My Interests

interests eiii??? x_Xmusic, pain, guitar, photography, movies, bowling, equilibrium, pingpong, dart, biking, pool, reading, sense of humor, goodness, lighting, angles, silence, drawing, respect, walking, singing, philosophy, nailpolish, tissuepaper[i dunno, they just have this really innumerable list of things you could use em for], writing, conviction, my family. RIAN! you catch my utmost attention more than anything else this superficial world has to offer.

I'd like to meet:

i love my Thaya Reeyan He Ang Cirujales, thats all you need to know about who i would love to meet over and over and over and over again! :) and for those who would dare object? i suggest dont.

Music:

rxbandits' status, save ferris' im not cryin for you, massive attackx teardrop, mustard plugs's yesterday, THE PETTIT PROJECT, cakes' let me go, goldfingers' i need to know, pavements' shady lane, okgo, fiona apple, tori amos, nora jones, the rentals, smashing pumpkins, radiohead, the all american rrrejects, weezer, ratm, silverchair, bowling for soup, portishead and last but never the least THE WeekeNd.. *sigh* music huh? genre-wise - punk, ska, TripHop, rock & jaz

Movies:

primal fear, se7en, the game, 12monkeys, fear and loathing in Las Vegas, death to smoochie, one hour photo, fight club, punch drunk love, kill bill, misery, frailty, saving private ryan, the shawshank redemption, confessions of a dangerous mind, 21 grams, pulp fiction, american beauty, detroit rock city, human nature, a clockwork orange, pleasantville, american history x, the mothman prophecies, stir of echoes, childs play, the royal tennenbaums[you son of a bitch!*stabs royal on his stomach- haha], edward scissorhands, finding nemo, night of the living dead, moulin rouge, the thirteenth floor, the game, meet joe black, identity, nick of time, adaptation, being john malkovich, animatrix, keeping the faith, amelie, schindler's list, silence of the lambs, the red dragon, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, dumb and dumberer[prequel], south park, crazy beautiful, nightmare b4 x'mas, bowling for columbine, 50 first dates, mean girls.

Television:

seinfeld, six feet under, cartoon network's adult swim, gilmore girls and [very lately] naruto[a japanese anime series]

Books:

m.scott pecks' a road less traveled, further along the road less traveled and people of the lie, both survivor and fight club by chuck palahniuk, picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde, the unbearable lightness of being by milan kundera, calvin&hobbes by bill watterson and khalil gibrans works

Heroes:

WOw, myself, scott peck, champoy sa pagatubang niyas iya kinabuhi the way he does, my dad, my mom, my brother ched, my younger brother chris, my grandparents my godfather i have so many to mention. my JED! hehe, hes such a sweetie. 6 months old and he knows how to make a snorting sound, oink! oink!! i gotta learn to shut up when ive got nothin left to say :, RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN RIAN!!! my favorite hero! my savior. aylabyu

My Blog

i do not exist. yet.

twenty three years ago, today would be just another ordinary day.. buros si charisse, gi ampingan ni edwin si charisse kay anytime now manganak iyang palangga nga asawa. but nobody was certain eno...
Posted by winsSe on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 08:53:00 PST

posta blog

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Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i do not know.

how do we know? how did we come to know what we know? and if we see how we base how we come to know with experience, how can we be so certain that the next time it happens, it'll turn out the same way...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just another ordinary name

this is my first entry in a really long time now.. hi, my name is winsse. we dont really have control over what people call us, to begin with, my name isnt even mine. this is the reason i change i...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

jed and family

http://asia.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/yasniw/album?.dir=f84b&am p;.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//asia.pg. photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photos...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

redness

i am an intern at bigfootbuilding, international academy of film and television, IAFT. i rawk! hehe come visit our site, www.study-film.com. im happier than i ever was. people! i suggest that you be m...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

unedited

[hello amigos! hola amigas! mabayot man kaha kag ma tomboy, kumustamos?! ako im havin a great day! but arent we all, right kath? hehe..] i just came from somewhere i never was supposed to be ...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

imma dork ok?

what is this need to not be where i am right this instant? i dont feel right. as wrong as i can possibly be, i have a gut feeling i shouldnt be and must not be where i am right now. thoughts seem wron...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

'what now?'

now i just feel lonely i used to be jealous and possessive and selfish now i feel so unconcerned and not the least bit worried i am not attached my emotions are freed to explore...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

its all about me!! me, me? and Me ;p

What is your name?: Winsse Acaylar Villanueva Are you named after anyone?: my mum and dad What's your screename?: arcane Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope If you were born a mem...
Posted by winsSe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST