Wolfey profile picture

Wolfey

I'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees.

About Me

Okay so here is a tid bit for you all. I'm in the Army as a medic. The Army is cool it has it's ups and downs. Where I am at usually more downs. But being in Japan brought me my beautiful wife and badass son, so I can't complain too much. Other than my wife, son and family I have three loves of my life music, writing and sports. I like tattoos I have a couple and I am getting more. I am a runner, I need running partners so if you kn ow somebody who is down to run 30-75 miles a week and is in the Sagmihara/Zama area let me know. Other than that, I am drinking Budweiser and eating Hamburger Helper lasagna flavor for dinner tonight. (Just in case you really wanted to know).
I POST POEMS/SONGS (whatever you want to call it) and other SHIT in the blog section, so check it out.
HAVE A GOOD FUCKING DAY!
BY NOW - KILLING THE DREAM
So right, so smart. So true, so fucking true. So tell me why I'm wrong if it was all for you. Your scars are deep, and with every word, I'm only adding salt. The knife is in your back, and I keep twisting, just fucking twisting. By now I've kicked myself for so long, I can't remember why. I swear to God, it should be bright, but it's been days since I've seen light. But I'll smile because I know, these traps ·I've set them for myself. Every sleepless night has left me tired, and weak. And every day drags on just to end in the same way. And I'll walk away with a torn heart, and heavy eyes, and red fucking hands. And it's all because of you. But those days are gone, and with every yesterday, these fucking stains begin to fade. MY HEART HAS HEALED. MY EYES ARE WIDE. THESE HANDS ARE CLEAN. And I'll never be sorry for this again. Not one more fucking tear.
THE OUTSIDERS - MODERN LIFE IS WAR
So what the fuck are you going to do, kid? Still ratting at the chains of the gates of the world... But you can't quite pretend. Still tasting youth's bitter exile here in your empty generation's wasteland... Where all the things that you've been clinging to are being ripped from your hands. Restless soul this place will never be your home. And if you wanna have it all... You've gotta let it all go. Before the adult world strings you up and skins your skinny bones clean to the bone. 'Cause all this time you've been searchin' for something real And now the pressure is coming down on you. You've gotta turn this despair inside out and turn it into your way out. 'Cause heaven knows you're sinking and I know we're much the same... So cheers to our rebel hearts... Not just another fuck you... But a bedside love song for a CHOSEN FEW. We feel like we've been left in the wind to die in the dust... With no one speaking to us... So we are speaking up. Throwing out our anchor against the fear. Your revelation time is near. So try and listen to the voice urging you on... Saying... This is it kid... This is your last chance... And this is the only way to glory... And this is our last dance.

My Interests



Oh man, love this girl!!!

I'd like to meet:

People like my twinkie-ass wife she's cool as shit. Oh yeah and if you don't know her you're not cool. I wish I was like her in so many ways. And I envy her ALWYAS.

SHADOWS - SINKING SHIPS

Theres shadows of a different time hanging over our heads. Lost in the memories of where we've been. Theres shadows hanging over our heads. As five a.m. turns the hardest night of our lives into morning again. Why is it so hard, why is it so hard, why is it so hard to let go? I always thought things would end, far better than this. An easy goodbye under these dim lights. Its about survival. Is hate the only way to save another fight, save for another night? And I can't try again, and I can't try again and move onto a place where love is second to grace. And you'll never have to see my fucking face. I don't want to be lost between a comfortable desperation and a saving grace. I don't want to be lost I DON'T WANT TO BE LOST in what could have been IN WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN.I dont want to be lost between a comfortable desperation and a saving grace. I don't want to be lost I DON'T WANT TO BE LOST in what could have been IN WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN. I don't want to be lost. I don't want to be the only one left behind. I don't want to be lost. I don't want to be the only one left behind.

PROCESSION COMMENCE - THIS IS HELL

We're far beyond redemption, and thats why I'm still screaming. Those saccharine lies that taste so sweet, in the end they only rot your teeth. We're still fucking disillusioned, and that's why I'm still screaming. One of us is taken away almost every fucking day. Everything that I've believed just proves that I'm easily deceived I'm trying to understand that, I'm trying to undestand that. I'm tearing out last few pages of every book I own, theres some things I don't want to know. This is a joke on the grandest scale, and that that's why I'm still screaming. Paid for by pawns who sense something wrong but still carry on. This story all gets fucked, and thats why I'm still screaming. Theres no denouement, no happy ending, just slow steady decline. Everything that Ive believed just proves I'm easily deceived. I'm trying to understand that, I'm trying to undersand that. I'm tearing out last few pages of every book I own, theres some things I don't want to know. Heaven please lay waste to this cause no good will ever come of it. Please lay waste to this cause no good will ever come of it. Please just lay waste to this. I am a modern day Nero, so hand me a fiddle and a bow, cause dancing on ashes and graves is the only joy I know. I am a modern day Nero, so hand me a fiddle and a bow, cause dancing on ashes and graves is the only joy I know. We're dancing on ashes and graves. We're dancing on ashes and graves.

Leave A Fuckin' Comment!

Music:


SINKING SHIPS
KILLING THE DREAM
MODERN LIFE IS WAR
THIS IS HELL

Movies:



Clockwork Orange, Scarface, Requiem Foa A Dream, Spun, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Blow, Walk the Line, House of 1000 Corpses, A Lot Like Love, The Boondock Saints and your mom. And all sorts of horror films, the more blood and guts the merrier I've always said. I've never said that.

Television:



Lost

Books:



DaVinci Code

Heroes:



My ever-growing crazy belief in God, music owns me and my life forever & all my brothers and sisters putting thier life on the line everyday.

My Blog

Just some shit....

So my son is getting bigger, a whole lot bigger. He is 6 months now. That is pretty fun. My wife takes numerous pictures of him all the time. He has a huge head with these fat ass cheeks and a nice do...
Posted by Wolfey on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:08:00 PST

Ehh... What Else is There to Do?

You know what really fucking pisses me off? I had already wrote like two paragraphs when somehow all that shit got erased!! Dammit! Starting from the beginning again: I haven't wrote in some time no...
Posted by Wolfey on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:23:00 PST

LONELY FATHERS DAY (CPB PART II)

Dewy Park displayed a brighter green on that day you watched your kids playBut the taste of blood and alcohol still lingers in the back of your mindAnd you can't hide    Did they ask what ha...
Posted by Wolfey on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:02:00 PST

CPB

What do you when are stuck in a black hole?When your whole life has just unfold?And the weight of the world is too much to hold?How can you reach out when you feel so fucking lost?How much is enough w...
Posted by Wolfey on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 03:00:00 PST

Alive, Free and Unafraid

Why is so hard to feel like a success? When failure's not an option, how you deal with the stress? I've fallen off the horse too many times to count. When in a world you're nothing more than the value...
Posted by Wolfey on Wed, 23 May 2007 03:02:00 PST

APRIL 21st OFFICIALLY

  I take you to be my wife and to be my life in happiness I cherish the embrace of your love and of your thoughts and tattoo it in my heartThese words are not just words but a phrase in heart and...
Posted by Wolfey on Tue, 15 May 2007 03:01:00 PST

Tomorrow's Escape

Last shift I had a 911 run and came upon a really sad scene. And I felt like the story should be told.   Tomorrow's Escape   For you TOMORROW NEVER COMES! Held hostage by the desert and t...
Posted by Wolfey on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 02:32:00 PST

Letting Go of Bullshit Ideogoly and Other Life Shit.......

  It's been real hard for me to understand, why I have these feelings inside. I really do contradict a lot about myself,  my beliefs and my bullshit ideogolies. AND I'M TIRED OF IT! I WANT T...
Posted by Wolfey on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:07:00 PST

MYSPACE BULLETIN: THE DEEPEST SCAR I EVER GOT

MYSPACE BULLETIN: THE DEEPEST SCAR I EVER GOT The deepest scar you ever got is the biggest burden I have to carryHolding the core of your pain on my shouldersYou lay crying next to me, pleading you ...
Posted by Wolfey on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 07:08:00 PST

The deepest scar you ever got......

...... Is the biggest burden I have to carry....... and is the biggeset hurdle for us.... but just one question dear...... WHO THE FUCK AM I?
Posted by Wolfey on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:41:00 PST