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♥Monique♥

I'm addicted to the way i feel when i think of you

About Me

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*My name is Monique Avila*
*I am a college student at Cal State San Bernardino*
*I'm gonna major in psychology, hopefully i will become a psychiatrist, but if i dont have the drive to study that long i will become a high school counselor*
*I used to have a passion to write poetry, but i lost it...i hope to find my way back someday soon*
*I have a great boyfriend...Cem is the greatest, he makse me so happy and im glad i have a guy like him in my life!!!*
*I love to listen to music, it is a huge influence in my life*
*I love slip-on shoes, especially vans!!!*
*I love quotes!*
*The quote "Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop" is such a lie because love never ends, or it was never love to begin with.*
*I can be a very fun person depending on my mood*
*I love black hairties*
*I am a super romantic freak that loves romance...i just love it and I love to spoil the guy i care about...Romance...love!*
*i like to hang out with my best friend Gaby, there is never a dull moment for the two of us*
*Bees are super cute!!! i love them!!! i just dont want to get stung by them!*
*sports are great, i love softball, tennis, and volleyball*
*watch TV once in a while...mostly prison break*
*I have a job at Deseret Industries Thrift Store*
*Llamas rock the hardest!!! uh huh, some day llamas will take over the world!!!! just wait, they are one cool creature*
*I love food, especially chili cheese fries, olives, applesauce, fruit cocktail, gushers, oreos, peanut butter and jelly, and so much more !!!!*
*I am a very picky eater... i dont like a lot of the stuff "normal people" like...like cake, pie, cupcakes, chinese food, sometimes i dont like pizza, i like the freezer kind a lot better, and there is a lot of stuff i will not eat...trust me, it annoys people after a while.*
*I like to play mini-golf, air hocky, arcade games...even that dance game that i have no idea what i am doing on. i like to go bowling, it is so fun and awesome. i also like to go fishing, it is cool when you catch something and it also gives you time to relax and think about life.*
* My favorite band is fall out boy..they give me butterflies and every time i hear their stuff(which is like 5000039953702758 times a day) i feel like it is the best thing i have ever heard in the entire world*
*I love the songs "calm before the storm" amd "Im like a lawyer with the way im always trying to get you off(me and you) by fall out boy, they are so beautiful!*
*i have a lot of fears...im so scared of car accidents♥ im scared to cross a busy street♥getting a terminal illness♥ burning alive♥suffocation♥being alone in my love life, without the one i miss daily and love with all my heart forever and ever♥amounting to nothing in life♥dead bodies at a wake...they look so creepy with the make-up and mask thingy♥being extremely fat...im almost there though...i better watch it and get on a diet♥really horrible teeth are scary, braces are sexy though♥music never being in existance♥
*Ummm... what else is there to say? i guess if you wanna know more then ask me. dont be scared, more than likely i will respond*
That's my cat!!!

My Interests

[WRITE POETRY]
[softball]
[tennis]
[chili cheese fries]
[penut butter and jelly]
[I love to eat olives]
[I love to listen to music]
[watch music videos]
[sing in the shower...he he he]
[I am a huge sports freak, even though i cant guarantee i am good at anything other than softball and tennis...ohhh,and newly found volleyball]
[ahhhhh, fall out boy is a huge interest of mine. they are the best and i love them.....i wish i can make a mini of them and carry them around in my pocket all the time!]
[handcuffs are sexy]
[Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A handsome man walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity]
[they say dreams are the windows to the soul]
[It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be.]
[Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why.]

I'd like to meet:

·I'm not exactly sure who I would like to meet...just whoever is someone i can have a good time with, someone understanding because i hate narrow minded people. im pretty happy with the people i know, but i guess meeting new people is always cool·

SEXY

Its A Bee!! ..
Buzz!!! .. ..

Music:



~FALL OUT BOY!!!!(i love you)~Panic! At The Disco!!!!~Red Jumpsuit Apparatus!!!~My Chemical Romance!!!!!!~System Of A Down!!!!!!~Forever In Fall!!!!~Silverstien!!!~Cartel!!!!~Head Automatica!!!!~30 Seconds To Mars~Staind~Armor For Sleep~The Academy Is...~Underoath~The All American Rejects~Chevelle~Default~Nickelback~Incubus~Linkin Park~Yellowcard~Green Day~Foo Fighters~3 Days Grace~Hawthorne Heights~Avenged Sevenfold~Reliant K~Amber Pacific~Avril Lavigne~Evanescense~Matchbook Romace~Motion City Soundtrack~Senses Fail~Flyleaf~Plain White T's~Paramore~Crossfade~Papa Roach~Weezer~Coheed And Cambria~Red Hot Chili Peppers~The Used~Taking Back Sunday~Disturbed~Godsmack~Switchfoot~Creed~Mariah Carey~Christina Aguilera~Ashanti~Usher~Kelly Clarkson~Carry Underwood~Rascal Flatts~Kieth Urban~Kenny Chesney~Shania Twian~Some Of Chamillionaires Shit~Oh...Nelly's Grillz!!~Temptations~Marvin Gaye~Al Green~James Brown~Kieth Sweat~
My Fall Out Boy!!



peter!!!!

My Chemical Romance
Frank Iero From My Chem Is One Of The Hottest Guys Alive!

Panic! At the disco!
the red jumpsuit aparatus!!!

Movies:

*I love the notebook*
*Save the last dance*
*freaky friday*
*little nicky*
*The hercules disney movie*
*The mulan disney movie*
*The goodfellas*
*freddy crougar movies*
*Fools Rush In*
*Dirty Dancing*
*Dirty Dancing, Havana Nights*
*jason movies*
*michael meyers movies*
*titanic*
*love movies*
*The parent trap*
*fever pitch*
*a league of their own*
*the rookie*
*angels in the outfield*
*Any movie that has to do with baseball*
*billy madison*
*mr.deeds*
*(adam sandler movies)*



Television:

{TV}i dont watch too much TV anymore...but the one thing i will not miss for the world is PRISON BREAK!!!! that show is the shit!!! i am so in love with it, from episode one all the way to the present i am in love...i must always watch it...so during the season from 8-9 dont bother me!!! i also like Tyra Banks and mmm....i dont watch too much tv anymore!{TV}

Books:

^I like to read magazines and poetry^
^some books are great too^
^oh, dont forget i love to read the menu at restraunts^

BEST FRIENDS!!!

Heroes:

♥well my friends duhh....and my family♥



♥MY COUSIN MARISSA MURRAY♥ all the times i have spent with her, there is never a moment where i wish to take back. she is so important to me and i love her so much...shit, she is my future maid of honor!!!! i love you my marzy
♥MY BEST FRIEND GABY FRANCO♥ she is the best and i am so glad to have her in my life. she is always there for me when i need her and i hope i have been asa good a friend to her as she has to me. i dont know where i would be without her. were like sisters, well i practically live with her...im always at her house hangin out.
♥Fall out boy♥ i love these guys, from them, to their lyrics, to their music videos, to everything...i love them so much and i worship then so much...i would be so fricking lame without them!
♥SANDRA RODRIGUEZ♥ my sandy lamb. well im VERY gald i met her. she is hilarious and she means a lot to me. im so glad i made an attempt to talk to her and be her friend. she is a homie for life. too bad she always tries to steal my men ;)
♥my friend david...aka llama♥ david is one of the coolest out there and i have a lot of llama love for this kid!!! he is always there to listen and to talk when i need him...thanks llama!!!! i cant thank him enough for what he does for me, i love him to death and he is one of the greatest out there. llama pride yo!
♥Softball is also my hero!!! i love it!!!♥

My Blog

the word love

i have always wondered what it is like, how it is supposed to feel.  i thought i felt love once, but unfotrunately i was mistaken.  i would never consider it as a waste of time, i consider i...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:48:00 PST

talk shows on mute-incubus

Take a bow pack on powder, wash 'em out with buzzing lights. Pay an au- -dience to care; 'Impress me' personality.   Still and transfixed the electric sheep are dreaming of your face. Enjoy you f...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:28:00 PST

letting go

when you broke my heart, i thought you were done, i didnt know you were going to come back and stomp all over it and cram it in the dirt, making it die out so slowly and sick.  i didnt know that ...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 10:42:00 PST

I feel the wonderful day dream through your soul

"I feel the wonderful day dream through your soul" By: Monique Avila I look out of my window and up at the night's sky, seeing nothing but fog and darkness. I am unable to see the stars, unable to mak...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:11:00 PST

Your Guardian Angel

The Redjumpsuit Apparatus When I see your smileTears roll down my faceI can't replaceAnd now that I'm strong I have figured outHow this world turns cold and it breaks through my soulAnd I know Ill fin...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:40:00 PST

44 Things a Girl Would Die For

1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly Are YOU remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with y...
Posted by ♥Monique♥ on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:50:00 PST