Love me or Hate me,am just being myself!Why try to pretend am something am not,so if you speak to me am just being me.Meam theres no point trying to be cool when your not lol!!Your peeps might not understand what the fuck am going on about,its ok coz either do i sometime but i dont care what others think about moi,can make your own mind up about me!!Some may think im quiet but im loud and alert once you get to know me. im more of a listener than a speaker!
There aint too much to say about my life,life is what you make of it and at the end of the day i just try to make peeps around who mean the most to me happy and they make me who i am today and dont want to change that.
Well i love my music such bands like HIM,Deftones,Misfits,Eighteen Visons(Vanity),Slayer,Bring me and Motorhead those bands i cant live without and listen to everyday and make me happy.Dont think i have gone awhole day without listening to music and dont think i could live without it.I love getting my pay and going into town and buying a heap of albums and just going home and chilling out to listen to music,one of the many things that make moi happy.Music is the best sort of drug and the only drug i need well expection for booze of course!Well i listen to a whole range of music mean i dont just listen to metal,but most time i do,just be broing listening to the same gender all the time.It all depends on my mood and what i am feeling like.I would like to say that i am happy most of the time so i listen to metal alot and it makes me happy.
Tattoos are another love of mine,any shape,size,colours,black and greys.I love them all.I currently have five and it aint going to stop there,yeah tatoos are additived am not going to lie but not just get anything inked on my body,its going to be there for the rest of my life.The ones i have done so far are to show my love for the band HIM,one of the bands that have helped me in my life.It might not mean alot to other peeps but it means alot to me and really happy with them and alot of thanks goes to kev at Draconian tattoo for making it happend check them out at www.draconiantattoo.com/.Well plans are already made for another addition and just have to wait and see.It will be something different this time and will try to be differnet.Any ideas are welcome!!
Also love my booze,helps me stay sane and enjoying the time off my work and going out with my friends in the town mostly at Moshulu or Bassment,the only real places worth wasting your cash in aberdeen.Well my opinion.So anyone welcome to join in at the end of the day the more the better.
One thing i want to do is travel,i want to see most of the world before i die,see the places and sites i never of dreamed of seeing.Life too short to stay at home and moan about life.Am wanting to do something for me and traveling is something i really want to do.Maybe get a tan for once mean you dont get much sun offshore.
Oh well the only real important things to be in my life is my family and close friends.They make the person i am today.I try my best to make them happy and others around me happy.Life is too short to hate peeps and can only try to get on with everyone,but that never happends,life aint perfect far from it,just have to make the most of it.Everyones different and have there own ways,but aint going to stop me form enjoying myself with my family and friends.
Thanks for wasting your time to read this shit. ♥
I've been away for every day and every fucking night.
i've seen your eyes, i've seen your eyes, i've seen your eyes.
i've been away for every day and every fucking night.
and with every city, it gets harder.
you gotta mouth like a razor-blade. it cuts so deep.
so kiss my wrists my neck and give me eternal sleep.
you say, you say, I'm only a phone call away.
but for me, this distance is decay.
so line my throat with lipstick and leave my blood for flies.
ill gurgle the blues under a sea of lies.
before you take me to sea, let me kiss the bride.
now take my body to the shore and ill wait for the tide.
i will always love you. but i need pills to sleep
i have always failed you. so throw away my memories.
