About Me
I’m the type of girl that is determined, and wants nothing but the best out of life. I hate college, but becoming a special ed teacher is exactly what I’ve always wanted to do. I strive for helping people, it’s what i've always done. Happiness is brought to you by other people, and I believe that making another person happy can bring happiness onto you. Life is a struggle, but I know I definitely don’t have it bad. I used to wear my heart on my sleeve until I fell in love. That all changed once my heart was broken by the one person who meant the world too me. But, I guess I learned an important lesson from that; don’t ever think the world on anyone, because the one person that means everything to you is usually the one that fucks you over completely. Trust issues? .:* Yah I have them… I don’t trust easy, fuck up my trust, and you’re out of my life completely. I want to say that I believe everyone has a soul mate, but more and more everyday that seems to be proven differently. It’s hard to find someone that I’m into, my friends say I’m picky but I don’t believe so. Is it so hard to want a guy that has a job and a car? Goes to school or wants to in the future? And must have ambition in life? I’m doing it all, then why can’t he? A relationship is a two way street, both have duties they should follow through. My morals are important to me, and you will find that out really quick. It’s hard to get me to do something I don’t believe in, and if I feel the slightest bit against something, I won’t do it. I’m a virgin, and in the recent months I’ve realized a guy isn’t looking for a girl like me. They’re looking for someone who will give it up easy, and someone who is on call for them at all hours of the day and night. Don’t expect to know what I’m doing 24/7 I don’t answer to anyone. Although I thought about changing my morals to fit in, I got the best advice ever… “Sweetheart, don’t ever sell yourself out.†I’m 20 years old and uncomfortable with the skin I live in, but aren’t we all. Nobody is ever perfect, or in love with exactly how they are. Life has its ups and downs, believe me I know. It’s hard to believe, but one day… everything will be just the way it’s supposed to be.
