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About Me

The names really as interesting as it sounds.
Christa..not crystal or crystyna..just christa
Im your average teenager really i am..nothing too special.
I got my perks and my crashes, but since this is all "about me" i guess you deserve a half decent explination
You see over the past couple years my eyes have been opened immensely and i have had my hearty dose of reality with all the "perks"it has.
I have had my share of deaths everyone from close friends to distant family friends all with the same result, tears and depression.A vicious cycle i will not even lie but sadly,thats life for you.
I have learned that love is the most important thing a persons got in this world. Without it we wouldn't be.Why you ask? well lets see without love there wouldnt be : passion,heartbreak,freedom,strength,emotion. Anything basically.
Let me tell you i am no stranger to heartbreak but then again who hasnt had their share of letdowns? i just learn to take those experiences and learn from them no ones perfect and when you try to blame other people for your insecurities what a mess youve got. Its all mental no doubt.
I am a writer,not the best but, i dont care we all have our things we are good at. I am also:Self concious, a self perfectionist,self motivater (to my friends of course) an insomniac (no sleep for me), but all this messed up crazyness is what makes me, me and i wouldnt have it any other way, cause thats life and we cant change our current situations just learn from them to prepare for whats ahead.
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What have we gotten ourselves in to?

Be prepared for a rocky road cause baby the best days are behind us now.

My Blog

fighting those demons

my imperfections surround mein those mirrors they drown mehatefuleness may be a crimebut we let of it every timestriving for something artificalin our minds thinking so superificallooking to find ours...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Jul 2009 20:52:00 GMT

memories

on this night when everything seems so perfect, anything can go wrong. time seems to fly by and that moment comes to say goodbye. so she says goodbye as if nothings wrong but she would cry, that night...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:50:00 GMT

amature signs of maturity through success

so like i have some stuff to say here   this school year has been crazy for me thus far made new friends made good grades made good decisions which is ,,,,well good BUT(yes it is the infamous big...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:30:00 GMT

untitled

So many truths drowned out by faith I thought you wouldbe able to understand How easily my heart can brake These tears i shed aren't only from fright They come out as clear as the stars at night There...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 22:37:00 GMT

hidden angel

An angel in our midst One in which everyone confides Sealed with a kiss Forever will she hide Blended in with all the grave faces Yet her smile can light up the darkest places Some need a candle in ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 05:55:00 GMT

my rapp

this rap is mine if u try to steal ill get the trunk monkey on yo buttt!!!   i got my grill in my mouth my hairs blowin south all the people hate cause they aint this great i may be white but w...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 14:31:00 GMT

Haven

In this life we live, sadness dwells From deep within. It breaks through the surface, making want to perish. A stirring in our stomachs, our demise is near. People dying,everyday, and those other ones...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 06:37:00 GMT

new insiders with friends(updated frequently!)

Tiffany:no lno little bboy come back and play! Vikki:yeah i dont think my bro would be chasing her..he might get crabs Me:or another stroke! Alicia:No cookie and monster! Me:are u crazy?!more like the...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 17:15:00 GMT

lately

lately ive been feeling really weird like i dont know how to describe it. Kind of distant like. My friends ahe been acting really strange towards me..some of them have said certain things or done cert...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 17:28:00 GMT

my current philosophy for life....

what i've learned lately through "observing" people in different situations is that..they all have different out looks on life, now i know you're probally thinking,''well i couldve told you that.'' Bu...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:14:00 GMT