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About Me

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I am a single mom of 3 awesome adult kids. Mike is 23, Jen is 21 and Donny is 19.I am a project manager/desk top support tech for the university of iowa and most days i loves my job.I keep very busy with work and taking care of mom and dad but when I find time to relax I love to just cuddle on the couch with a sexy male and watch movies or hang out with muh girls or muh bitches as we call them. I have some of the best friends a girl could ever ask for....both male and female.I love everything and anything to do with the outside. Camping, motorcycle riding, sitting by a campfire watching the stars, watching the sunset over the water, taking the dog to the lake, going for long walks esp in the rain.I am usually described as the life of the party...the instegator of practical jokes, I love to laugh and have a good time and love it when i can make others do the same. But I also love my family (whether that be by blood or friendship) with all my soul and will defend them to the death if need be (you all really do not want to see that side of me).
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I'd like to meet:

A partner in life. A honest partner who does not want you to walk in front of them or behind them but beside them through good times and bad.

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Music:

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Movies:

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Television:

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Books:

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Heroes:

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Wow this is gonna be a long list. First of all my three kids for coming through all we have been through in life and turning out as awesome adults. My parents for always being there and teaching me to never give up and that strength comes from inside. My brother who we buried two years ago for the fight that he fought so hard for so many years and may he finally rest in peace. And finally muh girls, Bobbi, T, Nae, Dolls and Mary. You have showed me strenth, encouragement and what unconditional love is. LOVE ya girls

My Blog

grrrrrrrrr fuck and damn

If you don't like me ranting don't read this. I will start by saying my daughter is NOT a member of yahoo she does not hang in any Yahoo chat rooms and very few have met her. SO she is NOT a god...
Posted by Pammy on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 03:28:00 PST

life truly sucks sometimes :(

I truly don't do the pity party thing very often. I generally hold it together and hold everyone else together and up. Right now I can't i can't even hold myself together. I am sitti...
Posted by Pammy on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:04:00 PST

soul breaking

As a parent we should be able to protect our kids. My daughter Jen is going through hell and not a damn thing i can do about it. God I would go through everything that tore my heart apart ...
Posted by Pammy on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:12:00 PST

My daughter and my life sucking

Ok my place to vent don't want to read it don't. As a parent you are suppose to be able to protect your kids.....fix everything. When that isn't possible it rips out your soul. ...
Posted by Pammy on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 06:24:00 PST

depressed

Jesus am i in a funk mood today. Been a longggggg ass fucking weekend. My daughter is back in the hospital and sorry not sharing details of that. I just really need to curl up in someones arms and ...
Posted by Pammy on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:59:00 PST

goodbye

Letter to my demon For all the nightmares I have I hate you For all the memories of abuse and all the years i lived in fear i hate you For the memories of what my children went through because...
Posted by Pammy on Thu, 15 May 2008 05:19:00 PST

i was ok with this and thennnnnnn

WOW what a couple of months it has been. I truly was doing awesome with the whole me and Russ break up thing. Which means it should of been over a long time ago. Ve...
Posted by Pammy on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:26:00 PST

you knew the crack was coming LOL

God how everything in this saying fits. NO matter WHAT or WHO tries no one will EVER EVER break me.God knows he tried. God knows he failed again. How fucking god damn stupid am...
Posted by Pammy on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:07:00 PST

reflection

I am not sure why I feel so disconnected this week. It could be because my parents are gone, mike is out of town for the holidays or I miss my bro so bad I can feel him.So now i feel like reflecting o...
Posted by Pammy on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 04:07:00 PST