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About Me

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I am a girl. I am short and I have green eyes and blondish hair. I am gifted. I am special. I love desperately. I work hard for what I want. I love reading. I always get what I want. I am perfect. I am fierce and I am wonderfully flawless in every way. I should win contests more often. I hate sticky things. I am in my own head too much. I am independent--even from you. I have a tendency to freeze up at the worst times. At these times I need mobilized. I miss Justin, and his death seems to get harder instead of easier. I haven't gotten flowers in years. I don't prefer the easy way--and I don't cry. I am amazing. You are lucky to know me.
Currently involved in: 19th Century Literature and Literary Criticism, being joyful-because the world owes me nothing, finding happiness on my own terms, embracing my future, forgetting regrets, loving consistently and fully-even those who don't love me consistently or fully, finding my role in life and following the path to get there safely, exploring things in the world, reacting to other people's actions, school, Flips (Jeesh those things are addicting) and Soma.
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My Interests

literary criticism, music, gender studies, psychology, AIDS, Gay stuff, celebrity gossip, dancing, playing...feminism, religion, reading, physics, dane cook, photography, boys and girls, hip hop, parties, explosions, escapes, action...JAZZ HANDS

I'd like to meet:

Ani difranco, Michael Jackson, Elie Wiesel, John Galt, The girl who is sometimes at the register, Harry Potter, someone who loves me unconditionally..

AND:

Music:

Coheed & Cambria, Muse, The Organ, TPain, GirlTalk, Ani Difranco, T.I., Matisyahu, The Get Up Kids, The Anniversary, Coldplay, Janis Joplin, Muse, The Lust (heh), Modest Mouse, Rufus Wainright (sp??), Andrew Bird, Bright Eyes, Cursive, Coldplay, Mars Volta, Everything else thats good...

Television:

The Office, The L Word

Books:

Atlas Shrugged, The Fountainhead, other Ayn Rand and all Oscar Wilde, Haruki Murakami, Alexander Pope, Harry Potter...I have a lot of books and I've read and loved a lot...

Heroes:

Elie Wiesel, my friend Justin, those who struggle more than me and happily work through more than me, those who inspire me, those who inspire dreams in me, those who change things, Harry Potter, and this guy:

My Blog

Dreaming More-My New Art

Construction site. Rain. Raining, we (us and chloe) jump into the car, drive for dinner/my sister-her son wanting to work in Guatemala for the economic depression (in spanish). A picture on ...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 08:44:00 PST

Dreams freak me out

This morning I woke up at 6, set the alarm for 7 and went back to sleep. I had a dream where I was trying desperately to find a parking spot downtown (Bloomington) at night and everything was either b...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 04:24:00 PST

12yr old survey... woot

Is there someone who you would do anthing just to put a smile on their face?YesWould you hide your feelings from them if you knew it would hurt them if you told?Depends on what the feelings are about....
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 05:07:00 PST

Decapitation

A man, Donald, died on the railroad tracks outside of Eigenmann. ...I feel sick. He was decapitated by the train. I don't have much else to say.
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:34:00 PST

Abandonment

Last night my friend stumbled, crying, lost, over to Ashton where I forced him to drink water and eat Nutrigrain bars. This morning he's still lying asleep in my other room, cold and alone. I wonder ...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 06:01:00 PST

Concerned/Life Strategies

I love you. And its awesome/horrible at the same time :]
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:17:00 PST

Could I be a Work-a-Holic?

So now that I have nothing to do.... I am confused about my life. haha. I don't know what to do anymore. I slept until 12:30 today and woke up to angry texts from my lady friend asking when we were go...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 10:12:00 PST

this close

To absolutely having a nervous breakdown.This is out of control.But I looked through some old blogs of mine and found this beautifully depressing one about an old love interesting. It made me want to ...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 03:56:00 PST

Lesbians are Awesome

Tomorrow I'm going to go for a really long run, put my hair up in a fancy, messy bun, and head to a meeting with a grad advisor to talk about who knows what and maybe my research project. Its a little...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 04:40:00 PST

At the McNair Camp...

... I realized that there are still people in the world that I actually like. ..... its.. a . miracle.. (I don't really hate people that much. .. or do i?)...
Posted by CandiceIsARobot on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 07:09:00 PST