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♪Future Mrs. Tunnell♪

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About Me

I have this strange philosophy on life, love and religion. I think life is to short to not live it. You cant be angry, hold grudges, or take bullshit. If some one pisses you off, just no that in the long run it will come back to them.Love is an amazing thing, there are so many ways to love some one, be it family, friends, loved ones or lovers. Some love isn't worth risking, others not to be lost. You will never truly no love till your child takes their first breath and looks up at you for the first time.Religion is a whole other world to me. I believe that we are living in purgatory. The place that you go before your judgment that is between heaven and hell, sounds like life to me. By the graces of God I will be in the most beautiful existence some day, looking down from the heavens at the world I left behind......I feel strongly about forms of art, not much like many these days. Look around the room.....you have things sitting a particular way, you have the room arranged very much to your liking. Any one else would have done it differently. Look in the mirror, your hair is a certain color, fixed just the way you like it, your make up just the way it should be. Your clothes are just the style that fits you the best. These are all forms of art to me, along with music, words of all kind, paintings, pictures, the world is full of art. People just don't open their eyes to see it. We take to many things for just being there.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet some one who isn't going to hurt me in one way or another, even unintentional heart ache is still heart break. I would like to meet some one who is strong enough to love me, open enough to understand how amazingly interesting I am and can be, secure enough to let me follow my dreams and passions at full throttle, and just as amazing, as interesting, with just as much love to share, and just as many dreams and passions to follow, that needs some one strong by their side to help push them upon their journey. But this person does not exist......if he does, then I am undeserving of his love and affection, for I do not receive any.......I was wrong......I met the man of my dreams, and I am loving him more and more with every breath I take....and the founder of the Suicide Girls

Music:

I am usually hardcore heavy metal, but I am very eclectic when it comes to music. I listen to everything, with the small exception of rap and country. I love some classical and old school blues. I like old old old country, such as Johnny Cash, Marty Robbins, Loretta Lynn and so forth. Mushroomhead is by far my favorite band ever, but Johnny Cash has my utmost respect as a musician. I love music that you can hear the blood sweat and tears that is pouring into it from the souls of those that strive so hard to express themselves to the world. To many take for granted, or lose sight of how much power a musical soul possesses.

Movies:

My favorite movie of all time is What Dreams May Come, but I have a secret love for kill bill, I love old horror movies, and even some as messed up as Cecile BeDemented, thats funny........

What Dreams May Come

Television:

I don't watch TV, it drains your brain cells

Heroes:

My hero is my father, he is ten times the man most men are, and if I could be with a man 1/4 of the man my daddy is, I would be so proud, only a country boy will do.Maybe 1/4 is an extreme under exaggeration, my country boy is well deserving of all my love.

My Blog

Dreams come true

I can't stop thinking about himI can't stop this smileI can't stop wanting moreI have to hold on for a whileI can't wait to see himI can't wait to hold his handI can't wait to be the oneI don't think ...
Posted by jFuture Mrs. Tunnellj on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:11:00 PST

I never thought you’d love me to

I never thought I would see the dayI closed my eyes and felt this wayI never thought it would feel just rightWhen his arms hold me tightI will forever want to give you moreI hope you never close this ...
Posted by jFuture Mrs. Tunnellj on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:04:00 PST

Atmospheric Outreach

I’ll try so hard, until I’m deadtry to forget the words you saidI hang on tight and hold on strongAlways told I am wrongwhy try again? I always failDigging myself deeper into the HellThe w...
Posted by jFuture Mrs. Tunnellj on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 01:15:00 PST