I would love to meet some one who isn't going to hurt me in one way or another, even unintentional heart ache is still heart break. I would like to meet some one who is strong enough to love me, open enough to understand how amazingly interesting I am and can be, secure enough to let me follow my dreams and passions at full throttle, and just as amazing, as interesting, with just as much love to share, and just as many dreams and passions to follow, that needs some one strong by their side to help push them upon their journey. But this person does not exist......if he does, then I am undeserving of his love and affection, for I do not receive any.......I was wrong......I met the man of my dreams, and I am loving him more and more with every breath I take....and the founder of the Suicide Girls
I am usually hardcore heavy metal, but I am very eclectic when it comes to music. I listen to everything, with the small exception of rap and country. I love some classical and old school blues. I like old old old country, such as Johnny Cash, Marty Robbins, Loretta Lynn and so forth. Mushroomhead is by far my favorite band ever, but Johnny Cash has my utmost respect as a musician. I love music that you can hear the blood sweat and tears that is pouring into it from the souls of those that strive so hard to express themselves to the world. To many take for granted, or lose sight of how much power a musical soul possesses.
My favorite movie of all time is What Dreams May Come, but I have a secret love for kill bill, I love old horror movies, and even some as messed up as Cecile BeDemented, thats funny........
What Dreams May Come
I don't watch TV, it drains your brain cells
My hero is my father, he is ten times the man most men are, and if I could be with a man 1/4 of the man my daddy is, I would be so proud, only a country boy will do.Maybe 1/4 is an extreme under exaggeration, my country boy is well deserving of all my love.