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Jana

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About Me


LIFE IS LIFE! What more is there to say!.... Actually a lot more. Finding your true self is only a state of mind... a point of view... Maybe we already are our true selves just at different levels of awareness at any given time. The life we live as an experience... pure experience nothing more and nothing less. What exactly are the choices we make? A pathway to that which is unknown... to create and recreate again over and over again till we fulfill all of the things we have set out to. The hardest part of life... is living. We can talk about it all we want... we can judge someone without knowing what they are about.. but until you have lived it .. until you have fulfilled the totality of the experience... we will never be able to understand the true essence of the experience. Let us love... let us sit here and just live in the present..... a true present the greatest gift of all. Aren't we always in the here and now? Is the future a true future... or just another moment in time that exists simultaneously. Accepting myself as human has been the biggest challenge of all. The walk of life.. the view of failure... picking oneself up and doing it all over again. The hardest part of life... walking the walk... talking to the talk.. and not looking down upon ones self when you perceive your actions as a failure. I hate humanity as much as I love it... The ying and yang ... you cannot know one without the other... so is any more important. Well anyways enough of my insane rambling! IF anyone has gotten to the end of this rant, I applaud you for being crazy as well! But hey who wants to live in a box! It is so square.

My Blog

Rambling bullcrap

Another piece of shit writing. Madness in a Box Inhaling the extremities of one thought.Exhaling the poisons that taint reality.Dampening that which doesn't exist.Why does seeing hurt so much.Over an...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:09:00 GMT

Rambling....

Part of me hopes that no one will read this... but I have "suffered" too long in silence putting on a smiling face to hide what really lies beneath.  I can no longer hide what I really am.  ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 21:17:00 GMT

Just a few words to vent

Ok so I usually am not all into talking about my inner feelings, but hey I am working on it.  SO I thought I might just vent using a few words... and maybe just maybe it may help me feel better.F...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 01:11:00 GMT

Thought I would post this poem of mine just some simple ramblings

The Outlet Within MeEmotions attached to wordsWords being the enemySymbols upon symbolsNever conveyingLogic attached to meaningIn a state of stoneTo stay to stay Never to be madeThe state of mindWhat ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 16:46:00 GMT

First Blog a survey a friend sent me

My first Blog Posting WOOHOO!!! And what do you know it is a survey... she must of known I was bored *winks* 1. Who are you? Jana2. Are we friends? Yes3. When and how did we meet? We met in 2001 throu...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 19:23:00 GMT