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Nicole

sidderbear

About Me

Love and love and happy afternoons
Female
18 years old
Dinuba, California
United States
I'm Nicole. I live in the valley, "CenCal" on 30 acres where the orchards surround me. My life used to be all about my friends, but they left. Now I find myself sitting at home with Lou and Split most days. I go to Reedley. If you don't ever see me, it's because I take evening classes. My best friend is Jaime, the sista from anotha mista. My bff/l is Jared, simply amazing and hilarious guy. I'm starting to enjoy school more! My teacher is turning me into a tree hugger :] no complaints there! No major.. yet. I'm a bit of a smart ass and love sarcastic folk. Dane Cook and Conan are more of a religion to me. Anyone who knows me knows I really really really love computers. I'm a big huge nerd. Computers, studying, and cleaning keep me busy. I love talking on the phone, especially to Holly. I laugh and smile at everything. Boys are fun, I'm waiting for the right one though. Music isn't life, I love it though. No, I can't tell you who the lead singer of the band is. I just listen and enjoy, that's all. I'm a tall, blue-green eyed, Croatian girl who absolutely loves her cousins and family. I'm laid back, honest, and I guarantee I will make you laugh. My dogs, ah my babies more like it! Things I thought that mattered before, really have no meaning anymore. I guess that's it, you're welcome lol.
I hang out with these assholes.

My Interests



Family
Jaime THE bff
Holidays
Hunks
My dogs
Friends
Graphic design "stuff"
Arts & crafts
Computers
Camera
Working out
Tanning
Pilates body
Eyeliner
Guitar
School
Sleeping in
Clearance racks
Purevolume
Googling
Writing
Mango-A-Go-Go
Baked Hot Cheetos
Holding hands
Loveee

Bitches onlyyyyy.

I'd like to meet:

You, Stud.

The greatest group of friends to grow up with. I'll miss every one of them :(

Music:

Mainly rock, screamo, alternative, and country.
Although I listen to everything.
A Change of Pace, The All-American Rejects, Amber Pacific, Armor For Sleep, As Cities Burn, Atmosphere, At the Drive-In, Ben Harper, Blink-182, Brad Paisley, Brand New, Carrie Underwood, Chiodos, Cute is What We Aim For, The Dangerous Summer, Dashboard Confessionals, Death Cab For Cutie, DJ Skee, Earlimart, The Early November, Emanuel, Emery, Eve 6, Flight 409, The Fray, The Game, Halifax, Hawthorne Heights, Hollywood Undead, Homegrown, Incubus, Irving, Jack's Mannequin, Jason Mraz, Jaimes Elsewhere, Jaime's voice, Jessica Simpson, Keith Urban, Kenny Chesney, The Killers, Lil' Jon, Madina Lake, The Mars Volta, Matchbook Romance, The Matches, Matthew West, Mickey Avalon, Muse, Naughty By Nature, OAR, The Panty Lions, Paramore, Pepper, Phantom Planet, Pine Marten, Pitbull, The Postal Service, Queens of the Stone Age Quietdrive, Rascal Flatts, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Remedy (Reedley), RJD2, Rocky Votolato, Rufus Wainwright, Saosin, Say Anything, Secondhand Serenade, She Wants Revenge, Silverstein, Slightly Stoopid, Something Corporate, The Spill Canvas, The Strokes, Sublime, Sugarland, Taking Back Sunday, Taylor Swift, The Temptations (MoTown), Thrice, Too $hort, UnderOATH, The Used, Valencia, The Valley, Wakefield, Ying Yang Twins, 311, just to name a few.

Movies:

Goodfellas, Casino, A Bronx Tale, Blow, Scarface, Knocked Up, Phantom of the Opera, The Prestige, What Lies Beneath, Grease, Tristan and Isolde, The Hot Chick, Alpha Dog, lots.

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Big Brother, Dateline (Medical Mysteries, Investigation, To Catch a Predator, etc.), Conan O'Brien, Friends, Dr. Phil, Law & Order (all), Seinfeld, The OC, 90210, Lost, That 70s Show, some MTV shows.

Books:

Smack and Weeping Willow

Heroes:



My Mama Lou!

My Blog

attempt cuatro failed

some nights i stay up in bedall night just thinkingdrowning in my tearswondering and waiting...haunted by the pastbut oh so fucking forgivingnever forget the hurt and painthat you've caused so much of...
Posted by Nicole on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 03:36:00 PST

attempt three failed

backed into the corner with nowhere to gofeeling claustrophobic with no room to growi'm feelin' trapped inside this body of minemy soul is trying to break through the waiting linewith a push and a sho...
Posted by Nicole on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:43:00 PST

attempt dos failed

gettin' down to the wire, it's over and done withabout time to retire, & too late to plea the fifthcheck exhibit one, pictures of blood stainsshot with a gun, then buried the remainspack up your stuff...
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 01:49:00 PST

attempt one failed

i said without myspace i'd do something productive like read my book which i havent and i said i'd write a song with my guitar and i haven't but i did however get bored while i was absent for two days...
Posted by Nicole on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:00:00 PST