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***If I don't know you, Im not adding you. Message me and I'll think about it.***I'm tired of trying to make people happy..I'm tried of trying to make people like me....Either you like me or you don't..no happy medium and honestly, I don't care anymore. I've tried way to hard for way to long and now, the shit has hit the fan and nothing matters anymore.
If you're my friend and you've been with me through this, thank you. I love you all...you are few and far btwn. But thank you for being there for me.
I honestly don't understand how or why it's been taken as "minipulation" with some of you...that's your choice, but just to let you know..to this day I'm STILL confused as to what the hell you're talking about.
I'm in a relationship with someone who cares about me more then many people have. I love him and I don't give a fuck what you guys think of us. I'm tired of hearing that you don't like him, that you don't like us together, that I'm not good enough for him, that he's not good enough for me...that you want to fuck him, that you HAVE fucked him,that you made out with him in a store in the mall 3 years ago, I DONT CARE. Don't come to me with it, I'm not going to listen to it anymore. My relationship is mine, and what happens is our business, not yours.
My best friend is the only person that I have thats real anymore. Rachel, you mean the world to me, I hope you know that. Im sorry that I dont tell you that more, but hun, you are..you're the best thing that's been around me for a long ass time. I love you, you are my sister, you are the only thing that's kept me sane over these years. I love you.
As for my family, they mean the world to me. My sister has become more and more close to me and I'm starting to open up with her more...I like that. I want a sister around who can be "sisterly" if you know what I mean. I love her more then I let her know...I wish there was a non-mushy way to let her know..I guess for now, this is all I can do. She means a lot to me...she really does. My brothers are crazy..not much to say about them..it would take to much space. I love all my babies..(my nieces and nephews) THEY ROCK!! Brats are they all, but I wouldn't give them up for the world.
Other then that, not much to say..if you've made it this far, i praise you. Send me a message and I'll add you..
