Courtnei,
I Finally have realised when something is thrown away it is always best to leave it be. Nothing can be repaired to new again. My life is like a roller coaster, I've been threw a lot of shit threw my life , More then you'd understand, but i hold my head high like my noise is bleeding. I like to believe i have grown up alot in the past year, I have learnt so much about myself, people and life its self. People will exaggerate stories, put blame on one another, Bitch about one and other and start to believe their own lies, but at the end of the day its what matters in your own heart. If i let you in then your one in a million. I don trust many, Due to past experiences. I've made a lot of mistakes but i don't regret any thing, because at one point in time it would of been exactly how i wanted it. i forgive easily, butt i don't forgive because I'm weak, i forgive because im strong enough to now that everybody makes mistakes. my boyfriend & son mean the world to me, nothing can explain the love i have for them. i have the best friends that i adore, have my own house, im independent. my life is actually coming together :)