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Darlene

The gateway to anothers heart & soul is seeing things others cannot within ones eyes...

About Me

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"We have women in the military, but they don't put us in the front lines. They don't know if we can fight, if we can kill. I know we can. All the General has to do is walk over to the women and say, "You see the enemy over there? They say you look fat in those uniforms."

Born June 30,1970, I am a Cancer with all the traits to match.

My kids are my energy, heart, soul, mind, & my best friends. Been married twice,that didn't go so well,so now I am divorced and sitting here starring at my walls most of the time because during the school year my kids live the next town over. I think I scare the men in Wisconsin with my ability to think for myself and low bullshit tolerance.I'm exceedingly laid back however, and it takes a lot to offend me or piss me off. Right now I spend most of my time trying to keep myself occupied with the Tunes Radio Network as their station manager and continue to wrestle with my own demons.

I never really made many friends in this state. In my own unique way I guess I am attractive, my hair is pretty short right now because I had to undergo some chemo this past year....I'm still here ain't I. I refuse to give up on myself that easily. I'm done with the bar seen and rarely drink (I can live life without it), don't do drugs,although I do smoke & drink a lot of coffee though.

If you give me a chance, I'll give you a chance. Life isn't about fortune and fame,and who has the biggest toys... it's about staying true to yourself & being real.

Proudly inked(I think I'm up to 14 or so now and still have plans for more....addicting habit.), pierced (ears,eyebrow,tongue, & navel,nose),most people don't even realize I have any of the above mentioned until I start pointing them out, I usually only have a tongue ring in these days. I also run with scissors, play with matches,and test out Red Rider BB guns just to get people upset.

Don't judge me & I promise to not judge you.One of the main reasons I left my hometown was to get away from a whole lot of ignorant,narrow-minded, people who don't know how to view life outside-the-box. That's not me judging, that's a fact.

Now, not to float my own litle boat but, I am probably one of those people who can 9 times out of 10 say "been there,dont that" & knows a little about anything & everything (I cal it being a cornacopia of useless information..."I'll take Theology for $1000 Alex!") and what I do not know, I research so I'm prepared for the next time I'm asked about it so I don't feel under-educated. I always do what I say I am going to do, never turn down a challenge, & some of my friends have voted me "most likely to moon a bus full of tourists for 10 bucks."

I am overly opinionated,blunt,sincere,honest and these are things about me that have gotten me far in life.

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My Interests

Things that go bump in the night. I like knowing about the unknown. Classic Rock, Classic Cars, Harleys, reptiles & other exotic animals....I'm tomboy sue me....I've been known to hunt & fish more than just a few times. I like riding the BIG rides ....over, and over, and over. Wax museums freak me out, that's just not natural. I like checking new places out, crusin' around just to take in some new scenery or hanging out with friends on whatever coast I choose to fly or drive to. I'm just a simple person with very simple hopes & dreams with a very deviant side.

I'd like to meet:

Music:

VISIT ME AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/SKYESLABYRINTH


I miss the 80's. Ozzy/Black Sabbath, Rob Zombie, KISS, Beatles, Boston,Manson, Type 0, Seraphim Shock.... Classic Rock and heavy metal. I Love Blackmore's night. I'm fairly eclectic. I love Celtic and classical as well, it wouldn't be shocking to hear me zoning out to Blackmore's Night or Mozart at any given time.

Movies:

My favorite movies are Waxworks, The Last Castle,Shawshank Redemption, The Green Mile.

I love horror movies though, more so the old B budget ones because they are grosser than anything newer.

Johnny Depp however, is by far my favorite actor, dude is amazing. But, I'd rather spend a night in the dark watching Dr. Gore. Thanks to my friend Jayson, Star Wars traumatized me, I keep having recurring nightmares about dude killing Padawans...

Television:

I'm one of those people who digs the History & Discovery Channels. However, have you ever watch adult swim? Now that's some funny shit right there my friends ! Honestly however, I don't watch much T.V. ,I write a lot instead.



Books:

Volume One of Nightmares, Dreams, & Reality is now available for purchase in either Hardcover or paperback. I would truly appreciate your support as it has taken me many years to complete this project. Volume Two, the short story compilation, will be available very soon ! If these links don't work please tell me. Thanks.

To order Volume One in Paperback(white),Hardcover(Blue), or Paperback with a coil binder(orange) please click on one of the below buttons.


Anything written by Dean R. Koontz.I also recommend "Paradise Lost" and or "Blood of Innocents"


Heroes:

My kids...they tolerate me but, I suppose that goes both ways now doesn't it.

~R.I.P. ~ Jess R. Eidson a.k.a Grandpa, Joan E. Leedberg (Eidson) a.k.a. Auntie Joan,Gary Jones, & Officer Joe Sutherland of the Brockton PD.


My Blog

East Coast Escapades

So, for the past 28 days I've been MIA... My apologies to everyone who I haven't responded to as of late but I'm here on the East Coast sitting in the living room of someone I never thought I'd see ag...
Posted by Darlene on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:05:00 PST

On the 7th day God created a DJ !?

I'm not sure exactly was going through my head the day I signed on with the Tunes Radio Network,got tired of sitting here doing nothing but nothing I suppose, but it was one of better moves this year ...
Posted by Darlene on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:15:00 PST

Rants & Raves

I went to Massachusetts for a few days, stayed with my lifelong friend and her family, and had an awesome time...best I've felt in months actually. It's nice to just sit back and not have to do much b...
Posted by Darlene on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 11:26:00 PST

and....

OK,  so here it is in a tidy little package... I am officially single, again, and I very much OK with that because we are traveling down 2 exceedingly different paths so, time to move on. I need ...
Posted by Darlene on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:53:00 PST

Horrific fate for best pals

Horrific fate for best pals By Marie Szaniszlo and Jessica Fargen Wednesday, July 4, 2007 They were best friends on their way home to Massachusetts after scaling Maine's highest peak, when...
Posted by Darlene on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:42:00 PST

Lots to say in a little time

   Things are going OK other than the fact that I miss Chris like crazy but, what can ya do but take one day at a time and just get through all the bullshit of everyday life. We will be toge...
Posted by Darlene on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:00:00 PST

Hangin in there.....

Well, the kids & I are doing very well and I apologize for taking so long to access a computer that I can actually sit down at and post an updated blow on let alone reply to everyones emails. I'm ...
Posted by Darlene on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:40:00 PST

I don't want to hurt you.....

I think that sometimes the most hurtful thing to hear is "I don't want to hurt you.....", ever notice that it hurts more to hear those words than to not?You know what else hurts? Feeling as if your al...
Posted by Darlene on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:58:00 PST

another health report....

Well, I was inaccurate about my surgery, they've removed everything cancerous from my body which included 10 lymphnoids and a 4.7cm tumor that was located on the upper right lobe of my right lung. One...
Posted by Darlene on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:52:00 PST

Killing Lonliness....

I'll be honest, I hate being single, but as I've always said I'm not the type of person to go bar hoping in hopes that Mr. Right will be starring at me from the bottom of a Morgan's & Coke. To tel...
Posted by Darlene on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST