everywhere,everywhere |
e v e r y w h e r e, e v e r y w h e r e amazing, how grimly we hold onto our misery ever defensive, thwarted by the forces. amazing, the energy we burn fueling our anger. amazing, how one mom... Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 09:14:00 GMT |
Loving Life |
At this very moment how should i feel?should i feel what they want me to feel?shall i give in to everything that is completely out of my control?i am beyond cursed in this dungeon..Dark, Lonely..ther... Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:52:00 GMT |
Four months |
Four months,four fuckng months..Oooooohhhhhh how the time flies...Ha! does it really??i couldn't tell.or could i?I guess today is supposed to be some sort of twisted anniversary.Some kind of joke Yes?... Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:13:00 GMT |
Inspiration for the uninspired |
Continue on your journey.No focus...No love.No hate.Not a care in the world...Without something to live for, we are dead where we stand.we are confused.we are sick.We are finished.There! Have i inspir... Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 03:11:00 GMT |
The untrue yet undiscovered filth of life.. |
...... Oh, world..sweet,loyal,pathetic, unkind human beings! How i love you.I love you so deeply, despite the sick and twisted things that we are and how we feel.For that is reality..pain..anguish...b... Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 02:25:00 GMT |
Somewhere between Heaven and Hell.. |
This morning, the same as every morning, is my hell..
anxiety so thick in my chest. so much pain..
physically hurting from head to toe..
Missing the nost beautiful creature that this earth... Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 08:05:00 GMT |
my wish..my prayer |
Independence..what is the meaning really? finding yourself? Living your own life? tricky tricky i say..but Much needed.
.no matter how much you invest in this other life, this beautiful sou... Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 15:18:00 GMT |
Pain is the blood of the sea and i am now Drowning |
This is so chilling..this cold dead pain i feel.
My heart is no longer because he is not here.
no warmth..just the burning pain of sick death..
so thick. i ache..oh how i ache..oh if he on... Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 18:39:00 GMT |
For our precious Connor.. |
My sweetest angel, i miss you each and everyday,but i know you are in a place,where forever you will play.My sweet little baby,how i yearn to hold you in my arms,even though i know you are in a place,... Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:24:00 GMT |
my angel |
i thought my heart was going to break,
that it had endured more pain that it could take,
how do u live w/ a heart so beaten & battered?
how do u live your dreams if they've ... Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 14:20:00 GMT |