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Layout by CoolChaserI love people with good hearts and who like to have fun. Simple, complex,sweet. Individuals who are true to themselves. i am ready to conquer the world. who wants to come with me? Lets have some fun!!! ;)I am just a girl. A girl with dreams that will come true..A girl with a broken heart...a heart so shattered that i don't know if it can ever be mended. No this is no cry for help, yet it is quite the opposite. It is truth. we all seem to lack that these days..sad really. If you have something to say...say it! Be yourself..express yourself...Love yourself or if you must..i say hate yourself. Some people handle things in life differently. I for one am the first to admit that i wear my heart on my sleeve. Some would say a sign of weakness..Ha! i laugh at them. i think rather that it is truth,it is beauty..it is what is real.

My Blog

everywhere,everywhere

e v e r y w h e r e,       e v e r y w h e r e   amazing, how grimly we hold onto our misery ever defensive, thwarted by the forces. amazing, the energy we burn fueling our anger. amazing, how one mom...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 09:14:00 GMT

Loving Life

At this very moment how should i feel?should  i feel what they want me to feel?shall i give in to everything that is completely out of my control?i am beyond cursed in this dungeon..Dark, Lonely..ther...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:52:00 GMT

Four months

Four months,four fuckng months..Oooooohhhhhh how the time flies...Ha! does it really??i couldn't tell.or could i?I guess today is supposed to be some sort of twisted anniversary.Some kind of joke Yes?...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:13:00 GMT

Inspiration for the uninspired

Continue on your journey.No focus...No love.No hate.Not a care in the world...Without something to live for, we are dead where we stand.we are confused.we are sick.We are finished.There! Have i inspir...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 03:11:00 GMT

The untrue yet undiscovered filth of life..

...... Oh, world..sweet,loyal,pathetic, unkind human beings! How i love you.I love you so deeply, despite the sick and twisted things that we are and how we feel.For that is reality..pain..anguish...b...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 02:25:00 GMT

Somewhere between Heaven and Hell..

This morning, the same as  every morning, is my hell.. anxiety so thick in my chest. so much pain.. physically hurting from head to toe.. Missing the nost beautiful creature  that this earth...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 08:05:00 GMT

my wish..my prayer

Independence..what is the meaning really? finding yourself?  Living your own life? tricky tricky i say..but Much needed. .no matter how much you invest in this other life, this beautiful sou...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 15:18:00 GMT

Pain is the blood of the sea and i am now Drowning

This is so chilling..this cold dead pain i feel.  My heart is no longer because he is not here.  no warmth..just the burning pain of sick death.. so thick. i ache..oh how i ache..oh if he on...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 18:39:00 GMT

For our precious Connor..

My sweetest angel, i miss you each and everyday,but i know you are in a place,where forever you will play.My sweet little baby,how i yearn to hold you in my arms,even though i know you are in a place,...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:24:00 GMT

my angel

i thought my heart was going to break, that  it had endured more pain that it could  take, how do u live w/ a heart so beaten & battered?  how do u live your dreams if they've ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 14:20:00 GMT