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Lost Boy™

My face gos white, deathly pail. Its like i'm leaving a long blood trail...i know im hurt, but i won

About Me

To tell about me, i would have to share what i feel, what i think about , what i want in this world. What i feel, ha, that is a long one. Ive grown up believing that we should all help each other, and that we should stick by each other no matter what. Now don't get me wrong, but that doesn't really happen to often. But that's just one thing i feel. Now of course i date, but most of the girls ive dated have been " cruses", When i do fall in love, idk, something usually happens to mess it up. The girl hurts me really bad, or shes just not that good a girl. For once in my life i would love to just fall for a girl, and not get my heart broken ya know? I mean ive had to fix it up, to hold the pieces together so many times, that i think its broken past the fixing point. To me, feeling are just piece of life we hope to understand, or we hope to at least once, just be able to live through one day, and not be torn in two. My poetry and song writing helps me let go of these painful things that happen, but the fact still remains, they happen..... What i think about. Now this is an easy one. Well i love to go to the park and sit under the tree, and maybe day dream, or write, or wonder what will happen today and tomorrow. I wonder if maybe the bad things in this world or just made up, or not really, truly real. Could it be that we can actually shape are future? Or should we just let are selves fall into this world and become lost? lol, i dont mean to sound so dark, but life is as it should be, and saying the truth is as it should be, but that doesn't mean all thins are wrong, or unfair,no, lol, i have four sisters, and one brother. I love them all, and i wouldn't trade them for the world. Im a teacher that gets to see the laughing, smiling faces of kids having fun. Im a college kid who is ready, or hopes hes ready, for the world. I have great friends, and i have my music. I love skateboarding, and books are the love of my life. Now lets see.....that leaves what i want in life. This is the most important thing, and ill answer it with care. For one, i want to find a girl who will truly love me, who will be there for me, who cares for the things i care for. To find my true love in this world will be hard, and i dont know how long hearts are ment to last, but ill look, and struggle, and risk it, untill i find the one. Im going into the army, and i would love to survive it, lol, but i want to see justice for those who need it. I want to be able to see thing through nature, and life, to be able to understand why thing happen, and know why they shouldn't. I guess that sums me up, well maybe not all of me. But to understand me, you would have to really know me. So, for now, Goodnight, and good luck.Love Myspace Layouts Volcom Myspace Layouts Cute Myspace Layouts Plain Myspace Layouts Verizon Ringtones Abstract Myspace Layouts Alcohol Myspace Layouts Redneck Myspace Layouts Emo Myspace Layouts Dark Myspace Layouts
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My Interests

Well like i said, i like to write, and i like to go to the movies. I like plays, and going to the library. Reading fun for a while, but hanging with friends takes the cake. I love to be with my family to.

I'd like to meet:

Lets see, i would love to meet My Chemical Romance, and maybe Avril Lavigne, and mother1, but thats about it.

Music:

Rock, rock, rock, and maybe rock. lol.

Movies:

Lord of the rings, barney the movie, just my luck, and bob the builder. href="http://www.pyzam.com" border="0" /

Books:

ALEX RIDER!"

Heroes:

My father, my friends chris and sandy, my mother, alex rider, and any one who sticks up for whats right...

My Blog

A New Song For them......

..> Song without meaning.... " Not to think about this would be death, but i cant imagine you again. Take my hand and breath so slitly, ill take you back and hold you tightly. Is are love real this...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Sat, 26 May 2007 07:40:00 PST

This song..." Unstoppable".....

..> This song..." Unstoppable"..... Body: You cant stop this breakable system. But the fact remains you still condemn them. How could you see what was forgotten, but i believe it was really baughto...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Mon, 21 May 2007 09:40:00 PST

As i hit the floor for the last time...

Dyeing's just my way of life, i would love to live without pain or strife. Cant you see I'm no longer strong? All this pain and heart ache, do you really think ill last long? Try me to my limits, see ...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:23:00 PST

Here i go again.....

I walked this corridor a long time, for a while i thought i would lose my mind. But now i see a light, to get to it i will forever fight. Is it going to be worth it, or will all fail, i don't know, an...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Wed, 16 May 2007 05:49:00 PST

Blood runs deep....

Do you have an emptiness inside you? Could it be that you will fall? Is my voice fading inside your head? Do you hear me at all? Is my heart so faint to hear? Do you feel my pain to bear? Can i call y...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:08:00 PST

To let her win would be black.......

She freed me from my bondage, freed me from my pain. But i wont let that win me, or my heart to gain. No girl can tame me, no heart win mine, for i am the speaker, of the lost, and, the divine!
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:25:00 PST

To love her would be my revenge.......

Questions rage through my mind, should i know what they mean? Or should i say what i see? Do i love her, should i care? Is tearing my heart into really right? Do i have to win this fight? Caring is mo...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 07:33:00 PST

Black city....

Wearing black is a sign of need, to feel, to live, to be. What do you base your feelings on? Love, pain, or greed. Im am the speaker for the depressed, i only live to give rest. Many call me the broke...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 11:02:00 PST

Letting go with a mix of pain.....

I meet a person who gives me hope, to live with a beautiful cause. Inside me i dont want to go wrong, to lose her would be a tremendous lose. My heart says one thing, while my mind another. For me thi...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 09:32:00 PST

Love and a gun shot.........

Dead where i stand is dead where i am. Because im not Alive inside myself, ill scream and let my pain all out. Help me, hold me, need me here. Se me through my crying tears. What is love between frien...
Posted by Lost Boy™ on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:56:00 PST