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About Me

well, ok,, i finally have what i have dreamed of my whole life,, HAPPINESS,, i have 3 beautiful children, Sarina Belle 5yrs, Jordan Everett 3yrs and our newest addition,, Gavyn Julius-Zander Hawkins!!! born july 9th 2008,, i have the most wonderful loving man,, and i'm spoiled a bit hehe,,, and a great family that loves me in spite of my spaziness(new word)...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet any old friends that i've lost contact with over the years. also johnny depp,leonardo dicaprio, ludacris,method man

My Blog

major depression

well, the hardest thing about being a parent,, is not being able to BE a parent.. i have 3 beautiful children,, but i have not seen the older two for year now,,  A WHOLE YEAR,, that's 365 days of miss...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 14:17:00 GMT

baby name

well,, i don't really want to let out much,, only a select few actually know what we are namin this little guy already,, and if you're one of those,, please don't let it out.. i'll just say we're gonn...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 11:05:00 GMT

credits for the first three tracks coming out on my mans nu album called the seed

first three track listing credits for my album the seed due out soon Current mood: dissolved Category: dissolved Music ============================================================ ===================...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 04:05:00 GMT

i love him

i love him,,,, i love him,,,,, i love him.... it is the best feeling in the world yet it is nearly indescribable,,, the way he makes me feel and how happy he makes me... the the slightest thought of h...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 18:28:00 GMT

sometimes

sometimes...being a mom is lot harder than i ever expected it to be. and sometimes, yes, i want to give up; but something inside of me wont let me .. so i keep going, no matter how hard it is or how f...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 08:27:00 GMT

the worst fuckin weekend...well almost

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this has been the one of the worst weekends of my whole fuckin life.......... first of all had to get my lil nephew taken by the police to get some menta...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 15:51:00 GMT