About Me
He is a shy kidd, who thinks he isn't worth your time. He once thought no one would love him, and now he has realized people do. The catch is they are afraid to admit it to him. His name is Stephen, his other conscience is " Roy " , and Spawn . He wears dark clothes, as a test. To see if anyone will still walk up to him and talk. If you do, with no hesitation. He will smile, and start talking.
Before you judge this piece of shit character. Know one thing: There are three personalities in this host of a being. There is Stephen = good, " Roy " = evil, and Spawn = the intelligent, not weak one.
Right now, Spawn is in control. He is showing no fear in leading this loser into the world.Promises mean nothing to him, the only people he trusts with his promises is 5 people. Stephen, " Roy ", Beth, Becka, and Eve.He has manic depression, and it effects him in all the ways it can. So, if you want to beat him up. You can, but don't expect him to cry or pout or tell you to stop. It may even turn him on, he is some what of a spitfire. If you really want to hurt him, just say you love him. Then, when he starts to trust you. You drive a knife in his back, and start acting like he doesn't exist. That will make him cry, and beg for you to stop. That is not all him though, there is more. If he cries hard enough, it is blood. So, he is very careful with who sees him cry. The only person who has seen real tears are Jesseh , and some other people from his school. The first time he cried, since " Roy " left....Don't get him wrong, he is always sad. Hiding behind fake smiles, laughs, and randomness. Just don't look into his eyes. It makes some of his close friends cry, the pain in them is worst then any physical pain. He has figured as long as his friends are happy, he can be sad. 'Cause he hates people who call him selfish. He will try and make your life "Godly." He loves to see everyone happy. That is why, he rather be sad, just to see others smile.He does have a very intimate side. He loves to cuddle, sometimes more than the person he cuddles with. He loves to hear that people love him. He loves being reassured, and will be the most trustworthy person you ever meet. He does believe in a second chance, but not third or fourth. So, don't push your luck with him. It will take him awhile to get fully trustworthy with you. If you are willing to wait, he will overcome you with kindness.Finally, he will die for those, who protect him. He will chase and beat down anyone who provokes him, or his friends. He is protective, he is fragile, and doesn't like to be hurt. He can be the guy you act completely random with. Or, he can be the guy you come and cry to. As long as it isn't a fake cry, he can't stand scene kidds. He is now open with his past, he never used to be until. He realized it was the past, not thepresent .Lately, the tortures of love have raped him though. All he can say is, "It is all my fault..."
"Forever meant forever, never again."
"The evil within him is reaching out of his heart, yet again."
"That corpse that looks back at him, is what he had realized. That is the only promiser, that has kept their promise to him."
"Why can't it all go away, suicide is just the temperary solution, but it feels like the only way to win...."Will he be saved again. Or is " Roy " going to win, and take over again....... for good .
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